This is gonna be the very first time for me to do this type of thing again after 4 freakin’ weeks. Wow. It’s been a month since I created a blogpost , can you believe that folks? Lots of folks might be wondering why, but I honestly don’t have any clue, not even one, as to why it had to take a month before I could create another post again. I just couldn’t quite figure it out myself. I also think that it would sound quite unwise to say that I was just busy with something…’cause man, that statement has been overused. What a washed up type of excuse, right dude?
Anyways, this post is gonna be quite plain. I don’t know. I’ve got no creative stuffs to share today, my folks. And I feel sorry for myself because of that. I really don’t know, my mind is kinda loaded with complex thoughts; the intricately problematical ones…you know, there are just these difficulty situations which are very lifelike, mean to say that they’re very close to happening in real life. Nearly possible. Darn those thoughts, they burden my mind all the time. My brain’s being weighed down like heck. What a stressful feeling. It could take life, it kills. I am very afraid of inevitable miseries in life. And it makes me feel more useless and vulnerable when I think of the fact that I just cannot escape them when time comes, ‘cause like what I just said….they’re inevitable. I know I can’t escape, we don’t go running away from the challenges we face. Man. If only I had the courage to manage things properly. I believe I’ve only got the guts to wrestle down some barf-face dudes out there when they piss me off or something; sure, I am an aspiring wrestler. But inside me is a little different as there is so much tenderness and vulnerability at the very central point of my heart, my soft side is revealed when you use a microscope to examine how my inside looks like. Got the guts to wrestle with some opponents, but I rarely have that spirit to triumph over the densely complicated situations in life. Life is indeed, full of twists and turns. Why the fudge am I saying these? C’mon dude I know I’ll overcome this. It’s a freakin’ challenge!!! And I strongly believe that no challenge is given to you when God knows you can’t handle it, RIGHT FOLKS?! I got this, c’mon sweet cheeks. I’ll get through it, whatever this thing that disturbs me now is.
KEEPING UP THE NEWLY MADE PROJECTION AND BELIEVING THAT IT IS POSSIBLE TO GO ON, WITH OR WITHOUT SOME FOLKS, BUT NEVER WITHOUT GOD.
