well if you're so concerned about pounding my tiny heart..

I GET IT. I'VE ALWAYS TOLD MYSELF TO GET EVERYTHING IN CONTROL AND NOT TO BE DRIFTED WITH YOUR STUPID FLIRTY FLOW. I WAS ALWAYS HYPNOTIZED AND WOULD JUST FALL INTO A STUPID HOLE THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO RISE ABOVE. IF I'M ALREADY A WRESTLER NOW, IT'S LIKE I WOULD BE KNOCKED DOWN AND I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO PULL MYSELF UP THROUGH THE ROPES. I FEEL SO STUPID. I MUST LEARN. I MUST =(