It's currently 1 2 : 1 1 A M and I wonder how the other folks are doing right now.
What's up folks?! Goodevening/morning to everybody hope all of you are havin' an awesome nite/day! For my fellow folks who are stayin' up late right now as well, WHAT'SUPPIE!!!!! Stay alive and keep that blood awake alrighty? ;)
Anyways. My mom gave me like a task for tonight and that is to burn a DVD. My cousin's graduation took place about two days ago and like the usual, ofcourse, I WAS THE VIDEO-KID AGAIN. Haha. Used to it anyways. So she asked me to have all of the fudgin' videos on DVD like, RIGHT QUICK! Because tomorrow, our relatives are gonna visit us and we'll see one another again so she thought it's a great idea to have something to show them and something to watch together in our living area for tomorrow. So it's currently processing the whole burning stuff and I've got no choice but to wait till the DVD is done. So I'm waiting... and waiting...
And as I am waiting, I figured it would be quite nice to.. once again, after such a freakin' long time which seemed like almost forever, VISIT FRIENDSTER. Ya see folks, Friendster was like a huge part of my first ever memorable moments and experiences with the INTERNET. Along with my other folks, Friendster was our "first-internet-love", if such stuff existed atleast. So goodbye for now and I'll check Friendster out for a while ;)
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Strange Eyes
Another day was just about to end. It was a plain day after all.
Typical stressful day in school, I along with my fellow students have had enough of the lectures our professors had discussed.
I do appreciate every single schoolday, believe me when I say that.
I only sound quite uninterested in my tone when I talk of schooling and how stressful it is because, yeah..it's just stressful.
After all, all I've been waiting the whole day was the moment that I'd get home already.
I exited the school and as I passed by the gate, 2-3 students who were smoking looked at me very strangely. I didn't mind them, like the usual thing I do.
I rode a tricycle.
I took a jeepney.
I got to the van terminal.
The whole time, a couple of people were just... EYEING ME IN AN EXTREMELY STRANGE WAY.
This time, I became more conscious of my appearance. I just don't understand why people were lookin' at me that way.
I was walkin' toward the van and I got in. It only had one passenger, who, by the way, gave me a strange look too.
IT WAS VERY AWKWARD. But I think that when he felt the awkwardness too, he tried to look away.
It was only the 2 of us yet, waiting for other passengers. A few minutes later, another passenger got in the van, an old woman.
She took a seat beside me. -SILENCE- She asked me if I've been on the van for too long already, and I politely said "no".
And...she started to look at me strangely too.
In my mind, I was like "WHAT THE FUDGE". Like why on earth are people lookin' at me like that since the moment I got out of school?
It felt really awkward, but I just bowed my head in silence. Not being able to think of something good to do to push the awkwardness away, I just randomly rummaged the inside of my bag and casually grabbed my mirror.
I looked at myself in my small mirror and observed my face there.
And that was when I realized that I had a red kiss mark on my left cheek, that rosy-red-lipstick seemed to be the brightest and most vivid color on my face that could be seen by anyone at the time.
Suddenly I remembered that before I left school, my girl kissed me goodbye and left that mark on my cheek.
Now I fully understand why I was being examined by STRANGE EYES that day. Man.
Typical stressful day in school, I along with my fellow students have had enough of the lectures our professors had discussed.
I do appreciate every single schoolday, believe me when I say that.
I only sound quite uninterested in my tone when I talk of schooling and how stressful it is because, yeah..it's just stressful.
After all, all I've been waiting the whole day was the moment that I'd get home already.
I exited the school and as I passed by the gate, 2-3 students who were smoking looked at me very strangely. I didn't mind them, like the usual thing I do.
I rode a tricycle.
I took a jeepney.
I got to the van terminal.
The whole time, a couple of people were just... EYEING ME IN AN EXTREMELY STRANGE WAY.
This time, I became more conscious of my appearance. I just don't understand why people were lookin' at me that way.
I was walkin' toward the van and I got in. It only had one passenger, who, by the way, gave me a strange look too.
IT WAS VERY AWKWARD. But I think that when he felt the awkwardness too, he tried to look away.
It was only the 2 of us yet, waiting for other passengers. A few minutes later, another passenger got in the van, an old woman.
She took a seat beside me. -SILENCE- She asked me if I've been on the van for too long already, and I politely said "no".
And...she started to look at me strangely too.
In my mind, I was like "WHAT THE FUDGE". Like why on earth are people lookin' at me like that since the moment I got out of school?
It felt really awkward, but I just bowed my head in silence. Not being able to think of something good to do to push the awkwardness away, I just randomly rummaged the inside of my bag and casually grabbed my mirror.
I looked at myself in my small mirror and observed my face there.
And that was when I realized that I had a red kiss mark on my left cheek, that rosy-red-lipstick seemed to be the brightest and most vivid color on my face that could be seen by anyone at the time.
Suddenly I remembered that before I left school, my girl kissed me goodbye and left that mark on my cheek.
Now I fully understand why I was being examined by STRANGE EYES that day. Man.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
The real definition of the word "RELIEF"
Boy. Am I just too glad to be sitting once again in front of my dear computer and to be blogging again tonight. It has always given me that certain feeling of an unexplainable ease.
Anyways. What's up folks?! I hope each and every single one of the people existing on the planet is doing great and is better than good. I hope all of you are having an amazing time right now. I've had a very wonderful and much fun day - which is one thing I cannot, not blog about tonight. ;)
It ain't too hard to see that I've been too much tightly tied up with my college life; I've always pointed it out in my other previous blogs that college is undoubtedly like the main source of all the stress that I went through/am going through/will be going through in the future. Guess that's how tough life is for us humans. Now that my first year as a college student has gone by, I could not, not be so grateful that I have survived a whole year in college. Being able to take on heavy responsibilities in school for two long semesters wasn't/will never be a joke, and I really consider it not only as a success but also as a personal achievement. I knew I survived, really. When our last semester ended, it kinda told me somethin' like end-of-suffering-type-of-thing for me. It meant "relaxation and peace" to me. I knew I'm temporarily through with all the stress (temporary because of the fact that there will be another heavy academic year for us soon), that I am free and I can go have fun. But when the semester ended, I knew I didn't immediately achieve yet the kind of "relief" I am lookin' for. 'Cause I believed that only when I get to spend some time again with my bestfriend, or any of my closest folks, is when I would truly achieve the true definition of "relief".
March 22nd of 2011 is now probably one of my most "relieving" days in my whole entire life! After all the distressing experiences, I finally, officially managed to take them all away in just one whole day - a whole day spent with my best bud ever, Jeorge Chap Torres a.k.a. my TSEBB ;)
It was one heck of a typical, crazy day in our lives - one thing that I've always wanted to experience again during my so-called 'agony days' in college. Sorry for the exaggeration folks, but I can't help it. To explain how I totally feel even further, it's actually like you've waited for so long and that moment came when you finally caught that "reward" in your arms! I absolutely felt like I just won some kind of wrestling championship title when I saw Tsebb again, after four freakin' long months dude! JUST WOW! It was insane. That feeling would forever be stuck in my memory. Seeing Tsebb again after so long was definitely "that factor" that ends all the anxiety.
We had nothin' but fun. 3d-World Rider, Extreme Coaster, nice lunch, walkin' 'round the whole place, entering almost every single one of the stores there, slippin' and almost fallin' on the stairs, having your bracelet "disordered" and seeing all the pieces of swarovski stones fall and scatter on the ground, starting some of the most heartfelt/sometimes senseless conversations - all these are just some of the ways of how the two of us usually have fun. We enjoyed this day so much, no doubt about that, definitely!
It's really such an amazing feeling. My bestfriend, "Tsebb" would always be definitely that one person who will never, ever fail to fill in any type of hole that makes me feel incomplete. That barf-face, old fart has been like my superhero for 8 YEARS NOW(turning 9)! I love him! Gotta love that jackbutt-dude forever, man! Haha!
Anyways. What's up folks?! I hope each and every single one of the people existing on the planet is doing great and is better than good. I hope all of you are having an amazing time right now. I've had a very wonderful and much fun day - which is one thing I cannot, not blog about tonight. ;)
It ain't too hard to see that I've been too much tightly tied up with my college life; I've always pointed it out in my other previous blogs that college is undoubtedly like the main source of all the stress that I went through/am going through/will be going through in the future. Guess that's how tough life is for us humans. Now that my first year as a college student has gone by, I could not, not be so grateful that I have survived a whole year in college. Being able to take on heavy responsibilities in school for two long semesters wasn't/will never be a joke, and I really consider it not only as a success but also as a personal achievement. I knew I survived, really. When our last semester ended, it kinda told me somethin' like end-of-suffering-type-of-thing for me. It meant "relaxation and peace" to me. I knew I'm temporarily through with all the stress (temporary because of the fact that there will be another heavy academic year for us soon), that I am free and I can go have fun. But when the semester ended, I knew I didn't immediately achieve yet the kind of "relief" I am lookin' for. 'Cause I believed that only when I get to spend some time again with my bestfriend, or any of my closest folks, is when I would truly achieve the true definition of "relief".
March 22nd of 2011 is now probably one of my most "relieving" days in my whole entire life! After all the distressing experiences, I finally, officially managed to take them all away in just one whole day - a whole day spent with my best bud ever, Jeorge Chap Torres a.k.a. my TSEBB ;)
It was one heck of a typical, crazy day in our lives - one thing that I've always wanted to experience again during my so-called 'agony days' in college. Sorry for the exaggeration folks, but I can't help it. To explain how I totally feel even further, it's actually like you've waited for so long and that moment came when you finally caught that "reward" in your arms! I absolutely felt like I just won some kind of wrestling championship title when I saw Tsebb again, after four freakin' long months dude! JUST WOW! It was insane. That feeling would forever be stuck in my memory. Seeing Tsebb again after so long was definitely "that factor" that ends all the anxiety.
We had nothin' but fun. 3d-World Rider, Extreme Coaster, nice lunch, walkin' 'round the whole place, entering almost every single one of the stores there, slippin' and almost fallin' on the stairs, having your bracelet "disordered" and seeing all the pieces of swarovski stones fall and scatter on the ground, starting some of the most heartfelt/sometimes senseless conversations - all these are just some of the ways of how the two of us usually have fun. We enjoyed this day so much, no doubt about that, definitely!
It's really such an amazing feeling. My bestfriend, "Tsebb" would always be definitely that one person who will never, ever fail to fill in any type of hole that makes me feel incomplete. That barf-face, old fart has been like my superhero for 8 YEARS NOW(turning 9)! I love him! Gotta love that jackbutt-dude forever, man! Haha!
Saturday, March 19, 2011
What tied me up previously...
Wait wait wait a second... Before I let out my well-known line escape my lips (or rather, my fingers from typing it), allow me to take a good breath first...
*BREATHES*
WHAT'SUPPIE FOLKS?! ;)
Holy cow!!! Oooohhhhh maaaaaaan! This is insane! This is so much insane! I cannot believe it! I can't believe that I actually get to do this thing of mine again! I missed this ever so much! I can't imagine I finally got rid of all the agony and misery! I can't believe it! I'm in front of my PC again! I'm blogging, fudge! THIS IS CRAZY! This calls for a celebration! HAHAHAHAHA IT'S INSANE! CIVILIZATION HAS MET UP WITH ME AGAIN! Can you believe that, folks? HAHA! ;)
Wow folks. I'm sorry for sort of being outrageous. But this is just insane. For the previous week, I kinda got CAGED. For a week, I felt like some type of an animal locked inside a cage that was forbidden to get out and mingle with other animals, forbidden to live a normal and relaxing, stress-free life. That was how exactly my whole previous week felt like. Because of a bunch of activities with school, specifically, I felt like just, being... IN PRISON. Because of what seemed like a dreadfully hellish week, I sacrificed a bunch of stuffs too; stuffs that I didn't ever think I could and would ever sacrifice for activities that I was required to do in order to attain good marks and maintain a good academic performance. It was beyond imagination. College is just totally a different experience. STRESS! IT BROUGHT AROUND A LOT OF STRESS! No doubt about that. Because of college, I was busier than ever. Because of it, I have done things I never thought I would be capable of doing: I managed to withstand A WHOLE WEEK WITHOUT TOUCHING MY COMPUTER. I have also managed to go on a whole day without eating any meals! And the most unimaginable thing that I almost did, was almost blanking over WWE! Seriously! Well, I didn't totally do it, but as I said, I ALMOST HAVE DONE IT. Like, I almost fail to think of it for couple of days, fail to watch matches that are full of action, all because of the stressful activities that I got myself engaged into with college. JUST WOW. I have never experienced this kind of stress before that actually made me do lots of beyond-imagination-sacrifices! And I don't think I would want to experience it again some time soon ya know dude. That's why I am ever grateful that I am all stress-free now. All hardships are temporarily over, atleast. Every ounce of my effort paid off, all with God's help and guidance, ofcourse. I feel accomplished. What a semester it has been.
Now my mind is filled with nothing but peaceful and relaxing pictures that celebrate with me as I enjoy the bliss that I'm currently experiencing after being tormented inside a cage that never let me have fun but instead, always urged me to deal with stress. I feel unleashed. This is a great sensation, summer vacay's coming and different plans just surface my mind! HAVE A GREAT VACATION, FOLKS! ;)
Once again, I can finally feel some CIVILIZATION around.
THANK GOODNESS.
Thank goodness; the busy days are finally over.
Thank goodness; I have started to, little by little, get rid of all the suffering.
Suffering that college life has brought around.
I have finally, successfully carried out a period of my life which actually seemed like an inferno-type-of-stage-in-life.
Thank goodness; I was able to pull off. It feels such an accomplished stage.
Thank goodness; all hardships were rewarded.
Thank goodness; every ounce of my effort paid off.
Thank goodness; God is better than good, AS ALWAYS.
Thank goodness; everything is finally close to over.
Thank goodness; I could now get a whiff of the reviving fresh air...
Thank goodness; I could now breathe...
Thank goodness; I could once again smell and live with... CIVILIZATION.
I feel unleashed. What a very blissful sensation.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Bring it on, AMBIANCE.
Yes, ambiance.
That's what my biggest enemy (as of now) is called, my folks.
Why? Okay, let's just say that.. It's like. No, what I'm trying to say is that, that enemy I'm talking about is literally, AMBIANCE, like... the current ambiance surrounding me right now.
Why I consider this "ambiance" an opponent or something?
CAUSE IT HAS DONE SOMETHING REALLY BAD TO ME. Like, because of Ambiance, something was taken away from me and I almost bled my way just to try to get it back into my fold.
It was taken away from me once, and now that I got it back...this current ambiance seems to take it away from me once more.
Got that folks? THIS, "AMBIANCE" IS CHALLENGING ME.
The way I see it is like "ambiance" wants some war.
The way "ambiance" tries to run things and how it tries to surround me with certain things is just completely against my wishes.
This "ambiance" is apparently trying to take away what seemed like a deep entreaty of mine. It doesn't want to give me a chance of spending much longer time with my entreaty and it's killing me, like cutting me in two.
But as long as I exist on the planet, I will fight for my entreaty even if I have to bleed my way like I did before, just to get it back into my fold!
Ambiance, BRING IT ON!
=]
That's what my biggest enemy (as of now) is called, my folks.
Why? Okay, let's just say that.. It's like. No, what I'm trying to say is that, that enemy I'm talking about is literally, AMBIANCE, like... the current ambiance surrounding me right now.
Why I consider this "ambiance" an opponent or something?
CAUSE IT HAS DONE SOMETHING REALLY BAD TO ME. Like, because of Ambiance, something was taken away from me and I almost bled my way just to try to get it back into my fold.
It was taken away from me once, and now that I got it back...this current ambiance seems to take it away from me once more.
Got that folks? THIS, "AMBIANCE" IS CHALLENGING ME.
The way I see it is like "ambiance" wants some war.
The way "ambiance" tries to run things and how it tries to surround me with certain things is just completely against my wishes.
This "ambiance" is apparently trying to take away what seemed like a deep entreaty of mine. It doesn't want to give me a chance of spending much longer time with my entreaty and it's killing me, like cutting me in two.
But as long as I exist on the planet, I will fight for my entreaty even if I have to bleed my way like I did before, just to get it back into my fold!
Ambiance, BRING IT ON!
=]
Fudgin' Finally. ALRITE! ;)
"FEELS AWESOME TO BE BACK. Since we started workin' on Senakulo, I never really had the chance to lay my hands on the PC to be on the internet for the whole previous week and all I did was EDIT EDIT EDIT! lol Fudgin' thank you, goodness. It's all over, and we all feel accomplished. What'suppie folks?! :D"
- This is the same exact thing I posted on FB as my latest status.
Well, there you have it folks. I mean, I was out for a whole week working on a school project for our Humanities subject. We needed to make a film that depicts the passion of Jesus Christ. The whole previous week of mine was completely spent on MOVIE-MAKING; and when we talk of filming, folks, that just doesn't involve SHOOTING all alone. That includes shooting of different scenes, as well as the scriptwriting, photoshoot stuff, costume designing, location searching, doing the make-up and all those prosthetics stuff, problematically looking for enough characters to be part of the cast, and all the EDITING PART!!!!!!! Man. Man, man man!!!!! It was a lot of hardwork. And believe me, we did all of it in A WEEK. I mean, not that we found it very easy to do but.. it's actually because, we had to, well.. had it done in just a week. We just had to finish everything in a week, we're following a deadline ya know. So yeah. We kind of rushed things, but I have to say we all feel a certain accomplishment after all of the hardships. Doing this project meant sleepless nites, foodless meal time, and just literally shedding a lot of sweat. Wow. It was really a lot of hardwork. And I just wanna, and gotta thank the Lord for being with us, like how He always is. Whew. GREAT JOB, MY FELLAS! ;)
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