Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Once STRESS starts, it just never ends...as long as we live.

I guess in every average teenage person's life, stress is one thing that never departs from them..especially right when they start entering school.

Not tryin'na drive too much point here, but I just realized how STRESS never left me and every other regular 16-year-old person out there since we all first experienced it. C'mon folks, dontcha just realize the same thing? Now I suggest you guys go take some time and think back to the very first, ever-stressful task that you had to accomplish at the time. I don't know, it could be the moment you had to do a deep reviewing of all your lessons in preparation for your periodical exam or somethin'. Or, it could also be the time when you needed to hold like a two-three-week-rehearsal for a program where you were actually gonna do a dance-prod number or somethin'. Maybe your first most stressful experience was when your parents left for some important matters, therefore, leaving you, HOME ALONE and you just had to take charge of all the chores. Was it your most stressful encounter during the moment that you had to fix some messed up things with a friend? Each and every, single, one of us has different experiences...with different levels of stressfulness too. Whatever each of us might say of what these experiences are, I'm pretty sure that no matter how different they are, they all began taking place when our teenage life started. No, really. As in. Like if you just think about it, teenagers always experience stress. I mean when you're a child, you don't really get to experience tiresome tasks and all those stuffs. If ever some children do experience these types of situations, then they really do not take it as seriously as teenagers do. CHILDREN DO NOT MIND STRESS. BECAUSE THEY'RE TOO YOUNG TO HANDLE SUCH BURDEN.

Once you become a teenager, you know for a second that you're sort of entering a new phase of life and kind of getting into some "transformation" type of thing. Well it's not like once you turn 13, you immediately let go of the things that have always surrounded you while you were growing up; such as toys, playing video games, acting like little babies at times, etc. It is not a quick change that sort of automatically happens in a snap of a finger, right? It is a little by little change. Like, when you become 13, your parents are fully aware that you could atleast already handle some of the chores (if not all) now. They already have that kind of trust that you are capable of doing these tasks. Then they start handing over a new and different level of responsibility to you each new day. But it's little by little, as has been said. Our parents ain't dumb to think of giving you a super heavy task already right after you just turn 13 - just because "you're already a teenager"?! -OFCOURSE NOT DUDE.

Same thing goes with school. It's step by step. Like, when you're a first year HS student, it has this certain level of stressfulness. By 2nd year, it's a bit more stressful, 3rd year, it just gets even much burdensome and so on and so forth...

The point is.. Once you started dealing with stress, you have to be prepared and keep in mind that it will never, ever end. This is not to discourage other people, but to raise your spirits folks! Ya see, we just need to have this kind of tenacity within ourselves. That kind of power that is staying, never fading. NO WAVERING! We just keep on fighting. It is kinda hard to build up that kind of power, but when you succeed in gaining it.. SUCCESS IS JUST AS SWEET AS VALENTINE'S, HA! Let's all hang on. Just because stress is endless, doesn't mean we have to stop believing that we'll do well in fixing every single mess. ;)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

It's tedious when you are required to do something you don't want to.

Seatmates chewing their mint-gums.

Could hear teeth gnashing through the chewing gums.

On my left is a female classmate; her thumbs rapidly pressing all over her phone's keypad.

Now it makes me think of what could she be exactly doing.

Could she be texting or just playing a random cellphone game?

She was just on TV the other night, at this point she could've received something like a text message inviting her on another show and all that stuff that usually happens to a life of somebody who's almost one step away from stardom.

That was just a hypothetical guess though; I could be wrong too.

And if I'm wrong, she could be playing games then.

And I wouldn't and couldn't blame her if she chose to play games rather than to watch the film shown inside this room.

Whoa... 2 guys came in late. And they now took their seats.

What could these 2 be talking about?

It must be something serious; I could tell by the way the eyeglass-guy motions his hands as he speaks.

And if it was their decision to just have a lil' chitchat rather than to watch the movie, I could not blame them.

On my right, people are talking.

I could not hear the gum-chewing stuff much now, the freakin' sound of the movie is just madsick, it's real loud.

In front of me are people sleeping, and again... I could not blame them if they decided to sleep rather than to watch the movie.

I could not blame them. NOT AT ALL.

Now I am trying hard to understand as to how the other folks managed to keep their eyes and minds "completely" concentrated on the movie.

Perhaps, they just had some few guts to do so.

They're very few though and you could count them by the finger. There's like 9 of them, and about 3 to 4 people from them are nearly shutting their eyes.

NO ONE SHOULD HAVE THE TENACITY TO BLAME THEM THOUGH.

Everybody in the class is absent-minded, and watching a movie of this kind is something all of us here do not want to do, considering the ambiance and our minds' condition.

LAMER-THAN-LAME, really.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Super so much fun day.

Hello to all my fellow-bloggers out there, to everybody on the Internet and it doesn't matter if you're from the Philippines our outside the country, to those who had an exhausting day and are about to go to bed now, to those who just woke up and are gonna eat their breakfast, to those people currently on the road, on their way to the school or office, regular commuters, jeepney drivers, taxi drivers, tricycle and pedicab drivers (even though they won't really find out that I acknowledged them on my blog), to every single person existing on the planet....

HEY, FOLKS!!! WHAT'SUPPIE?! And I hope all of you are having an amazing time at the moment ;)

Anyways. This is really gonna be sort of a super random post. And I'll sound a bit informal, like how I always do when I make random posts like this. I think that random posts, especially those of the diary-type-ones, should have a conversational tone in it that everybody may be able to relate to it and kind of, "understand the same language spoken" stuff. So yeah. Hahaha ;)

Well I just had a fun Monday today; which is by the way very rare, which is also why it gives me a reason to share it with you folks. School today was no stress, we actually almost had no class. We only have one class to attend every Monday and our professor on that subject happened to declare this day "our rest day". *JUMPS IN ECSTASY, OVERJOYED* lol :)) So that brings you, me, together with my schoolfolks having some FUN TIME ALTOGETHER! ;) Went to Festival Mall and tried this 4-D thing called "WORLD RIDER" for the very first time and folks, I TELL YOU WHAT!!!! IT WAS JUST ABSOLUTELY AWESOME LIKE NO OTHER! It won us over, LOL! It was super fun, we couldn't explain the feeling. The only uncool thing there was that while we were inside the room, there was a camera focused on us. And yes, lots of other people saw our "reactions" to the 4-D world we entered that time. The camera captured our every scream, the way we ridiculously covered our faces because of slight fear that we thought everything we saw was real, the way that seat-rider thing shook us every second, everything was captured and people watched it on a screen outside. Kinda embarassing, but atleast these people don't really know us lol. Then we ate, went to have more fun, and the best part: KARAOKE TIME BABY! ;) Before the fun day had to end I bought a birthday present for my mom.

Again, this day was super so much fun. ;)

Sunday, February 6, 2011

A Special Ride.


I sighed bleakly as we walked our way toward the exit door of the mall.

Guess this is it, time to let the folks go.

School was another stressful thing today.

And I just had yet another amazing time spent with them to unwind from all the stress.

But it was just time for goodbye; it was about time to leave.

They escorted me to the van terminal.

I gave each of them a hug, and finally proceeded to the van.

Now I was plain and blankly staring at nothing as I walked.

I went to take the front seat; I pulled the door open and just...got in, plainly.

I sat immediately and kinda parked myself finely.

I sat too heavy, I could tell it by the way the van kinda shook as I got in.

That's when I realized that I was accidentally sitting on a small portion of the black cloth which was basically a skirt of the lady sitting next to me.

OOPS. It felt quite uncomfortable that I kinda clasped her skirt under my buttock.

"Miss I'm so sorry" I immediately reached for the small part of her skirt and took it out of my clasp without looking at the lady next to me.

"It's okay" She gently said and it made me look at her this time.

Now for the next minutes of sitting in the van, waiting for passengers to fill it in, I was like starstruck.

It felt like I was very fascinated by a star, by the presence of somebody famous.

She ain't a celebrity, really. But it just felt different.

She had like a dark brown, shoulder-length straight hair and it was the only thing I could stare at that time because if I stared straight at her face, things could've gotten awkward.

I got distracted when somebody opened our door. It was this fare-collector guy that I've been seeing since I became familiar with this terminal. It's quite a surprise that he isn't wearing red, 'cause he had been wearing red the previous days. Whatever reason that he chose to put on a white shirt that day was definitely none of my business anyways.

I took out 25pesos and gave it to him. And I thought of somethin' strange.

I dove my hands into the large pocket of my bag and reached for my small mirror.

I took it out, looked myself into it and pretended to fix my hair.

Then, I tilted it slightly sideways. *winks*

Her reflection appeared on my mirror, I tried not to be obvious so she wouldn't catch me.

Now, I could clearly see her face, with the help of my awesome mirror.

*BLANKNESS. STARSTRUCK. JUST WOW.*

After a few minutes of "secretly examining" the beautiful face, I decided to stop it and put back the mirror in my bag. If she ever caught me doing that, things could've gotten much, much awkward. lol

SHE'S GORGEOUS.

It wasn't any longer that passengers filled the van in, and driver got in, and we started to get going.

For 40 minutes on the road no one could ever explain how it felt to be sitting next to that lady.

And that scent... I wonder when would I get the chance to inhale it once again, 'cause right after I get off this van, I knew I'd never see her again.

Finally, I saw the arc that indicates my dwelling; time to get off the van, sweetcheeks.

The van pulled over and I got out. Before closing the door I glanced at the lady once more... and I finally closed it.

The van left already.

In my mind, I spoke...


"Holy cow. I just had a ride with an ANGEL. Can you believe that?"

I FEEL PUMPED.



THAT SENSATION. IT TRULY ROCKS.

I NEVER WANT THIS TO END.

HAHAHAHA.

AND ALSO...

I LOVE TO LAUGH.

I ENJOY LIFE, REALLY.

NO TIME FOR CRAPPY THINGS.

YES.

IT'S ALL GONNA BE DIFFERENT THIS TIME, FROM THIS POINT ON.