Wednesday, December 17, 2008
exams successfully taken! =]
Hey folks! I'd have to make this blog short because I have some more business to do. But yeah, I feel really blissful at this point of my life. I had already taken our 3rd Quarter Examination! And I personally believe that it was a successful one. Our exams took place within 3 consecutive half-days, and I consider those days as "Days of Agony" for my brain! hahahahaha. But now, agony is over! On Friday (December 19, 2008) we will be having our Christmas Party and I'm way excited about it. I have already bought and prepared Christmas gifts for my schoolfolks. I'm a person who loves to give gifts, especially during Christmas. So I think I can call my self a "Christmas gift-giving" person. Oh men how did it sound? haha! With this kind of characteristic, I feel like I've been almost portraying the character of Santa Claus! I'm the female version. haha.
Monday, December 1, 2008
December 1st of 2008! happy December folks! =]
I feel really different everytime December 1st strikes! With December 1st, we only have 24 days left before Christmas!ü December 1st is the day that is usually the start of blatantly seeing the Christmas lights, Christmas trees, lanterns, and other Christmas decorations! December 1st is the day that is usually the start of blatantly hearing people sing their Christmas carolings. When December 1st strikes, many people are blatantly seen buying and preparing gifts to be given to their loved ones on the day of Christmas. December just absolutely makes me feel happy. And the fact that Christmas, the celebration of the birth of Jesus is coming, just even makes me feel happier!=]
So let's see how my December 1st of 2008 went. I'd really like to summarize this one.
It's Monday here in the Philippines and supposedly, students should've had their classes while workers should've gone working today. But because Bonifacio day is on November 30 which is a legal holiday and November 30 is on Sunday, it was moved to December 1. So we've no classes today, and people didn't go to work. Uhm, aside from the fact that it's December 1, there was nothing really much with this day. Everything in my mind was December 1. hahahahaha!
But within this day, I just came up to certain realizations-certain realizations that made my soul pale. These thoughts make me feel weak and hopeless. But I wouldn't like to mention any of these thoughts, all I should keep talking about is that today is the 1st of December 2008 and everything should go fine, just drift with the flow.
So let's see how my December 1st of 2008 went. I'd really like to summarize this one.
It's Monday here in the Philippines and supposedly, students should've had their classes while workers should've gone working today. But because Bonifacio day is on November 30 which is a legal holiday and November 30 is on Sunday, it was moved to December 1. So we've no classes today, and people didn't go to work. Uhm, aside from the fact that it's December 1, there was nothing really much with this day. Everything in my mind was December 1. hahahahaha!
But within this day, I just came up to certain realizations-certain realizations that made my soul pale. These thoughts make me feel weak and hopeless. But I wouldn't like to mention any of these thoughts, all I should keep talking about is that today is the 1st of December 2008 and everything should go fine, just drift with the flow.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
meaning of LIFE
LIFE. Well, life is a complicated word. It's a word with just plenty of things to talk about. But generally, when we hear the word "life" the first thing that comes to our mind is about having energy, enthusiasm, and vitality. It's about being able to live. If I ask you now about the true meaning of life I've no doubt that you folks are gonna even look it up in the dictionary book. Life is not just the existence in the physical world. There's just more than than. Life is more than just the way somebody lives, how something produces vitality, it's more than that. We can consider life as the entire period during which somebody is, has been, or will yet be alive. Yes, life is existence, being, living, vivacity, energy, enthusiasm, soul, but LIFE IS REALLY MORE THAN THOSE WORDS.
I won't go any farther with this, let me get to it REAL STRAIGHT. I'm talking about God. God is life. Yes He is. I don't know how to explain this. But if you want to take time thinking about this just study the lives of the people who had a life of being a rebel before, those people who lived a life of devastation-THEN GOT SAVED. Through their acceptance of Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior, they now have the opportunity to be connected with God. Jesus is the way to heaven, the ONLY way to heaven. And after all these things, what's next? These people will look like totally transformed people. They'd live a different life, a very different life from their previous life. They really change. Though there are obstacles that come their way, they always look lively-they're always full of life! now...WHY IS IT LIKE THAT? This kind of situation is very different from something like accepting/receiving an award. After you receive an award, yes you feel happy and honored. But there's still something missing. Accepting Jesus in your heart is a LITTLE-BIG thing. It might be a small and simple thing to do but after that, you'd be totally stunned by its impact. You accept Him, and look at the impact it brings. IT'S A DIFFERENT FACTOR YOU KNOW? You accept Him, it's a simple thing but why is the impact just so enormous? :)
Living is about God. ALL ABOUT HIM.
Yes we possess life. But talk about "enjoying possessions". Life may be our greatest possession, but without offering it to God, we won't enjoy possessing it.
LIFE= GOD.
-wonderfullymarvelous,xxoxJanica
I won't go any farther with this, let me get to it REAL STRAIGHT. I'm talking about God. God is life. Yes He is. I don't know how to explain this. But if you want to take time thinking about this just study the lives of the people who had a life of being a rebel before, those people who lived a life of devastation-THEN GOT SAVED. Through their acceptance of Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior, they now have the opportunity to be connected with God. Jesus is the way to heaven, the ONLY way to heaven. And after all these things, what's next? These people will look like totally transformed people. They'd live a different life, a very different life from their previous life. They really change. Though there are obstacles that come their way, they always look lively-they're always full of life! now...WHY IS IT LIKE THAT? This kind of situation is very different from something like accepting/receiving an award. After you receive an award, yes you feel happy and honored. But there's still something missing. Accepting Jesus in your heart is a LITTLE-BIG thing. It might be a small and simple thing to do but after that, you'd be totally stunned by its impact. You accept Him, and look at the impact it brings. IT'S A DIFFERENT FACTOR YOU KNOW? You accept Him, it's a simple thing but why is the impact just so enormous? :)
Living is about God. ALL ABOUT HIM.
Yes we possess life. But talk about "enjoying possessions". Life may be our greatest possession, but without offering it to God, we won't enjoy possessing it.
LIFE= GOD.
-wonderfullymarvelous,xxoxJanica
Sunday, November 23, 2008
first blog for NOVEMBER 2008:telling the things untold!
This is my first blog for November and I'm telling you guys that this blog has three episodes! Well, since I haven't updated this blog page for 24 days (after the last blog i made on oct.29,'08), all of the happenings in my life within the past couple of days which I haven't told that should be told are about to be told in this blog.ü
Let me start with the All Saints' Day (November 1, 2008).< It was on October 31, 2008 when I, together with my younger bro went to the cemetery called, "Blue Heavens". We were there with our cousins. We celebrated the life of our uncle who had passed away. We got there by 5pm, and we prepared everything that we'd be needing on that night. We assembled the tent for us to sleep in. Sembreak's over, helloooooooo schoolfolks!(November 3, 2008) Wow! It feels really good to be back in action for school. I got to see my schoolfolks, I MISSED THEM (and i think they felt the same way haha)!ü It was relaxing to put your feet up at your home having a one-week vacation, but ofcourse, for me...nothing will be more relaxing to see your friends again! :) The Exigent Camp (November 20-22) Yes I went camping! This was an activity in our school for all of the Rover Scouts. This is also one of the requirements for a trainee Rover Scout to be a leader next schoolyear. Our leaders told us that our campsite was waaaaaaay better than the one they had last schoolyear because this one (our campsite) has a good-level terrain. Thursday morning we went there. On our first day, we had nothing much of activities. I guess this day was just about preparation for the coolest challenges we'll encounter in the next days. We set our tent up, and took some rest there. On our next and second day, we went HIKING! yeaaaaaaa what an awesome experience. Well I've experienced hiking couple of times in the past camps I went to, but this one's a lil' different and I find it more challenging! Oh yes. On the third day, there were still activities like community service, and junk art. Supposedly, this camping will take place until Nov.23. But Saturday afternoon(third day) I started to feel uneasy and didn't feel well at all. I got dizzy and the teachers there sent me home. By night of this day there would be a Grand Campfire. Too bad I haven't made it there! haha. But I enjoyed it, still!ü -wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
Let me start with the All Saints' Day (November 1, 2008).< It was on October 31, 2008 when I, together with my younger bro went to the cemetery called, "Blue Heavens". We were there with our cousins. We celebrated the life of our uncle who had passed away. We got there by 5pm, and we prepared everything that we'd be needing on that night. We assembled the tent for us to sleep in. Sembreak's over, helloooooooo schoolfolks!(November 3, 2008) Wow! It feels really good to be back in action for school. I got to see my schoolfolks, I MISSED THEM (and i think they felt the same way haha)!ü It was relaxing to put your feet up at your home having a one-week vacation, but ofcourse, for me...nothing will be more relaxing to see your friends again! :) The Exigent Camp (November 20-22) Yes I went camping! This was an activity in our school for all of the Rover Scouts. This is also one of the requirements for a trainee Rover Scout to be a leader next schoolyear. Our leaders told us that our campsite was waaaaaaay better than the one they had last schoolyear because this one (our campsite) has a good-level terrain. Thursday morning we went there. On our first day, we had nothing much of activities. I guess this day was just about preparation for the coolest challenges we'll encounter in the next days. We set our tent up, and took some rest there. On our next and second day, we went HIKING! yeaaaaaaa what an awesome experience. Well I've experienced hiking couple of times in the past camps I went to, but this one's a lil' different and I find it more challenging! Oh yes. On the third day, there were still activities like community service, and junk art. Supposedly, this camping will take place until Nov.23. But Saturday afternoon(third day) I started to feel uneasy and didn't feel well at all. I got dizzy and the teachers there sent me home. By night of this day there would be a Grand Campfire. Too bad I haven't made it there! haha. But I enjoyed it, still!ü -wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
watched a movie: my only ü
This has been really a happy day for me. I woke up at 8am and ate breakfast. After that I was on my computer until 1pm! non-stop action! hahahaha. I was busy sending some Friendster comments to my folks back and forth. For everyone's information, my OLD Friendster account got junk'd! So I deleted it and created another one. Darn! Fster was goin like wtfreak! It ruined my old friendster acct! I feel really bad about it. :( But I try to forget it and just keep moving on! haha!
Well after spending about 3 and a half hours on the computer, I turned it off and lie down on my bed to take a nap. But before I could even close my eyes, the phone suddenly rang and it was my very great splendid friend, Eamiel. He told me that he wanted to go to the movies. And without any hesitation, I immediately said "Yes oh sure okae!" I was like that. I was really excited. We'll go there together with my bestfriend, Jeorge. We watched "My Only ü" directed by Cathy Garcia-Molina. She's really a very very very good movie-director and I love her movies. And no doubt, "My Only ü" is a wonderful movie! I love its story. It is of romantic-comedy theme. It's really a great movie starring Toni Gonzaga and Vhong Navarro. I really cried on this movie 'cause there is a very heartfelt scene here, or heartfelt scenes more accurately, that would really touch one's heart. At the same time, it was funny. I really like the story of this movie, and there are a lot of twists here. As what Jeorge said, "there are so many unexpected scenes in this movie. Scenes we never expect to take place". It's really great. ü
I got home by 7pm. I brought my mother a Siomai from Henlin's as a pasalubong. I ate dinner, and after that, I was back to my computer sending Friendster comments. I'm really happy sending Fster comments back and forth with my good and cute friend LA. I'm really happy right now. I mean it's our sembreak and I miss my friends already. And tomorrow, I get to see my classmates in school but not because we've got classes. We have some dance practice tomorrow! I'm so excited to see them! So I'm gonna sleep early tonight for I've to get up early tomorrow :)
people that i'm really touched by/love/miss
-LA
-eunice[mahal/lav]
-doraii
-aly
-eamz
-jeorge
Well after spending about 3 and a half hours on the computer, I turned it off and lie down on my bed to take a nap. But before I could even close my eyes, the phone suddenly rang and it was my very great splendid friend, Eamiel. He told me that he wanted to go to the movies. And without any hesitation, I immediately said "Yes oh sure okae!" I was like that. I was really excited. We'll go there together with my bestfriend, Jeorge. We watched "My Only ü" directed by Cathy Garcia-Molina. She's really a very very very good movie-director and I love her movies. And no doubt, "My Only ü" is a wonderful movie! I love its story. It is of romantic-comedy theme. It's really a great movie starring Toni Gonzaga and Vhong Navarro. I really cried on this movie 'cause there is a very heartfelt scene here, or heartfelt scenes more accurately, that would really touch one's heart. At the same time, it was funny. I really like the story of this movie, and there are a lot of twists here. As what Jeorge said, "there are so many unexpected scenes in this movie. Scenes we never expect to take place". It's really great. ü
I got home by 7pm. I brought my mother a Siomai from Henlin's as a pasalubong. I ate dinner, and after that, I was back to my computer sending Friendster comments. I'm really happy sending Fster comments back and forth with my good and cute friend LA. I'm really happy right now. I mean it's our sembreak and I miss my friends already. And tomorrow, I get to see my classmates in school but not because we've got classes. We have some dance practice tomorrow! I'm so excited to see them! So I'm gonna sleep early tonight for I've to get up early tomorrow :)
people that i'm really touched by/love/miss
-LA
-eunice[mahal/lav]
-doraii
-aly
-eamz
-jeorge
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Semestral Break in action!
Hey folks it's Janica! It's October 25, 2008-9:30pm. It's a Saturday night. The whole previous week was the very last week before our sembreak(semestral break). Yeah boy! We have a one week vacation to put our feet up (to rest). This is so cool folks! Well I think one week is enough for a break in studying, but there's like a catch: Some of our teachers gave us some take-home seatworks/assignments to work on during the sembreak! Woah! hahahahaaha, guess what...it's our sembreak yet we've still got to study! haha, the only difference is that this one's gonna be like home-studying. Well, I've nothing against it and I absolutely think it's gonna be really fun to do. I mean it's also a piece of boredom when you're at home and you got nothing to do aside from watching TV, computer, eating, sleeping, household chores and all that stuff right? I think studying is still a factor. oh yeah! haha.
So anyway, I'm once again making a new post blog and I want to talk about a lot of things that are going on with me. Two weeks ago I, together with my schoolmates had taken up the 2nd periodical examinations. A week ago I've known the results of my exams, and I feel great about it! I passed baby! All of my grades in my subjects were passing grades, only Physics broke the record. I got a low grade in Physics, well I personally believe that Physics is a hard subject and I'm not good at it. So I think I deserve that grade.
Remember when I said it in my previous blog that I made another Shawn Michaels video? If you do, well I already deleted that video! I don't know but I think it wasn't really satisfying at all. What I did was I made another second HBK video and it's on YouTube now! If you have the time, please watch it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgVu3ZGqNf8 thanks!ü
I know it's crazy, but despite the fact that I'm tired of school and I badly want to have this sembreak, I MISS MY CLASSMATES AND OTHER SCHOOLMATES NOW! :'c Crazy right?
But I think my real point is, I want to go to school to spend time with my friends there and not to study! hahahaha! But hey, don't get the wrong end of the stick-don't get the wrong idea, it doesn't mean I hate schooling! Ofcourse, I know education is very important and I want to finish my studies, it's just that tiredness and exhaustion do strike. =]
That's it for now! Thank you for reading and God bless!ü
So anyway, I'm once again making a new post blog and I want to talk about a lot of things that are going on with me. Two weeks ago I, together with my schoolmates had taken up the 2nd periodical examinations. A week ago I've known the results of my exams, and I feel great about it! I passed baby! All of my grades in my subjects were passing grades, only Physics broke the record. I got a low grade in Physics, well I personally believe that Physics is a hard subject and I'm not good at it. So I think I deserve that grade.
Remember when I said it in my previous blog that I made another Shawn Michaels video? If you do, well I already deleted that video! I don't know but I think it wasn't really satisfying at all. What I did was I made another second HBK video and it's on YouTube now! If you have the time, please watch it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgVu3ZGqNf8 thanks!ü
I know it's crazy, but despite the fact that I'm tired of school and I badly want to have this sembreak, I MISS MY CLASSMATES AND OTHER SCHOOLMATES NOW! :'c Crazy right?
But I think my real point is, I want to go to school to spend time with my friends there and not to study! hahahaha! But hey, don't get the wrong end of the stick-don't get the wrong idea, it doesn't mean I hate schooling! Ofcourse, I know education is very important and I want to finish my studies, it's just that tiredness and exhaustion do strike. =]
That's it for now! Thank you for reading and God bless!ü
Saturday, October 11, 2008
~Vampire Mode~ haha!
Hey guys! Well I think this one's gonna be really short but I just have this feeling again that I wanted to make a new blog post so here I go. haha!
I've recently finished making my 2nd tribute video about the Heartbreak Kid, Shawn Michaels. I guess I wasn't satisfied with the previous Shawn Michaels video that I made, so I made another one which I hopefully assume as the better one between the two. I used the song called "Broken" by Seether ft. Amy Lee. I really love that song. If you want to watch this video I'm talkin' about here's the direct link to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmaHFqWeez4
Or if you want to watch some of my videos just go to my YouTube page, just go the the right upper part of my blogspot page and there you will see links to my pages. Just click the "YouTube page" and it will lead you there. I made few tribute videos and some are videos of craziness with my friends! hahaha so I hope you enjoy.
Next week's gonna be our Periodical Examinations so for the weekends upon me, I will be reviewing for the rest of those days. Whatta busy weekend it is gonna be.
Anyway, it's almost 1am so I've to sleep now! Though I always sleep late like 3am or something like that. Haha! I just need to get up early for tomorrow, I mean later.=]
I've recently finished making my 2nd tribute video about the Heartbreak Kid, Shawn Michaels. I guess I wasn't satisfied with the previous Shawn Michaels video that I made, so I made another one which I hopefully assume as the better one between the two. I used the song called "Broken" by Seether ft. Amy Lee. I really love that song. If you want to watch this video I'm talkin' about here's the direct link to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmaHFqWeez4
Or if you want to watch some of my videos just go to my YouTube page, just go the the right upper part of my blogspot page and there you will see links to my pages. Just click the "YouTube page" and it will lead you there. I made few tribute videos and some are videos of craziness with my friends! hahaha so I hope you enjoy.
Next week's gonna be our Periodical Examinations so for the weekends upon me, I will be reviewing for the rest of those days. Whatta busy weekend it is gonna be.
Anyway, it's almost 1am so I've to sleep now! Though I always sleep late like 3am or something like that. Haha! I just need to get up early for tomorrow, I mean later.=]
Monday, October 6, 2008
Memories are being popular again. [flashbacks]
It's Monday and I just got home from school. I actually got home by 7:30pm, and I personally believe that 7:30pm is a late time to get back home from schoool. Now, gettin' home this late is not really good without an exact reasonable reason to put in the picture. Ofcourse, I had my reason. I've said it in my previous blogs that I have so many extra-curricular activities in school.
Every Monday we have this Christian fellowship called "U5". It starts at 4:30pm-6:00pm. We did get started too late so as a result, it ended up really late as well. Now that's what I call a reasonable reason.
It was really dark outside, and a little dangerous-looking surrounding caught my eyes. But I wasn't scared off for I was with my friends walking. As usual, I got home safe. As I entered our home sweet home, I saw my mother with this not-so-good-look on her face. I knew it that she was worrying about me. I was a tadbit told off-I got a bit scolded. But I've always come to understand her in this kind of situations. I knew she was only worried about me. I've always known that.
I went inside my room and dropped my things, changed my clothes, and ate dinner. After all of these things I felt a total discomfort. I don't know why but, I was totally and completely feeling uneasy. It's like mixed emotions like being irritated, exhausted, tired, sad, hurt, pained, and more uneasy feelings! It was cold now, I could feel the cool breeze of the air entering through the screen of my window. It was touching my skin. I turned my PC(which is located inside my room) on, and while waiting for my computer to start up, I lay down on my bed covering my body with the white blanket I have. For some reason, my blanket is cold and at the same time, it was cold this time. No matter how much I believe the fact that my body is covered with this blanket, it's still cold and it just brings me the frost that I've always wanted in my whole life.
While laying down, covered with blanket, cuddling my hotdog pillow, and staring at my wall, I felt the discomfort I felt these past couple of weeks. And there's this cold feeling that swirls all around me, that even makes me feel more irritated and discouraged than ever! I don't know why but...I feel like I've got a lot in my mind but I just can't specify each. I almost forgot that my PC had just finished booting. I sat in front of my computer, signed in to Yahoo Messenger, checked my Yahoo mailbox, and checked my Friendster page as well. After checking all of them I felt that I wanted to do something but I can't actually specify that thing(I always act like this). I knew it was something about story-telling and all that stuff, until I already figured it out. And that is to post another blog here on my blogspot page.=]
-My most-treasured book
I was looking all around my room, hoping that I could find something cool to talk about. It was not any longer that I've laid my eyes on a book with a picture of a man climbing up a ladder (looks like he's reaching for something high), and they(the man and the ladder) were both inside a wrestling ring. On the top right of the cover, it read "heartbreak and triumph:The Shawn Michaels Story" and on the bottom right of it, read "by Shawn Michaels with Aaron Feigenbaum". In other words, I saw my Shawn Michaels wrestling book and upon seeing this most-treasured book of mine, it looked like my surrounding faded out to white and a memory faded in.
I remember the time that I really really really wanted to have this book sooooo badly! As in I badly wanted to have it! The problem is, I had a hard time on finding it here in my country, Philippines. That time, I believed that it can only be found in the USA. I didn't really know where could I find it here in the Phil., or more accurately I believed that Philippine stores didn't have any product like this. I started to feel hopeless and sad. You guys know how much I love and addicted I am to wrestling, and how much I love Shawn Michaels. So it's a very blissful thing for me to have many wrestling products, especially Shawn Michaels products.
It was New Year's eve of 2007 and I believed that everyone in the Philippines were happily preparing to welcome the New Year(2008) that was upon all of the people in this world. As far as
"Philippine habitual act/routine" is concerned, we welcome the New Year that is upon everyone of us by means of something that is done through a happy blast. Aside from eating or something like a celebration, we actually light up different types of fireworks with great joy in welcoming the New Year! hahahahahaha! And it's really fun I kid you not. The clock turned 12midnight and it was already January 1, 2008! People everywhere were alive and enthusiastic, screaming and shouting the words "Happy New Year!". And after this, if you think it's over well it's not yet sweet cheeks. haha! This moment has no "afters" because some people continue celebrating and lighting up fireworks until the sun shines. Some people did not sleep.
It was 3am of the 1st day of the year 2008 when I signed in to my YM. I saw many people online. My godparent, Ninang Jopin who's living in the States was online that time. We were both excited to chat with each other because we haven't seen each other for like foreeeeeveeeeeeerrr! The last time she saw me was when I was really really really young like 3years old or somethin' like that. We talked a lot about really alot that time, until we came to the topic of gift-giving. She told me that she would give me a gift. She said that it's gonna be a Christmas and New Year gift and that it's a gift that she would really give me since she hasn't given me anything for the last 13 years! I mean hello?! I'm her goddaughter.=] Haha! I thought she was about to really give me something until she said "what do you want?ü". I was like wow! Ain't it crazy? The present would be my request! I was like yaaaaaaay! I was even more like yaaaaaaaaaay! when I remembered the fact that I badly wanted the Shawn Michaels Book. I said that I badly wanted to have the "Heartbreak and Triumph:a Shawn Michaels Story" book and that I badly wanted and I'm badly interested to know everything about him.
In some week of February I received this book. It was really a sweet moment for myself and that book, knowing the fact that I love wrestling, Shawn Michaels and anything connected with them. When I held it in my hands I felt like I'm on cloud nine. It was a blissful ignorance. It was something like you've worked so hard just to win a championship in a game. I was totally happy. On my first night reading the book I finished up reading the first 50 pages STRAIGHT. There were no breaks, nor short pauses. I read them straight. It was not any longer 'till I finished reading the whole book. I truly love this book, everything about it. Aside from the fact that it's all about the life of Shawn Michaels, it also feels amazing that you can learn something really good about it. If you were to ask me, I'd say that this could be an inspiring and life-changing book in some way.
-wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
Saturday, September 27, 2008
It feels good to be posting another blog!ü
2 months have passed! It's a long time I believe, it feels like forever. hahahaha. I was doing a lot of stuff...I have always said this before...I said it yesterday, earlier today, earlier this afternoon, few hours ago, few minutes ago, and I'll say it again: I AM BUSY! I don't know if a lot of people don't understand me but I just really mean it. I've been really busy with my life for this year I can say, especially with school. I believe that I have said these things in my previous blogs. Hahahaha! No matter how hard-driving these things are, I enjoy them a lot! Though a lot of things have been bothering me and I look like there's a lot in my mind, I enjoy every single day, believing that each day I have is always God-given and forever will be, and believing that I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH THE ONE WHO STRENGTHENS ME, CHRIST!=] I live for Him.ü
So all of that stuff is exactly also the reason why I wasn't able to update my blog post for so long.
Haha, I think I've already mentioned that a while ago. Uhm...so it's Saturday here, 7:16pm, and hey! IT'S RAAAAAAINY!!!!! yay. I always love rain. I even made up my own motto about rain, "With rain, my world is 100% absolute." Hahahaa! I don't know how does it sound when I say it but I think it's a little funny and a tadbit uproarious. I just love rain! I mean when there's rain, it's cold! I love cold weather..I hate heat! It devastates me, and even devastates me more knowing the fact that I am a sweaty person! I sweat a lot like when a very small amount of heat touches my body, SWEAT COMES OUT! *snaps* just like that. Oh boy. It's just uncomfortable. Haha!
Our school's fieldtrip is like a few hours away from now. It's on September 29, 2008.
I admit, I'm not that excited for it. I don't know why but I personally believe that my other classmates and schoolmates feel the same way. Haha! And the only thing we'll be all enjoying for this trip is all of the bonding moments that will take place inside the bus! =] yaaay. Uhm...also, I got the chance to be in the Spelling bee contest in our school! hahahahahaha. I think it's awesome, but seriously it's another hard-driving job for my brain! I mean I have to look up many words in the dictionary book and memorize them all! It's crazy! But it's gonna be fun for me.=]
So all of that stuff is exactly also the reason why I wasn't able to update my blog post for so long.
Haha, I think I've already mentioned that a while ago. Uhm...so it's Saturday here, 7:16pm, and hey! IT'S RAAAAAAINY!!!!! yay. I always love rain. I even made up my own motto about rain, "With rain, my world is 100% absolute." Hahahaa! I don't know how does it sound when I say it but I think it's a little funny and a tadbit uproarious. I just love rain! I mean when there's rain, it's cold! I love cold weather..I hate heat! It devastates me, and even devastates me more knowing the fact that I am a sweaty person! I sweat a lot like when a very small amount of heat touches my body, SWEAT COMES OUT! *snaps* just like that. Oh boy. It's just uncomfortable. Haha!
Our school's fieldtrip is like a few hours away from now. It's on September 29, 2008.
I admit, I'm not that excited for it. I don't know why but I personally believe that my other classmates and schoolmates feel the same way. Haha! And the only thing we'll be all enjoying for this trip is all of the bonding moments that will take place inside the bus! =] yaaay. Uhm...also, I got the chance to be in the Spelling bee contest in our school! hahahahahaha. I think it's awesome, but seriously it's another hard-driving job for my brain! I mean I have to look up many words in the dictionary book and memorize them all! It's crazy! But it's gonna be fun for me.=]
Monday, July 28, 2008
It's been too long...hahahaha!
I got no doubt, it's been too long since I've updated my blogspot page. I last updated this page a MONTH AGO!-when I made a blog about my wonderful birthday. Haha!
Well anyway, the reasonable reason is the incredible business I'm currently into. It's the school stuff! No one can ever blame me at this point, because being a junior in your school is not easy! I'm so BUUUUUUUSSSSSSSYYYY WITH SCHOOL right now. And it feels like I can't have the enough time for myself, I mean like...leisure time. I'm really busy and it's totally so exhausting.
It's not about the studying part, but it's particularly about the extra-curricular activities that I'm currently joining in at school. In our school, I am a member of the Praise and Worship Team (a group of singers, instrumentalists, and tambourine dancers that perform in the chapel hour every Thursday to glorify God's name). I am also a member of this Youth fellowship activity called "U5". And in our school, I'm also a Rover Scout.
It feels like I'm spending my whole week in the school. During weekdays (schooldays), I go home late. I go to school by 6:30am, and I'll be back home by 5:30pm-6:00pm. Here's my schedule in the school when the classes are already over:
Well anyway, the reasonable reason is the incredible business I'm currently into. It's the school stuff! No one can ever blame me at this point, because being a junior in your school is not easy! I'm so BUUUUUUUSSSSSSSYYYY WITH SCHOOL right now. And it feels like I can't have the enough time for myself, I mean like...leisure time. I'm really busy and it's totally so exhausting.
It's not about the studying part, but it's particularly about the extra-curricular activities that I'm currently joining in at school. In our school, I am a member of the Praise and Worship Team (a group of singers, instrumentalists, and tambourine dancers that perform in the chapel hour every Thursday to glorify God's name). I am also a member of this Youth fellowship activity called "U5". And in our school, I'm also a Rover Scout.
It feels like I'm spending my whole week in the school. During weekdays (schooldays), I go home late. I go to school by 6:30am, and I'll be back home by 5:30pm-6:00pm. Here's my schedule in the school when the classes are already over:
The "After Class" Schedule
Monday: U5 meeting
Tuesday: Praise&Worship Practice
Wednesday: Praise&Worship Practice
Thursday: Rover Scouts Meeting
Friday: free (unless there are extemporaneous seminar/meeting)
Woah!!! As in a big WOAH! Isn't that exhausting? O 2 da M 2 da G! hahahaha. And oh wait!...There's one more thing: I'm also a member of our school's Student Government(SG) and we, SG members hold a meeting also (in no particulart day/time)!
But by God's grace I'm still breathing and alive. He never neglects me and gives me the enough strength that I'll be needing for everyday instead. Praise HIM!ü
So that's it for now. hahahahaha! May God bless you all and peace!=]
Thanks for reading my latest blog, it was well-appreciated!
-wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Super Happy Birthday to ME!!! =)
Excitement really caught up with me the whole day. Though I slept 1:00am I still woke up as early as 7am. That was crazy. As I opened my eyes there was an inimitable, unique, matchless, and different feeling within me with matching huge grin on my face. I was trying to figure out why do I feel this kind of feeling and it was no any longer that I've remembered it is my birthday today (and also my young bro's birthday). Upon figuring it all out, I grabbed my cellphone under my pillow excitedly wanting to see who's greeted me. I receive many, but I only remember the first seventeen greeters, here's the list:
1.Charm
2.Lolo Kiel
3.Kuya Ryan
4.Angelli
5.Jeorge
6.Daddy JM
7.Jellica
8.Mimi
9.Abbey
10.Karmela
11.Vhie Anne
12.JP
13.Debby
14.kuya Rainier
15.Grandma
16.Gelli
17.Ezra
oh boy.hahaha. My mother this time was so busy preparing alot of things for this very special moment. and...Uhm...oh my goodness! I just don't know what to say and where to start! This is the feeling I have when I'm so joyful and cheerful! I AM JUST SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! And I am ever grateful to the LORD for giving me this opportunity to experience this joy. Oh my! I just want to thank all of the people who were a part of this very special moment of mine: Jeorge, Eamz, Lolo Kiel, Debby, Joyce, Lizelle, Daddy JM, Mommy Mae, Ezra, Jason, Shyrven, and Jed!
YOU GUYS JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT A CELEBRATOR FEELS RIGHT NOW! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER! ♥
thank you for reading! God bless.
1.Charm
2.Lolo Kiel
3.Kuya Ryan
4.Angelli
5.Jeorge
6.Daddy JM
7.Jellica
8.Mimi
9.Abbey
10.Karmela
11.Vhie Anne
12.JP
13.Debby
14.kuya Rainier
15.Grandma
16.Gelli
17.Ezra
oh boy.hahaha. My mother this time was so busy preparing alot of things for this very special moment. and...Uhm...oh my goodness! I just don't know what to say and where to start! This is the feeling I have when I'm so joyful and cheerful! I AM JUST SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! And I am ever grateful to the LORD for giving me this opportunity to experience this joy. Oh my! I just want to thank all of the people who were a part of this very special moment of mine: Jeorge, Eamz, Lolo Kiel, Debby, Joyce, Lizelle, Daddy JM, Mommy Mae, Ezra, Jason, Shyrven, and Jed!
YOU GUYS JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT A CELEBRATOR FEELS RIGHT NOW! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER! ♥
thank you for reading! God bless.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
An Intense Grief. =( I don't understand myself. It's pretty unfathomable.
I feel like being inside a library when I remember the following quotes. I really am in silence when I remember these quotes, specifically, I'm in woeful silence. =(
-"Why am I still with the past if...THE PAST IS GONE?"
-"Who knew seeing you again would make me replay all the good times over & over again?"
-"Why do I always have to be the one to do it?"
-"Who knew seeing you again would make me replay all the good times over & over again?"
-"Why do I always have to be the one to do it?"
-"It is devastating that you give her as much number of sweet drugs as I give you."
-"It's so hard to talk to you because I never know what you're thinking."
-"I hope that the sweetest thing you could give me won't be the hardest thing for you to eat."
-"It feels like the bruise spreads after I just grinned and bear it. It hurts terribly."
-"I don't know what went wrong."
-"You'll never see it my way, because you're not me."
-"I give him a hankie, and he doesn't give me back. Why does it always work out that way?"
-"You drive me real crazy dude. definitely my top confusion. I don't get you."
I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME, AND MORE SEVERELY, I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU. I REALLY DON'T KNOW, I CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS. BUT CAN YOU JUST ONE DAY TELL ME? DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO TAKE ACTIONS FIRST? WHY DON'T YOU DO IT? THE LAST TIME I SMILED WAS WHEN I WAS IN THE CHEST OF THE VAST PEACE. WHY DID IT JUST GO WRONG LIKE THAT? I DOOOOOOOON'T KNOOOOOOOOW!!! I'M SO CONFUSED! I DON'T WANT TO CALL THIS FEELING THE ONE THAT A PERSON FEELS WHEN HE'S IN THIS SOME KIND OF EMOTIONAL WOE OR GRIEF, OH BOY I CAN'T EVEN WANT TO SAY WHAT SPECIFICALLY IT IS!
I can never forget the tragic contusion you gave me, OH THE BRUISE INSIDE ME! It was memorable! Sadly memorable! And right now, I'm holding my horses though they really want to run so free!
I just hope that you have the same kind of horses that I do, so that when I unleash them and let them run to yours, they won't have an enormous scrap but an enormous amity instead.
Friday, June 6, 2008
The EXCITING 1st day and the BREATHTAKING 2nd day of School.=)
OMG! This is nothing but really stimulating and energizing first two school days! Well actually, it was just a brief orientation class. The first day of orientation classes took place on June 5, 2008 and June 6, 2008 was the second day. Our regular classes will start on June 10, 2008. But in our orientation classes, there wasn't really something like a seriously determined, intense studying all the time. It was just about being in your classroom, meeting your class adviser, introducing yourself to classmates (either old or new), having some good talks with your teacher and classmates, a little bit of sharing, knowing the rules and regulations, discussing about the major and minor offenses in the school, and the eccentrically, outlandishly breathtaking election of the class officers. ^_^
June 5, 2008
Waking up by the unpleasant sound of my alarm was devastating. It was 5:30am. But I got the irritated feeling off of myself when I suddenly remembered that it was already June 5! The first day of school! I was like yay! Like big time. wow! My mom was calling out for the me, together with my siblings to wake up and eat breakfast. I excitedly got up and went to the dining area. I was very excited and I quickly finished eating, *snaps* just like that. *winks*. Haha! I took a bath, brushed my teeth, wore my school uniform, put on some powder and my ever favorite and time-honoured lip balm, Chapstick. When I had myself completely ready, I was excited and tensed as well. I was excited because I was going to see all of my classmates and certain schoolmates again, but I was nervous because I thought many people would be shocked and surprised or even make fun of my new look. They haven't seen me for a long time. I don't know, I mean I was already wearing glasses because of some eye problems, and I am totally exasperated since I had them. But I got no choice, a lot of doctors had recommended, not only that but they also insisted me to wear! So yeah. I hate wearing glasses. I don't think it looks good on me, but some people have said that it was okay and it suits me. Yet still, I was really irritated to wear them and be seen by my classmates. Thankfully, I received a lot of good compliments about it. So I feel much better. Haha! Although some were still like making fun of it, but it wasn't really that mean and offensive, just some sort of playful teasing to each other.
It was really a happy day. I got to see my friends again and I would like to mention the people that I totally and truly missed when I was having my vacation time: Jeorge(well not totally, because I've been seeing him a lot of times when we're in vacation), Joyce, Mimi, Debby, Van, Lolo Kiel, Daddy JM, Ezra, Jason, Shyrven, Mommy Mae, and some particular schoolmates as well. I was really happy to see them, though I haven't had a long good talk with the other names of people I mentioned. Anyway, the orientation class was satisfying enough, and our class adviser was nice too. I feel like we were laughing all the time when we were discussing the things written in our school handbook, and a lot of our funny male classmates caused all of the laughtrips! It was really fun. We haven't finished discussing all of the things in our handbook, and we were going to continue it tomorrow.
June 6, 2008
Second day! Yay^_^ I was still sleepy and didn't want to get up. I woke up by the sound of my alarm again, and my mom was calling me out. It was because I didn't sleep so early last night. I slept at 12:30am because insomnia had attacked me last night, and had it these past couple of weeks. And also, I was texting a good friend. Haha! Well anyway, I ate my breakfast and went to the bathroom, wore my school uniform, and stayed in my room for like a few minutes and my mom had brought us to school.
When we got to the school I saw two of my friends walking around and I quickly got off the car to be with them. Then they started to tell me alot of craziness! Haha! Until my two other friends in the group already came, and talked about alot of stories and some infamous issues too! hahahahaa. Then we had to line up already before we would go to our respective rooms. We didn't have a flag ceremony yet, we'll have it on June 10, 2008, the first day of our regular classes. As been mentioned, we were going to continue to discuss the things in our handbook. This day, the transferee in our school who's also our new classmate was already present. Yesterday he was absent, but he made it clear that he really got lost yesterday and instead of spending his first day with our section, he mistakenly made it to the other room/section.
Alright, I don't wanna talk any longer about so many things, let's get to the main subject of this second day of school: The Breathtaking Election of Class Officers. I had to be real candid here, and I gotta admit, we didn't take this election so seriously! To be honest we were just making our "woooooooooooh's", clapping our hands each time someone nominates a certain student for the said position, and to sum up the whole theory of our election, I'd like to say "WE JUST MADE FUN OF IT!", I mean real fun! But it's not totally much like of a real mockery or something like that, we were just really trying to have fun. And boy! We did have fun. Good thing our teacher wasn't that so serious that she was just also laughing and having fun with us as well. It was really really fun! And a specific breathtaking moment for me in this election was the fact that...I GOT ELECTED AS THE MUSE OF OUR CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really didn't expect that. I mean, we firstly made our election for president, followed by the vice president, and so on until we got down to the muse! And all the time, my classmates nominated someone with a real hilarity and pleasure as well. As someone says "I nominate _____ for president/vice/secretary/etc...", my other classmates would just yell, make their "wooooooh's", clap their hands, and laugh with real fun. Boy! I was just doing the same thing, laughing all the time until I heard one of my classmates said "I nominate Janica for muse"!!! I was really alarmed and it stopped me from laughing then my classmates made their yell and this famous "yeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee's"! I was just like, "What? Why in the world? Why me?". I really had no idea, and it was even more breathtaking when others didn't nominate someone else to be the muse, meaning I had no nominee to compete with for the voting time anymore! So I was DIRECTLY elected as the muse of our class. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! How does it feel? Well I had to say it was really unexpected and surprising because I never had an idea of being a muse. I'm also happy though-happy that my classmates wanted me to be their muse! Hahahahahah!
Those two days were just some of God's most wonderful blessings to me. I was really happy.
Thank you so much for reading and it's well-appreciated, as always! May God bless you,ü
-Janica
June 5, 2008
Waking up by the unpleasant sound of my alarm was devastating. It was 5:30am. But I got the irritated feeling off of myself when I suddenly remembered that it was already June 5! The first day of school! I was like yay! Like big time. wow! My mom was calling out for the me, together with my siblings to wake up and eat breakfast. I excitedly got up and went to the dining area. I was very excited and I quickly finished eating, *snaps* just like that. *winks*. Haha! I took a bath, brushed my teeth, wore my school uniform, put on some powder and my ever favorite and time-honoured lip balm, Chapstick. When I had myself completely ready, I was excited and tensed as well. I was excited because I was going to see all of my classmates and certain schoolmates again, but I was nervous because I thought many people would be shocked and surprised or even make fun of my new look. They haven't seen me for a long time. I don't know, I mean I was already wearing glasses because of some eye problems, and I am totally exasperated since I had them. But I got no choice, a lot of doctors had recommended, not only that but they also insisted me to wear! So yeah. I hate wearing glasses. I don't think it looks good on me, but some people have said that it was okay and it suits me. Yet still, I was really irritated to wear them and be seen by my classmates. Thankfully, I received a lot of good compliments about it. So I feel much better. Haha! Although some were still like making fun of it, but it wasn't really that mean and offensive, just some sort of playful teasing to each other.
It was really a happy day. I got to see my friends again and I would like to mention the people that I totally and truly missed when I was having my vacation time: Jeorge(well not totally, because I've been seeing him a lot of times when we're in vacation), Joyce, Mimi, Debby, Van, Lolo Kiel, Daddy JM, Ezra, Jason, Shyrven, Mommy Mae, and some particular schoolmates as well. I was really happy to see them, though I haven't had a long good talk with the other names of people I mentioned. Anyway, the orientation class was satisfying enough, and our class adviser was nice too. I feel like we were laughing all the time when we were discussing the things written in our school handbook, and a lot of our funny male classmates caused all of the laughtrips! It was really fun. We haven't finished discussing all of the things in our handbook, and we were going to continue it tomorrow.
June 6, 2008
Second day! Yay^_^ I was still sleepy and didn't want to get up. I woke up by the sound of my alarm again, and my mom was calling me out. It was because I didn't sleep so early last night. I slept at 12:30am because insomnia had attacked me last night, and had it these past couple of weeks. And also, I was texting a good friend. Haha! Well anyway, I ate my breakfast and went to the bathroom, wore my school uniform, and stayed in my room for like a few minutes and my mom had brought us to school.
When we got to the school I saw two of my friends walking around and I quickly got off the car to be with them. Then they started to tell me alot of craziness! Haha! Until my two other friends in the group already came, and talked about alot of stories and some infamous issues too! hahahahaa. Then we had to line up already before we would go to our respective rooms. We didn't have a flag ceremony yet, we'll have it on June 10, 2008, the first day of our regular classes. As been mentioned, we were going to continue to discuss the things in our handbook. This day, the transferee in our school who's also our new classmate was already present. Yesterday he was absent, but he made it clear that he really got lost yesterday and instead of spending his first day with our section, he mistakenly made it to the other room/section.
Alright, I don't wanna talk any longer about so many things, let's get to the main subject of this second day of school: The Breathtaking Election of Class Officers. I had to be real candid here, and I gotta admit, we didn't take this election so seriously! To be honest we were just making our "woooooooooooh's", clapping our hands each time someone nominates a certain student for the said position, and to sum up the whole theory of our election, I'd like to say "WE JUST MADE FUN OF IT!", I mean real fun! But it's not totally much like of a real mockery or something like that, we were just really trying to have fun. And boy! We did have fun. Good thing our teacher wasn't that so serious that she was just also laughing and having fun with us as well. It was really really fun! And a specific breathtaking moment for me in this election was the fact that...I GOT ELECTED AS THE MUSE OF OUR CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really didn't expect that. I mean, we firstly made our election for president, followed by the vice president, and so on until we got down to the muse! And all the time, my classmates nominated someone with a real hilarity and pleasure as well. As someone says "I nominate _____ for president/vice/secretary/etc...", my other classmates would just yell, make their "wooooooh's", clap their hands, and laugh with real fun. Boy! I was just doing the same thing, laughing all the time until I heard one of my classmates said "I nominate Janica for muse"!!! I was really alarmed and it stopped me from laughing then my classmates made their yell and this famous "yeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee's"! I was just like, "What? Why in the world? Why me?". I really had no idea, and it was even more breathtaking when others didn't nominate someone else to be the muse, meaning I had no nominee to compete with for the voting time anymore! So I was DIRECTLY elected as the muse of our class. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! How does it feel? Well I had to say it was really unexpected and surprising because I never had an idea of being a muse. I'm also happy though-happy that my classmates wanted me to be their muse! Hahahahahah!
Those two days were just some of God's most wonderful blessings to me. I was really happy.
Thank you so much for reading and it's well-appreciated, as always! May God bless you,ü
-Janica
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Lvngsac Studios! kindly read. please. =)
Hi everyone! This blog right now is kinda like a blog for promotion. I'm doing this as a favour for a good friend of mine, and I'm willing to help him as well. =)
I've a very good Christian friend and he simply wants to promote their studio/studio site. Their studio is called Lvngsac Studios (Living Sacrifice). They said it in their site that they make videos by God, and for God. Each of their goals is always about to glorify GOD. =)
One of their main goals for this year is to be able to get all of the equipments that will be used for making their videos. But they are currently in need of some materials right now. They are currently having some monetary/budgetary problems. Specifically, they are in need of the following:
1.Mac Book Pro = $1999+
2.Canon GL2 = $1,449.00 - $2,799.00
To everyone who's interested and willing to support them, here's their dollar acount:
Account name : Jerry M. Ilano or Maximina Ilano
Account number: 0954-0092-97
Bank name : Bank of the Philippine Islands Anabu Branch
Bank Address: Anabu 2-A, Imus, Cavite 4103 Philippines
And if you want to support them in terms of money, or more accurately, if you want to donate even just a small amount, e-mail them FIRST and let them know the amount you'll be giving them. You may contact these e-mail addresses:
lvngsacstudios@yahoo.com
shinobi_wanderman@yahoo.com
AND MOST DIRECTLY:
if you want to know more details about Lvngsac Studios, just go to their website:
lvngsacstudios.multiply.com
Please support them as they continue to glorify God's name. =) Thanks for reading this and it's well-appreciated, as always! God bless, :)
I've a very good Christian friend and he simply wants to promote their studio/studio site. Their studio is called Lvngsac Studios (Living Sacrifice). They said it in their site that they make videos by God, and for God. Each of their goals is always about to glorify GOD. =)
One of their main goals for this year is to be able to get all of the equipments that will be used for making their videos. But they are currently in need of some materials right now. They are currently having some monetary/budgetary problems. Specifically, they are in need of the following:
1.Mac Book Pro = $1999+
2.Canon GL2 = $1,449.00 - $2,799.00
To everyone who's interested and willing to support them, here's their dollar acount:
Account name : Jerry M. Ilano or Maximina Ilano
Account number: 0954-0092-97
Bank name : Bank of the Philippine Islands Anabu Branch
Bank Address: Anabu 2-A, Imus, Cavite 4103 Philippines
And if you want to support them in terms of money, or more accurately, if you want to donate even just a small amount, e-mail them FIRST and let them know the amount you'll be giving them. You may contact these e-mail addresses:
lvngsacstudios@yahoo.com
shinobi_wanderman@yahoo.com
AND MOST DIRECTLY:
if you want to know more details about Lvngsac Studios, just go to their website:
lvngsacstudios.multiply.com
Please support them as they continue to glorify God's name. =) Thanks for reading this and it's well-appreciated, as always! God bless, :)
Monday, May 26, 2008
Buying School Supplies as a Preparation for School time! =)
It was really like a miracle today, 'cause I woke up early(woah?! hahaha). Yes, I woke up at 7:30am! Isn't that miraculous? Haha. Well anyway, I don't really know why I woke up early. (Well I don't think it's even connected with the main subject of this blog!) LOOOOOL! HAHA.
We'll be going back to school in a few days. We'll have orientation classes on June 5-6, 2008 (Thursday and Friday) and our first day of regular classes will start on I think June 10, 2008. And oh, I'm excited about it LIKE BIGTIME! Haha!
In the first hours of this beautiful day (or earlier this morning), I was sitting in front of my computer and I was checking my online account pages. And after that, I already took a bath and prepared for our family's little excursion or more likely of a short trip for today. We were going to buy school supplies as a preparation for school time! Yaaaaaaaaaaay! ^_^ That's just totally exciting! Woooh! hahahah. We got out of our home sweet home at I think around 11:45am. And I don't actually remember what time did we get to the our destination. But anyway, we started grabbing everything!!! Haha! We've gone to two places which were Uniwide and secondly, to Star Mall. We already bought some supplies in Uniwide, and then bought more in Star Mall. OH and boy!!!, I MISSED STAR MALL SO BADLY! When my father parked our car he said "When was the last time we were here in Star Mall?! It's been ages!". And no doubt, it's been really like forever!
Specifically, we went to Star Mall of Las Piñas. I like Star Mall so much, especially the library there called "Books for Less" which is located beside the coffee shop there. I've always loved that library. It's not just a library, it's a book store as well! It is really peaceful inside there, not just because of the fact that it's a library (and that silence is always observed in libraries), but the books in there make you feel so peaceful. The lady there said that they only have reading materials that are labeled as the so-called "Coffee Table", which means that their books (or any other reading material) in there are totally about a lot of knowledge like history, and some inspirational articles, and not for people's ENTERTAINMENT. But you know what, I can definitely tell that they are still entertaining in a peacful way, 'cause I actually really find it pleasing to read their books! I enjoy them a lot.
But it was pretty different when I, ONCE AGAIN, got inside that library/bookstore. I don't know why I can't find something to read there! Because usually, I can immediately find a book that I really enjoy to read, but this time, I guess I was browsing all of the bookshelves there for like almost 6 minutes!!! And I can't still find a good one to read, or a book that suits me atleast. I sat on the chair and I was staring at a shelf full of inspiring, Christian victories in life. I stood up and browsed that shelf one more time, and I noticed that there was a book that was totally pushed into a gap, in a very narrow space of that shelf, so it looked like as if it was buried into the other books. But opportunely, I saw it. ^_~. It was called "A Guide to a Spiritual Success". It was wonderful. I showed it to my mom and she was amazed as well. And then she pointed on a pocketbook that I think I've also not noticed, it has a simple and amusing cover, which read "The Pocket Devotional for TEENS". I felt that it really suits me, and my mom agreed. We ended up buying the two wonderful books.
We really had a great time. But we got some aching legs right now. We were walking all the time! Hahahahaha!
Thanks for reading my blog! It's well-appreciated. AS ALWAYS! God bless. ^_^
-Janica
We'll be going back to school in a few days. We'll have orientation classes on June 5-6, 2008 (Thursday and Friday) and our first day of regular classes will start on I think June 10, 2008. And oh, I'm excited about it LIKE BIGTIME! Haha!
In the first hours of this beautiful day (or earlier this morning), I was sitting in front of my computer and I was checking my online account pages. And after that, I already took a bath and prepared for our family's little excursion or more likely of a short trip for today. We were going to buy school supplies as a preparation for school time! Yaaaaaaaaaaay! ^_^ That's just totally exciting! Woooh! hahahah. We got out of our home sweet home at I think around 11:45am. And I don't actually remember what time did we get to the our destination. But anyway, we started grabbing everything!!! Haha! We've gone to two places which were Uniwide and secondly, to Star Mall. We already bought some supplies in Uniwide, and then bought more in Star Mall. OH and boy!!!, I MISSED STAR MALL SO BADLY! When my father parked our car he said "When was the last time we were here in Star Mall?! It's been ages!". And no doubt, it's been really like forever!
Specifically, we went to Star Mall of Las Piñas. I like Star Mall so much, especially the library there called "Books for Less" which is located beside the coffee shop there. I've always loved that library. It's not just a library, it's a book store as well! It is really peaceful inside there, not just because of the fact that it's a library (and that silence is always observed in libraries), but the books in there make you feel so peaceful. The lady there said that they only have reading materials that are labeled as the so-called "Coffee Table", which means that their books (or any other reading material) in there are totally about a lot of knowledge like history, and some inspirational articles, and not for people's ENTERTAINMENT. But you know what, I can definitely tell that they are still entertaining in a peacful way, 'cause I actually really find it pleasing to read their books! I enjoy them a lot.
But it was pretty different when I, ONCE AGAIN, got inside that library/bookstore. I don't know why I can't find something to read there! Because usually, I can immediately find a book that I really enjoy to read, but this time, I guess I was browsing all of the bookshelves there for like almost 6 minutes!!! And I can't still find a good one to read, or a book that suits me atleast. I sat on the chair and I was staring at a shelf full of inspiring, Christian victories in life. I stood up and browsed that shelf one more time, and I noticed that there was a book that was totally pushed into a gap, in a very narrow space of that shelf, so it looked like as if it was buried into the other books. But opportunely, I saw it. ^_~. It was called "A Guide to a Spiritual Success". It was wonderful. I showed it to my mom and she was amazed as well. And then she pointed on a pocketbook that I think I've also not noticed, it has a simple and amusing cover, which read "The Pocket Devotional for TEENS". I felt that it really suits me, and my mom agreed. We ended up buying the two wonderful books.
We really had a great time. But we got some aching legs right now. We were walking all the time! Hahahahaha!
Thanks for reading my blog! It's well-appreciated. AS ALWAYS! God bless. ^_^
-Janica
Saturday, May 24, 2008
just an "Unidentified Blog Designation" (UBD) lol haha
Haha, I've decided to call this blog "UBD" which stands for "Unidentified Blog Designation". Haha! Reason? Well it's a very simple reason: I don't know what to call this blog. I have really no idea of what title to use, because for this whole day and for the past couple of days, there wasn't really a new particular thing that happened to me. But I just realized that it's been days that I haven't been updating my blogspot page, so I decided to make a new post. But I guess I would be telling very random things in this blog! Haha. So here it goes:
I woke up so late today (but actually I've been waking up late these past couple of days). I woke up at 10:30am. When I opened my eyes the first thing that I looked for was the remote control of my TV. I'm not actually that kind of person that gets up immediately and jumps out of bed quickly.When I don't have schooling and it's vacation time, usually, after I wake up I kinda like stay for 5-10 minutes in my bed, lying down, staring at everything I could lay my eyes on, recall what I've dreamt of, and then start thinking about everything that's real odd and bizarre. It's been like my tradition to think "off-the-wall". But thank goodness I chose to get the remote control of my TV and watch wrestling. I caught up with WWE 24/7 and it was actually about to end already. After that I went to the kitchen and the meal for lunch was already prepared. I immediately sat on the dining chair and ate lunch. Yummy beefsteaks!
As I was done eating, I got up to put my dish on the sink and to clear our dining table as well. But when I got up I winced for there was something that was stinging inside my left knee. I not only winced, but I almost collapsed because my left knee was giving in. It was really weird and creepy 'cause I had really no idea of what was going on with my knee. I mean like, I never had knee injuries or whatever. But it was only painful for like 3 seconds and it was gone. It was really strange, LIKE BIG TIME(this is my latest expression and not properly used in some sentences, i say it even though it's not connected with a certain situation.lol haha)!!! Well anyway I just ignored it.
By 6:30 something PM, my left knee once again stinged. And it only lasted for 3 seconds. Then it was gone. It was really weird like big time! Darn. I really have no idea what was going on with my freakin' left knee. And anyway, as the time passed by I got addicted to listening to the band 12 Stones. And another thing, I was listening to their songs that were "so 2002"! I was listening to their songs "Back Up" and "Broken". I had already been once addicted to those songs before but I don't know why I am once again getting addicted to them. The song "Broken" was really a candid and heartfelt song. I can really understand its entire meaning. That song has a message that he's searching for and needing God to fix him because he was totally broken. It was such a great song. I really like rock music, especially when it's Christian-rock.=) hahaha.
So I guess that's all for this UBD blog. I'm not sure if this will be the only UBD that I will make, I think you guys should better expect more! 'Cause I'm not so sure that I can use a particular title for each blog I will post! Hahahaha.
Thank you so much for reading! God bless.
-Janica
I woke up so late today (but actually I've been waking up late these past couple of days). I woke up at 10:30am. When I opened my eyes the first thing that I looked for was the remote control of my TV. I'm not actually that kind of person that gets up immediately and jumps out of bed quickly.When I don't have schooling and it's vacation time, usually, after I wake up I kinda like stay for 5-10 minutes in my bed, lying down, staring at everything I could lay my eyes on, recall what I've dreamt of, and then start thinking about everything that's real odd and bizarre. It's been like my tradition to think "off-the-wall". But thank goodness I chose to get the remote control of my TV and watch wrestling. I caught up with WWE 24/7 and it was actually about to end already. After that I went to the kitchen and the meal for lunch was already prepared. I immediately sat on the dining chair and ate lunch. Yummy beefsteaks!
As I was done eating, I got up to put my dish on the sink and to clear our dining table as well. But when I got up I winced for there was something that was stinging inside my left knee. I not only winced, but I almost collapsed because my left knee was giving in. It was really weird and creepy 'cause I had really no idea of what was going on with my knee. I mean like, I never had knee injuries or whatever. But it was only painful for like 3 seconds and it was gone. It was really strange, LIKE BIG TIME(this is my latest expression and not properly used in some sentences, i say it even though it's not connected with a certain situation.lol haha)!!! Well anyway I just ignored it.
By 6:30 something PM, my left knee once again stinged. And it only lasted for 3 seconds. Then it was gone. It was really weird like big time! Darn. I really have no idea what was going on with my freakin' left knee. And anyway, as the time passed by I got addicted to listening to the band 12 Stones. And another thing, I was listening to their songs that were "so 2002"! I was listening to their songs "Back Up" and "Broken". I had already been once addicted to those songs before but I don't know why I am once again getting addicted to them. The song "Broken" was really a candid and heartfelt song. I can really understand its entire meaning. That song has a message that he's searching for and needing God to fix him because he was totally broken. It was such a great song. I really like rock music, especially when it's Christian-rock.=) hahaha.
So I guess that's all for this UBD blog. I'm not sure if this will be the only UBD that I will make, I think you guys should better expect more! 'Cause I'm not so sure that I can use a particular title for each blog I will post! Hahahaha.
Thank you so much for reading! God bless.
-Janica
Thursday, May 15, 2008
My enthusiasm with "Fatal Frame III: The Tormented"
How it started:
Hey! I've been really obsessed with this game in Ps2 called "Fatal Frame III:The Tormented". Well actually, I haven't heard about this "Fatal Frame" before. But I was familiarized with it when we went to the place of our cousins. My male cousins are Ps2 addicts. But there is one of them, who is the most addicted one. We went there but our cousins were not present. They're off the house. Only my grandparents were there. So I, together with my siblings decided to play the Ps2 inside my cousin's room. And then my brother told me that this Ps2 addict cousin of ours, was playing a game called Fatal Frame. I really had no idea about it until my brother told me this, "You have to take pictures of the ghosts to make them disappear."
It truly sounded interesting to my ears. And I told him that I want to play it, so we kept on searching for the CD case of this Fatal Frame from the desk that's full of Ps2 DVD games. Then my brother finally found it. On its case, it read "Fatal Frame II". Then we played it there. I was really really interested about it. Then there were these two little girls, who are sisters, or actually twins namely, Mio and Mayu. I was really nervous that time for I am the one playing it using the controller and more importantly, I had no idea with its controls! Then I was suddenly starting to learn about it, I was at my climax of enjoying until my mother had come to the room and then told us that we gotta go.
On our way back home I can't get that Fatal Frame off of my mind. Then a few days later, we finally decided to buy it. But when we went to the mall, there was no Fatal Frame II. There was a "Fatal Frame III:The Tormented". We had no choice so that's what we bought.
Playing it:
I absolutely felt the excitement when I held the DVD case in my hands. I was looking at the cover with an enormous smile on my face. I finally played it. The same feeling, I was nervous, and scared as well. When I play kinds of game like this... the tension, pressure, the feeling of being terrified, or any kind of anxious and uneasy feeling is always within me! I don't know if it's normal to other people, but I think so. You really get scared if what you play is scary.
~I'd just like to kinda summarize the concept of this video game.~
In this game, the protagonist (I think) is a young lady named Rei Kurosawa. She does photography. She has recently lost her boyfriend, well actually her fiancé named Yuu in a devastating accident. And then in her dreams, she enters an old, spooky house called "Manor of Sleep" . In her first nightmares, there was this tattooed woman and Rei also has the same tattoo. And each day she wakes up the bruise appears to be even much larger all over her body! It was totally wow. I was really enjoying it yet getting even more terrified as the game goes on! Hahahaha. But I was really enjoying it. I was enjoying scaring myself! lol haha.
When she wakes up and gets back to the real world she keeps talking to her friend and kinda like housemate, Miku about the unusual things she's been seeing in her dreams, or more likely, nightmares. And then sometimes they work on the photographs that she has taken with unclear images and then develop it to be clearly seen. Then there are a lot of letters being sent to Yuu by this guy named Kei. He is actually a friend of Yuu. But I think he hasn't heard about what happened to Yuu yet. I think he doesn't know that Yuu's already dead because he keeps on sending files to Yuu. Kei, based on the recent scenes I've already come up with, is a researcher and he's also researching about some of the unusual things that Rei's been dreaming of.
I absolutely think that Rei, Miku, and Kei are the three main charactes of the game. All of them use this very fantastic Camera Obscura to photograph the ghosts. But the main job of this Camera Obscura is to fend off, drive away, and most importantly to fight off ghosts. And it has a sensor bar, which when glows red, it signals that there is a hostile ghost close to you that might attack you. But if it glows blue, it means that it is a non-hostile/friendly ghost nearby, and you can still take a photo of them with your powerful and magical camera! hahaha.
I absolutely know that the three persons have been entering the same dream world.
Rei is the main character that you will mainly use, but there are other times that you'll use Miku and Kei. I've already encountered using Miku, and Kei as well. But I got stuck with using Kei. I don't know why. I'm only in hour 5 and I can't move on. I don't know, I guess I'm having a hardtime using him. I've read on Wikipedia.com that Kei's camera is much weaker than Rei and Miku's, so I guess that's why. But still I will play it!
I only started playing it like 3 days ago. I play it once a day (but I really got no reason of having that schedule). I'm looking forward to finishing it some day! It really feels amazing. I really admire this video game so much. I like everything about it, the concept, the animation, and just everything about it! It's totally exciting! It brings such a very enormous thrill!!! Haha!
Thanks for reading! I appreciate it. God bless.
-Janica
Hey! I've been really obsessed with this game in Ps2 called "Fatal Frame III:The Tormented". Well actually, I haven't heard about this "Fatal Frame" before. But I was familiarized with it when we went to the place of our cousins. My male cousins are Ps2 addicts. But there is one of them, who is the most addicted one. We went there but our cousins were not present. They're off the house. Only my grandparents were there. So I, together with my siblings decided to play the Ps2 inside my cousin's room. And then my brother told me that this Ps2 addict cousin of ours, was playing a game called Fatal Frame. I really had no idea about it until my brother told me this, "You have to take pictures of the ghosts to make them disappear."
It truly sounded interesting to my ears. And I told him that I want to play it, so we kept on searching for the CD case of this Fatal Frame from the desk that's full of Ps2 DVD games. Then my brother finally found it. On its case, it read "Fatal Frame II". Then we played it there. I was really really interested about it. Then there were these two little girls, who are sisters, or actually twins namely, Mio and Mayu. I was really nervous that time for I am the one playing it using the controller and more importantly, I had no idea with its controls! Then I was suddenly starting to learn about it, I was at my climax of enjoying until my mother had come to the room and then told us that we gotta go.
On our way back home I can't get that Fatal Frame off of my mind. Then a few days later, we finally decided to buy it. But when we went to the mall, there was no Fatal Frame II. There was a "Fatal Frame III:The Tormented". We had no choice so that's what we bought.
Playing it:
I absolutely felt the excitement when I held the DVD case in my hands. I was looking at the cover with an enormous smile on my face. I finally played it. The same feeling, I was nervous, and scared as well. When I play kinds of game like this... the tension, pressure, the feeling of being terrified, or any kind of anxious and uneasy feeling is always within me! I don't know if it's normal to other people, but I think so. You really get scared if what you play is scary.
~I'd just like to kinda summarize the concept of this video game.~
In this game, the protagonist (I think) is a young lady named Rei Kurosawa. She does photography. She has recently lost her boyfriend, well actually her fiancé named Yuu in a devastating accident. And then in her dreams, she enters an old, spooky house called "Manor of Sleep" . In her first nightmares, there was this tattooed woman and Rei also has the same tattoo. And each day she wakes up the bruise appears to be even much larger all over her body! It was totally wow. I was really enjoying it yet getting even more terrified as the game goes on! Hahahaha. But I was really enjoying it. I was enjoying scaring myself! lol haha.
When she wakes up and gets back to the real world she keeps talking to her friend and kinda like housemate, Miku about the unusual things she's been seeing in her dreams, or more likely, nightmares. And then sometimes they work on the photographs that she has taken with unclear images and then develop it to be clearly seen. Then there are a lot of letters being sent to Yuu by this guy named Kei. He is actually a friend of Yuu. But I think he hasn't heard about what happened to Yuu yet. I think he doesn't know that Yuu's already dead because he keeps on sending files to Yuu. Kei, based on the recent scenes I've already come up with, is a researcher and he's also researching about some of the unusual things that Rei's been dreaming of.
I absolutely think that Rei, Miku, and Kei are the three main charactes of the game. All of them use this very fantastic Camera Obscura to photograph the ghosts. But the main job of this Camera Obscura is to fend off, drive away, and most importantly to fight off ghosts. And it has a sensor bar, which when glows red, it signals that there is a hostile ghost close to you that might attack you. But if it glows blue, it means that it is a non-hostile/friendly ghost nearby, and you can still take a photo of them with your powerful and magical camera! hahaha.
I absolutely know that the three persons have been entering the same dream world.
Rei is the main character that you will mainly use, but there are other times that you'll use Miku and Kei. I've already encountered using Miku, and Kei as well. But I got stuck with using Kei. I don't know why. I'm only in hour 5 and I can't move on. I don't know, I guess I'm having a hardtime using him. I've read on Wikipedia.com that Kei's camera is much weaker than Rei and Miku's, so I guess that's why. But still I will play it!
I only started playing it like 3 days ago. I play it once a day (but I really got no reason of having that schedule). I'm looking forward to finishing it some day! It really feels amazing. I really admire this video game so much. I like everything about it, the concept, the animation, and just everything about it! It's totally exciting! It brings such a very enormous thrill!!! Haha!
Thanks for reading! I appreciate it. God bless.
-Janica
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
My online accounts
Hi everyone! I just want to make friends with a lot of people, so I would like to post some links where you can find me:
Friendster: www.friendster.com/wonderfullymarvelous
here is my Email address if you would just like to add me up:
wonderfullymarvelous_22@yahoo.com
Yahoo: janica_wm@yahoo.com.ph (email address)
Snapvine: www.snapvine.com/wonderfullymarvelous
See you guys around! GOD BLESS!
Friendster: www.friendster.com/wonderfullymarvelous
here is my Email address if you would just like to add me up:
wonderfullymarvelous_22@yahoo.com
Yahoo: janica_wm@yahoo.com.ph (email address)
Snapvine: www.snapvine.com/wonderfullymarvelous
See you guys around! GOD BLESS!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
The Lord Speaks to your Heart
Sometimes we think that everything we do is right. We think that the things that we always do are the ones that we have to. Many people are not being who they really are.
I know a man who thought and looked like he had the life that everyone wanted. Someone who thought he was doing the very right thing. But he heard God telling him, "You aren't being a real man, and you are a complete zero." He did look like he had the life everyone has ever wanted. But from God's standard, he was a zero. He wasn't doing the right thing, he wasn't leading what he had to. He wasn't being who he really was.
God has a plan and a purpose for our lives, but sometimes we are the ones who keep it out of fruition. We are somewhat destroying it. If you really love yourself you'd step up to be the man you were born instead of the man you greedily wanted to be.
You already know that you're a sinner by nature. You now believe in Jesus Christ, that the deliverance from the sins of humanity is truly because of His death on the Cross, that He rose from the dead, and you now accept Him as your personal Lord and Savior, then you ask Him to enter your heart and completely change you. Then you are born again.
After that, you should have your relationship with Him grow. You should maintain the healthiness of your relationship with Him. Pray to Him, read His words, and let Him speak to your heart. This said man had once told me, "Just always pray. Confess things. Thank Him for the blessings. Just always pray and let Him guide you. It will grow." I've always known that I have to let the Holy Spirit lead me. Pray about everything.
What's with this blog? Well, I'm just shouting the Lord's fame. He's a God of Redemption. He deserves the glory and the honor.
"Sometimes you pray and you don't hear anything because sometimes the Lord doesn't have anything to tell you. You are right where you ought to be."
-Pastor Hagee
Thank you for reading. God bless!
-Janica
Arielle Jones!!!
I have a very new friend to treasure for the rest of my years! Her name is Arielle Jones, she is a Christian R&B/Soul songstress in her country, America. I am just really happy to have her as my friend, and I feel comfortably happy whenever I talk to her whether it's through e-mails or voice messages on Snapvine. I would like to tell how the two of us met and knew each other as well. The story goes like this:
I have 4 online accounts which are Yahoo!, Friendster, Blogger/Blogspot, and Snapvine. But Yahoo!, Blogger, and Friendster are the only ones that I check very often. I rarely check my Snapvine. And then one day I logged on to Snapvine.com and opened my account there. And then I got a pending friend request from a lady named "Arielle Jones". I accepted it, left her a voice comment of appreciation for adding me up as a friend on Snapvine, and that...was the start of our wonderful friendship. =)
Since the time I've known her, I noticed one thing about me. I'm always excitedly jumping in front of our computer waiting for her replies (whether it's through e-mail or voice messages) and we just send each other responses back and forth! I'm always excited of hearing from her and knowing her even more, and I became much happier when she told me that she enjoys talking to me too! I'm so thankful to God that He gave me a friend like Arielle. By the way, we share the same faith, we're both a follower of Christ and isn't it just truly amazing? I've mentioned that she is a singer of the Christian R&B/Soul genre, and it was just amazing for me how her music made an impact to my life. I am a very very huge fan of Rock music and normally, I am not really into kinds of music such as R&B, Soul, and Pop. But when I heard her sing, it was just like simply WOW! Her singing has really touched my life, and because of her I became interested with the said music genre. And she is really a sweet lady, and just very very fine to talk with. Her name "Arielle" means "Lion of God" and it's totally wonderful. I have to say that Arielle Jones is such an amazing human being to be one of everyone's friends, and I love our friendship a lot!
Here are some websites where you can learn more about her:
www.myspace.com/ariellejonesmusic
www.youtube.com/ArielleJonesMusic
www.blogtalkradio.com/arielleandashleysthoughts
http://www.ariellejones.blogspot.com/
I have 4 online accounts which are Yahoo!, Friendster, Blogger/Blogspot, and Snapvine. But Yahoo!, Blogger, and Friendster are the only ones that I check very often. I rarely check my Snapvine. And then one day I logged on to Snapvine.com and opened my account there. And then I got a pending friend request from a lady named "Arielle Jones". I accepted it, left her a voice comment of appreciation for adding me up as a friend on Snapvine, and that...was the start of our wonderful friendship. =)
Since the time I've known her, I noticed one thing about me. I'm always excitedly jumping in front of our computer waiting for her replies (whether it's through e-mail or voice messages) and we just send each other responses back and forth! I'm always excited of hearing from her and knowing her even more, and I became much happier when she told me that she enjoys talking to me too! I'm so thankful to God that He gave me a friend like Arielle. By the way, we share the same faith, we're both a follower of Christ and isn't it just truly amazing? I've mentioned that she is a singer of the Christian R&B/Soul genre, and it was just amazing for me how her music made an impact to my life. I am a very very huge fan of Rock music and normally, I am not really into kinds of music such as R&B, Soul, and Pop. But when I heard her sing, it was just like simply WOW! Her singing has really touched my life, and because of her I became interested with the said music genre. And she is really a sweet lady, and just very very fine to talk with. Her name "Arielle" means "Lion of God" and it's totally wonderful. I have to say that Arielle Jones is such an amazing human being to be one of everyone's friends, and I love our friendship a lot!Here are some websites where you can learn more about her:
www.myspace.com/ariellejonesmusic
www.youtube.com/ArielleJonesMusic
www.blogtalkradio.com/arielleandashleysthoughts
http://www.ariellejones.blogspot.com/
I really really hope that more and more people can be touched by her music!
Thanks for reading this. It's well-appreciated. God Bless!
-Janica
A Wonderfully Sweet Dream
Recently, I have a crush on 4 famous hot guys. But just a simply huge CRUSH.
May 30, 2007-10pm.
I was sitting on our steel chair in front of our computer. I checked my friendster account and saw some new comments. Then I checked my YM. I saw all the DUDEZ I wanted to be online, except for one. lol. I chatted with those DUDEZ and ofcourse, with the TEAM. I'm sure, many of the people around know what am I talking about with the words DUDEZ and TEAM but for those who don't, well then you don't know! Haha! lol. Anyway I ended my conversation with them by 11:30pm.
May 30, 2007-11:30pm (can't sleep)
Ugh...I got a bit, just a tiny bit bored with the conversation so I decided to end it up and just sleep. I mean these past days I've been waking up late, but not so late yah know. But still, I can't sleep. I think I've been really an insomniac in this whole summer vacation and I don't know why. But by 11:45pm I really felt sleepy and I'm so happy I felt that way!!! Yay! So now, I'll be able to sleep now! Close-Open, close-open, close-open, close-open...5-4-3-2-1...*snaps* just like that.
May 30, 2007-11:45pm to May 31, 2007-9:00am
I stand straight wearing a pure white dress in a NEVER-SEEN LAND. And every 6-10 minutes it's switching places! While being in that NEVER-SEEN LAND, looking weird on everything around me, I closed my eyes just a simple "close my eyes" I did. And as I opened my eyes, I was inside a room, a bedroom specifically with a guy sleeping. He wasn't being disturbed with any noise like even I make a huge noise it still won't wake him up. He's like the sleeping beauty. I came closer to him, looked closer to his cute and adorable face. He really won't wake up so I just enjoyed looking at him, played with his face. I love his pointed nose so I played with it, I just touched his nose with my nose (can you picture out how did I do that?!?) and stopped for a while. I just noticed that he is still wearing his glasses while sleeping so I removed it slowly. I removed his glasses and put it on a small study table-like with my back turned on him. I put it on the table. And as I look back, I was in a different place!
The color of the room changed, the table disappeared and the guy sleeping changed! Another guy, lying on his bed, asleep I saw. I'd like to call him guy#2. Okay, so this guy#2 is also asleep. This guy#2 is asleep without his overshirt and his body that is full of hardcore tattooes is exposed. In this room, I stayed very short it was like after 10 secs. it switched place again.
I was again in an other room with a guy#3 sleeping! Now this guy#3 is also one of the guys asleep in a bedroom that won't be awake with any noise taking place. And I looked at him too. The funny thing is, he is sleeping on the floor and his bed is messy! LOL. I thought that, maybe he was dreaming, he was having a crazy dream and he did fall out of his bed. And he's laughing while sleeping. Freakin' hilarious. After few minutes the place again, as usual, switched.
And ofcourse, the guy sleeping also changed. Okay, so here is guy#4. Now this one is the most intensed guy among all of them yet the cutest guy (for me). He's really an intensed guy when he sleeps he's like he's still saying the expressions while sleeping. He talks when he sleeps. He's dreaming badly I think. He said, "FREEZE MOTHERF*CKER! WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU ARE BRINGING MY SUITCASE?!"..... "woah!", I said thinking that he was yelling at me until I noticed that he was just dreaming. And then he smiled but I got no idea what he's dreaming about to say any harsh words and smile cutely. But after all, he is really cute. He's a cute sleeper I say! For me he was the cutest,I closed my eyes and I kissed him on he cheek and then...
May 31, 2007-9:00am
I opened my eyes lying on my bed, rubbing the morning glory out of my eyes and then realized...IT WAS ALL JUST A DREAM!!! darn! I thought it was real! And after all, it was a wonderfully sweet dream of mine. LOL. 4 nice, cute, good and hot guys-do you have an idea who were they? I have a huge CRUSH on them. They are the top four hottest rockstars on the planet! Guy#1-Mikey Way(bassist of My Chemical Romance). Guy#2-Frank Iero (Rhythm guitarist of My Chemical Romance). Guy#3-Pete Wentz (bassist and back up vocalist of Fall Out Boy). Guy#4- Gerard Way (lead vocalist of My Chemical Romance).
thanks for reading my blog. It was well appreciated. -wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
May 30, 2007-10pm.
I was sitting on our steel chair in front of our computer. I checked my friendster account and saw some new comments. Then I checked my YM. I saw all the DUDEZ I wanted to be online, except for one. lol. I chatted with those DUDEZ and ofcourse, with the TEAM. I'm sure, many of the people around know what am I talking about with the words DUDEZ and TEAM but for those who don't, well then you don't know! Haha! lol. Anyway I ended my conversation with them by 11:30pm.
May 30, 2007-11:30pm (can't sleep)
Ugh...I got a bit, just a tiny bit bored with the conversation so I decided to end it up and just sleep. I mean these past days I've been waking up late, but not so late yah know. But still, I can't sleep. I think I've been really an insomniac in this whole summer vacation and I don't know why. But by 11:45pm I really felt sleepy and I'm so happy I felt that way!!! Yay! So now, I'll be able to sleep now! Close-Open, close-open, close-open, close-open...5-4-3-2-1...*snaps* just like that.
May 30, 2007-11:45pm to May 31, 2007-9:00am
I stand straight wearing a pure white dress in a NEVER-SEEN LAND. And every 6-10 minutes it's switching places! While being in that NEVER-SEEN LAND, looking weird on everything around me, I closed my eyes just a simple "close my eyes" I did. And as I opened my eyes, I was inside a room, a bedroom specifically with a guy sleeping. He wasn't being disturbed with any noise like even I make a huge noise it still won't wake him up. He's like the sleeping beauty. I came closer to him, looked closer to his cute and adorable face. He really won't wake up so I just enjoyed looking at him, played with his face. I love his pointed nose so I played with it, I just touched his nose with my nose (can you picture out how did I do that?!?) and stopped for a while. I just noticed that he is still wearing his glasses while sleeping so I removed it slowly. I removed his glasses and put it on a small study table-like with my back turned on him. I put it on the table. And as I look back, I was in a different place!
The color of the room changed, the table disappeared and the guy sleeping changed! Another guy, lying on his bed, asleep I saw. I'd like to call him guy#2. Okay, so this guy#2 is also asleep. This guy#2 is asleep without his overshirt and his body that is full of hardcore tattooes is exposed. In this room, I stayed very short it was like after 10 secs. it switched place again.
I was again in an other room with a guy#3 sleeping! Now this guy#3 is also one of the guys asleep in a bedroom that won't be awake with any noise taking place. And I looked at him too. The funny thing is, he is sleeping on the floor and his bed is messy! LOL. I thought that, maybe he was dreaming, he was having a crazy dream and he did fall out of his bed. And he's laughing while sleeping. Freakin' hilarious. After few minutes the place again, as usual, switched.
And ofcourse, the guy sleeping also changed. Okay, so here is guy#4. Now this one is the most intensed guy among all of them yet the cutest guy (for me). He's really an intensed guy when he sleeps he's like he's still saying the expressions while sleeping. He talks when he sleeps. He's dreaming badly I think. He said, "FREEZE MOTHERF*CKER! WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU ARE BRINGING MY SUITCASE?!"..... "woah!", I said thinking that he was yelling at me until I noticed that he was just dreaming. And then he smiled but I got no idea what he's dreaming about to say any harsh words and smile cutely. But after all, he is really cute. He's a cute sleeper I say! For me he was the cutest,I closed my eyes and I kissed him on he cheek and then...
May 31, 2007-9:00am
I opened my eyes lying on my bed, rubbing the morning glory out of my eyes and then realized...IT WAS ALL JUST A DREAM!!! darn! I thought it was real! And after all, it was a wonderfully sweet dream of mine. LOL. 4 nice, cute, good and hot guys-do you have an idea who were they? I have a huge CRUSH on them. They are the top four hottest rockstars on the planet! Guy#1-Mikey Way(bassist of My Chemical Romance). Guy#2-Frank Iero (Rhythm guitarist of My Chemical Romance). Guy#3-Pete Wentz (bassist and back up vocalist of Fall Out Boy). Guy#4- Gerard Way (lead vocalist of My Chemical Romance).
thanks for reading my blog. It was well appreciated. -wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
a flashback: A WINK MEANS SOMETHING
This is just another ordinary day. I woke up with the stupid sound of my freakin' alarm clock by 7:30am. I got really pissed off with this alarm clock 'cause it woke me up making me let go of my wonderful dream! Darn it! Uh, I got no choice, I'm already awake what can I do?! Anyway, still I stayed in my bed lying and it took just about 5 minutes until I already jumped the heck out of my bed. I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and washed my face, then went in front of our computer to surf the internet. I was really bored. And I am like I don't appreciate this computer because I checked my friendster page hoping someone gave me out a comment but unfortunately, nothing has changed with my friendster comments space, it's still the same. Now I'm bored 'cause no one did give out a comment to me. I tried to check YM to see who's online but the special friends of mine that I expect to be online weren't. So now what? "I got nothing to do! I'm bored and don't tell me I'm gonna start my day with myself being bored!" I said to myself. I didn't turn the computer off yet, but just closed the current windows I'm checking, I just sat there still in front of our PC looking bored at the monitor while I wait for the breakfast my mother is preparing. While seated on the cool steel chair, I was having recall. I was having a flashback on everything in the past of mine. So now I know what to do! I decided to publish a new and fourth blog of mine, wonderfully marvelous! And it starts like this:
I remembered all the days I've spent with anyone who's special to my heart. I gave those days a recall. I gave them a FLASHBACK. And one thing I recalled is one of my favorite crazy experiences. And it goes a little something like this: One ordinary yet special day I had spent with my friends that can never be erased out of my memory is that day. We are all 5. Me, and the four boys. Whenever I know that I'm going to have fun with those guys I feel really energetic and excited predicting that there is gonna be lots of fun 'cause all of us are like freaks that just laugh out loud. Haha! We're crazy you know?! Well anyway, we're always together in the house of my bestfriend. But sometimes we are in the house of one of us 5 which is located just in front of my bestfriend's house. So there, the 4 of us had much fun. Yeah, you read it right, 4 of us. Only 4, someone's missing yet. His name is Jules. He was still taking a bath so we told him that as soon as he finishes his bath, "get in your clothes so you can get the heck out of your house and go have fun with us alright?!" we were like that.
The 4 of us were there in my friend's house waiting for Jules. While waiting for that crazy Jules, the 3 boys thought of a good thing to do while we wait for Jules. They told me that we would play cards, then I was like "Oh yeah sure!!! Let's play 'Morning Jack'!" Lol, I was obsessed with that game before. So yeah we played "morning jack" in a four sided table. "MORNING JACK!!!!!"-we shout it out loud like we were the only people living in this mother-freakin' world. And after saying that, we looked on each other with huge and devastating smiles on our faces noticing that someone forgot to say "MORNING JACK". It's Eamiel! Eamz! Eamz forgot to say which is needed to be said as the latest card turned over appears to be the Jack Character of tha playcards so therefore, he loses this round and we go on to the next round. We were all having fun, laughing out loud, and we're getting too crazy.
Suddenly, I heard random footsteps sounds from the outside of the house. While hearing that, the first thing that came in my mind was it's Jules already! I didn't say it loud to them knowing that I might be wrong and might be embarassed to them. Instead I just kept it in my mind, and in my mind I shouted, "Yey! It's Jules already! It's Jules! He's gonna join us now and have fun with us! Yeah baby!".
And as I heard the footsteps comin' closer to our place, I looked outside to see if it's Jules. But as I looked oustide the house, it wasn't Jules I saw. Instead, they were 2 freakin' cocky and confident boys walking. I know one of them.
And as I looked to him straightly, I noticed that he was already giving me a concentrate look and when he saw me looked to him, he gave me a simply unique WINK followed by a devastating unique smile that "changed it all". Then he just looked away and giggled with his pal as they walked towards where they're going to. My friend saw how that guy gave me a WINK and his reaction was like "WOW!" then I was like "what? why?" then he just said "nothing" but smiled. From that day that WINK is bugging me. I mean, though it's simple it means something. That WINK is not just nothing.
thanks for reading my blog! I appreciate it! Trust me! *kiss you on the cheeks*...
-wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
I remembered all the days I've spent with anyone who's special to my heart. I gave those days a recall. I gave them a FLASHBACK. And one thing I recalled is one of my favorite crazy experiences. And it goes a little something like this: One ordinary yet special day I had spent with my friends that can never be erased out of my memory is that day. We are all 5. Me, and the four boys. Whenever I know that I'm going to have fun with those guys I feel really energetic and excited predicting that there is gonna be lots of fun 'cause all of us are like freaks that just laugh out loud. Haha! We're crazy you know?! Well anyway, we're always together in the house of my bestfriend. But sometimes we are in the house of one of us 5 which is located just in front of my bestfriend's house. So there, the 4 of us had much fun. Yeah, you read it right, 4 of us. Only 4, someone's missing yet. His name is Jules. He was still taking a bath so we told him that as soon as he finishes his bath, "get in your clothes so you can get the heck out of your house and go have fun with us alright?!" we were like that.
The 4 of us were there in my friend's house waiting for Jules. While waiting for that crazy Jules, the 3 boys thought of a good thing to do while we wait for Jules. They told me that we would play cards, then I was like "Oh yeah sure!!! Let's play 'Morning Jack'!" Lol, I was obsessed with that game before. So yeah we played "morning jack" in a four sided table. "MORNING JACK!!!!!"-we shout it out loud like we were the only people living in this mother-freakin' world. And after saying that, we looked on each other with huge and devastating smiles on our faces noticing that someone forgot to say "MORNING JACK". It's Eamiel! Eamz! Eamz forgot to say which is needed to be said as the latest card turned over appears to be the Jack Character of tha playcards so therefore, he loses this round and we go on to the next round. We were all having fun, laughing out loud, and we're getting too crazy.
Suddenly, I heard random footsteps sounds from the outside of the house. While hearing that, the first thing that came in my mind was it's Jules already! I didn't say it loud to them knowing that I might be wrong and might be embarassed to them. Instead I just kept it in my mind, and in my mind I shouted, "Yey! It's Jules already! It's Jules! He's gonna join us now and have fun with us! Yeah baby!".
And as I heard the footsteps comin' closer to our place, I looked outside to see if it's Jules. But as I looked oustide the house, it wasn't Jules I saw. Instead, they were 2 freakin' cocky and confident boys walking. I know one of them.
And as I looked to him straightly, I noticed that he was already giving me a concentrate look and when he saw me looked to him, he gave me a simply unique WINK followed by a devastating unique smile that "changed it all". Then he just looked away and giggled with his pal as they walked towards where they're going to. My friend saw how that guy gave me a WINK and his reaction was like "WOW!" then I was like "what? why?" then he just said "nothing" but smiled. From that day that WINK is bugging me. I mean, though it's simple it means something. That WINK is not just nothing.
thanks for reading my blog! I appreciate it! Trust me! *kiss you on the cheeks*...
-wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
OBSESSION
Hi, what's up guys this is Janica! lol. I am just really bored right now and I just thought to make my very first blog. Hmmm...And the topic is all about this freakin' OBSESSION. Well, I just love OBSESSION!!! I love being obsessed. And it is the thing that CANNOT BE ALWAYS taken away from myself. I've been always obsessed with many things. I'm obsessed with really, many things. I am currently, and absolutely obsessed with Shawn Michaels, my favorite wrestler of all time...If I would get the chance to talk to him, I would be really happy and be like "Hi Shawn! You're my idol and I love yah ever so much! I always pray to God and I pray for you always!" and then imagined that he would just tell me "Why thank you, wow it's pretty wild here? hahaha.".Then I'd be like, "Sorry Shawn, I'm starting to feel obsession again. I'm really obsessed with you." then he'd go, "Don't be, you have lot of things to be obsessed with." If it really happened I would be telling him something but would eventually change my mind and just tell it to myself: In my mind I'd speak to him and tell him quietly "Of all the precious pieces of things I've been obsessed with, YOU(Shawn Michaels) by far, are my favorite". I would lift my two hands up and put my freakin' fingers onto the keys of our keyboard to type that line but I guess would change my mind and just shut my mouth, rather shut my FINGERS! Haha! LOL. and OBSESSION caused me to feel that way.
Thanks for reading and letting my blog share you something about me. I appreciate it.
-wonderfully marvelous,xxoxJanica
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