Excitement really caught up with me the whole day. Though I slept 1:00am I still woke up as early as 7am. That was crazy. As I opened my eyes there was an inimitable, unique, matchless, and different feeling within me with matching huge grin on my face. I was trying to figure out why do I feel this kind of feeling and it was no any longer that I've remembered it is my birthday today (and also my young bro's birthday). Upon figuring it all out, I grabbed my cellphone under my pillow excitedly wanting to see who's greeted me. I receive many, but I only remember the first seventeen greeters, here's the list:
1.Charm
2.Lolo Kiel
3.Kuya Ryan
4.Angelli
5.Jeorge
6.Daddy JM
7.Jellica
8.Mimi
9.Abbey
10.Karmela
11.Vhie Anne
12.JP
13.Debby
14.kuya Rainier
15.Grandma
16.Gelli
17.Ezra
oh boy.hahaha. My mother this time was so busy preparing alot of things for this very special moment. and...Uhm...oh my goodness! I just don't know what to say and where to start! This is the feeling I have when I'm so joyful and cheerful! I AM JUST SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! And I am ever grateful to the LORD for giving me this opportunity to experience this joy. Oh my! I just want to thank all of the people who were a part of this very special moment of mine: Jeorge, Eamz, Lolo Kiel, Debby, Joyce, Lizelle, Daddy JM, Mommy Mae, Ezra, Jason, Shyrven, and Jed!
YOU GUYS JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT A CELEBRATOR FEELS RIGHT NOW! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER! ♥
thank you for reading! God bless.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Saturday, June 7, 2008
An Intense Grief. =( I don't understand myself. It's pretty unfathomable.
I feel like being inside a library when I remember the following quotes. I really am in silence when I remember these quotes, specifically, I'm in woeful silence. =(
-"Why am I still with the past if...THE PAST IS GONE?"
-"Who knew seeing you again would make me replay all the good times over & over again?"
-"Why do I always have to be the one to do it?"
-"Who knew seeing you again would make me replay all the good times over & over again?"
-"Why do I always have to be the one to do it?"
-"It is devastating that you give her as much number of sweet drugs as I give you."
-"It's so hard to talk to you because I never know what you're thinking."
-"I hope that the sweetest thing you could give me won't be the hardest thing for you to eat."
-"It feels like the bruise spreads after I just grinned and bear it. It hurts terribly."
-"I don't know what went wrong."
-"You'll never see it my way, because you're not me."
-"I give him a hankie, and he doesn't give me back. Why does it always work out that way?"
-"You drive me real crazy dude. definitely my top confusion. I don't get you."
I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME, AND MORE SEVERELY, I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU. I REALLY DON'T KNOW, I CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS. BUT CAN YOU JUST ONE DAY TELL ME? DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO TAKE ACTIONS FIRST? WHY DON'T YOU DO IT? THE LAST TIME I SMILED WAS WHEN I WAS IN THE CHEST OF THE VAST PEACE. WHY DID IT JUST GO WRONG LIKE THAT? I DOOOOOOOON'T KNOOOOOOOOW!!! I'M SO CONFUSED! I DON'T WANT TO CALL THIS FEELING THE ONE THAT A PERSON FEELS WHEN HE'S IN THIS SOME KIND OF EMOTIONAL WOE OR GRIEF, OH BOY I CAN'T EVEN WANT TO SAY WHAT SPECIFICALLY IT IS!
I can never forget the tragic contusion you gave me, OH THE BRUISE INSIDE ME! It was memorable! Sadly memorable! And right now, I'm holding my horses though they really want to run so free!
I just hope that you have the same kind of horses that I do, so that when I unleash them and let them run to yours, they won't have an enormous scrap but an enormous amity instead.
Friday, June 6, 2008
The EXCITING 1st day and the BREATHTAKING 2nd day of School.=)
OMG! This is nothing but really stimulating and energizing first two school days! Well actually, it was just a brief orientation class. The first day of orientation classes took place on June 5, 2008 and June 6, 2008 was the second day. Our regular classes will start on June 10, 2008. But in our orientation classes, there wasn't really something like a seriously determined, intense studying all the time. It was just about being in your classroom, meeting your class adviser, introducing yourself to classmates (either old or new), having some good talks with your teacher and classmates, a little bit of sharing, knowing the rules and regulations, discussing about the major and minor offenses in the school, and the eccentrically, outlandishly breathtaking election of the class officers. ^_^
June 5, 2008
Waking up by the unpleasant sound of my alarm was devastating. It was 5:30am. But I got the irritated feeling off of myself when I suddenly remembered that it was already June 5! The first day of school! I was like yay! Like big time. wow! My mom was calling out for the me, together with my siblings to wake up and eat breakfast. I excitedly got up and went to the dining area. I was very excited and I quickly finished eating, *snaps* just like that. *winks*. Haha! I took a bath, brushed my teeth, wore my school uniform, put on some powder and my ever favorite and time-honoured lip balm, Chapstick. When I had myself completely ready, I was excited and tensed as well. I was excited because I was going to see all of my classmates and certain schoolmates again, but I was nervous because I thought many people would be shocked and surprised or even make fun of my new look. They haven't seen me for a long time. I don't know, I mean I was already wearing glasses because of some eye problems, and I am totally exasperated since I had them. But I got no choice, a lot of doctors had recommended, not only that but they also insisted me to wear! So yeah. I hate wearing glasses. I don't think it looks good on me, but some people have said that it was okay and it suits me. Yet still, I was really irritated to wear them and be seen by my classmates. Thankfully, I received a lot of good compliments about it. So I feel much better. Haha! Although some were still like making fun of it, but it wasn't really that mean and offensive, just some sort of playful teasing to each other.
It was really a happy day. I got to see my friends again and I would like to mention the people that I totally and truly missed when I was having my vacation time: Jeorge(well not totally, because I've been seeing him a lot of times when we're in vacation), Joyce, Mimi, Debby, Van, Lolo Kiel, Daddy JM, Ezra, Jason, Shyrven, Mommy Mae, and some particular schoolmates as well. I was really happy to see them, though I haven't had a long good talk with the other names of people I mentioned. Anyway, the orientation class was satisfying enough, and our class adviser was nice too. I feel like we were laughing all the time when we were discussing the things written in our school handbook, and a lot of our funny male classmates caused all of the laughtrips! It was really fun. We haven't finished discussing all of the things in our handbook, and we were going to continue it tomorrow.
June 6, 2008
Second day! Yay^_^ I was still sleepy and didn't want to get up. I woke up by the sound of my alarm again, and my mom was calling me out. It was because I didn't sleep so early last night. I slept at 12:30am because insomnia had attacked me last night, and had it these past couple of weeks. And also, I was texting a good friend. Haha! Well anyway, I ate my breakfast and went to the bathroom, wore my school uniform, and stayed in my room for like a few minutes and my mom had brought us to school.
When we got to the school I saw two of my friends walking around and I quickly got off the car to be with them. Then they started to tell me alot of craziness! Haha! Until my two other friends in the group already came, and talked about alot of stories and some infamous issues too! hahahahaa. Then we had to line up already before we would go to our respective rooms. We didn't have a flag ceremony yet, we'll have it on June 10, 2008, the first day of our regular classes. As been mentioned, we were going to continue to discuss the things in our handbook. This day, the transferee in our school who's also our new classmate was already present. Yesterday he was absent, but he made it clear that he really got lost yesterday and instead of spending his first day with our section, he mistakenly made it to the other room/section.
Alright, I don't wanna talk any longer about so many things, let's get to the main subject of this second day of school: The Breathtaking Election of Class Officers. I had to be real candid here, and I gotta admit, we didn't take this election so seriously! To be honest we were just making our "woooooooooooh's", clapping our hands each time someone nominates a certain student for the said position, and to sum up the whole theory of our election, I'd like to say "WE JUST MADE FUN OF IT!", I mean real fun! But it's not totally much like of a real mockery or something like that, we were just really trying to have fun. And boy! We did have fun. Good thing our teacher wasn't that so serious that she was just also laughing and having fun with us as well. It was really really fun! And a specific breathtaking moment for me in this election was the fact that...I GOT ELECTED AS THE MUSE OF OUR CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really didn't expect that. I mean, we firstly made our election for president, followed by the vice president, and so on until we got down to the muse! And all the time, my classmates nominated someone with a real hilarity and pleasure as well. As someone says "I nominate _____ for president/vice/secretary/etc...", my other classmates would just yell, make their "wooooooh's", clap their hands, and laugh with real fun. Boy! I was just doing the same thing, laughing all the time until I heard one of my classmates said "I nominate Janica for muse"!!! I was really alarmed and it stopped me from laughing then my classmates made their yell and this famous "yeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee's"! I was just like, "What? Why in the world? Why me?". I really had no idea, and it was even more breathtaking when others didn't nominate someone else to be the muse, meaning I had no nominee to compete with for the voting time anymore! So I was DIRECTLY elected as the muse of our class. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! How does it feel? Well I had to say it was really unexpected and surprising because I never had an idea of being a muse. I'm also happy though-happy that my classmates wanted me to be their muse! Hahahahahah!
Those two days were just some of God's most wonderful blessings to me. I was really happy.
Thank you so much for reading and it's well-appreciated, as always! May God bless you,ΓΌ
-Janica
June 5, 2008
Waking up by the unpleasant sound of my alarm was devastating. It was 5:30am. But I got the irritated feeling off of myself when I suddenly remembered that it was already June 5! The first day of school! I was like yay! Like big time. wow! My mom was calling out for the me, together with my siblings to wake up and eat breakfast. I excitedly got up and went to the dining area. I was very excited and I quickly finished eating, *snaps* just like that. *winks*. Haha! I took a bath, brushed my teeth, wore my school uniform, put on some powder and my ever favorite and time-honoured lip balm, Chapstick. When I had myself completely ready, I was excited and tensed as well. I was excited because I was going to see all of my classmates and certain schoolmates again, but I was nervous because I thought many people would be shocked and surprised or even make fun of my new look. They haven't seen me for a long time. I don't know, I mean I was already wearing glasses because of some eye problems, and I am totally exasperated since I had them. But I got no choice, a lot of doctors had recommended, not only that but they also insisted me to wear! So yeah. I hate wearing glasses. I don't think it looks good on me, but some people have said that it was okay and it suits me. Yet still, I was really irritated to wear them and be seen by my classmates. Thankfully, I received a lot of good compliments about it. So I feel much better. Haha! Although some were still like making fun of it, but it wasn't really that mean and offensive, just some sort of playful teasing to each other.
It was really a happy day. I got to see my friends again and I would like to mention the people that I totally and truly missed when I was having my vacation time: Jeorge(well not totally, because I've been seeing him a lot of times when we're in vacation), Joyce, Mimi, Debby, Van, Lolo Kiel, Daddy JM, Ezra, Jason, Shyrven, Mommy Mae, and some particular schoolmates as well. I was really happy to see them, though I haven't had a long good talk with the other names of people I mentioned. Anyway, the orientation class was satisfying enough, and our class adviser was nice too. I feel like we were laughing all the time when we were discussing the things written in our school handbook, and a lot of our funny male classmates caused all of the laughtrips! It was really fun. We haven't finished discussing all of the things in our handbook, and we were going to continue it tomorrow.
June 6, 2008
Second day! Yay^_^ I was still sleepy and didn't want to get up. I woke up by the sound of my alarm again, and my mom was calling me out. It was because I didn't sleep so early last night. I slept at 12:30am because insomnia had attacked me last night, and had it these past couple of weeks. And also, I was texting a good friend. Haha! Well anyway, I ate my breakfast and went to the bathroom, wore my school uniform, and stayed in my room for like a few minutes and my mom had brought us to school.
When we got to the school I saw two of my friends walking around and I quickly got off the car to be with them. Then they started to tell me alot of craziness! Haha! Until my two other friends in the group already came, and talked about alot of stories and some infamous issues too! hahahahaa. Then we had to line up already before we would go to our respective rooms. We didn't have a flag ceremony yet, we'll have it on June 10, 2008, the first day of our regular classes. As been mentioned, we were going to continue to discuss the things in our handbook. This day, the transferee in our school who's also our new classmate was already present. Yesterday he was absent, but he made it clear that he really got lost yesterday and instead of spending his first day with our section, he mistakenly made it to the other room/section.
Alright, I don't wanna talk any longer about so many things, let's get to the main subject of this second day of school: The Breathtaking Election of Class Officers. I had to be real candid here, and I gotta admit, we didn't take this election so seriously! To be honest we were just making our "woooooooooooh's", clapping our hands each time someone nominates a certain student for the said position, and to sum up the whole theory of our election, I'd like to say "WE JUST MADE FUN OF IT!", I mean real fun! But it's not totally much like of a real mockery or something like that, we were just really trying to have fun. And boy! We did have fun. Good thing our teacher wasn't that so serious that she was just also laughing and having fun with us as well. It was really really fun! And a specific breathtaking moment for me in this election was the fact that...I GOT ELECTED AS THE MUSE OF OUR CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really didn't expect that. I mean, we firstly made our election for president, followed by the vice president, and so on until we got down to the muse! And all the time, my classmates nominated someone with a real hilarity and pleasure as well. As someone says "I nominate _____ for president/vice/secretary/etc...", my other classmates would just yell, make their "wooooooh's", clap their hands, and laugh with real fun. Boy! I was just doing the same thing, laughing all the time until I heard one of my classmates said "I nominate Janica for muse"!!! I was really alarmed and it stopped me from laughing then my classmates made their yell and this famous "yeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee's"! I was just like, "What? Why in the world? Why me?". I really had no idea, and it was even more breathtaking when others didn't nominate someone else to be the muse, meaning I had no nominee to compete with for the voting time anymore! So I was DIRECTLY elected as the muse of our class. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! How does it feel? Well I had to say it was really unexpected and surprising because I never had an idea of being a muse. I'm also happy though-happy that my classmates wanted me to be their muse! Hahahahahah!
Those two days were just some of God's most wonderful blessings to me. I was really happy.
Thank you so much for reading and it's well-appreciated, as always! May God bless you,ΓΌ
-Janica
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Lvngsac Studios! kindly read. please. =)
Hi everyone! This blog right now is kinda like a blog for promotion. I'm doing this as a favour for a good friend of mine, and I'm willing to help him as well. =)
I've a very good Christian friend and he simply wants to promote their studio/studio site. Their studio is called Lvngsac Studios (Living Sacrifice). They said it in their site that they make videos by God, and for God. Each of their goals is always about to glorify GOD. =)
One of their main goals for this year is to be able to get all of the equipments that will be used for making their videos. But they are currently in need of some materials right now. They are currently having some monetary/budgetary problems. Specifically, they are in need of the following:
1.Mac Book Pro = $1999+
2.Canon GL2 = $1,449.00 - $2,799.00
To everyone who's interested and willing to support them, here's their dollar acount:
Account name : Jerry M. Ilano or Maximina Ilano
Account number: 0954-0092-97
Bank name : Bank of the Philippine Islands Anabu Branch
Bank Address: Anabu 2-A, Imus, Cavite 4103 Philippines
And if you want to support them in terms of money, or more accurately, if you want to donate even just a small amount, e-mail them FIRST and let them know the amount you'll be giving them. You may contact these e-mail addresses:
lvngsacstudios@yahoo.com
shinobi_wanderman@yahoo.com
AND MOST DIRECTLY:
if you want to know more details about Lvngsac Studios, just go to their website:
lvngsacstudios.multiply.com
Please support them as they continue to glorify God's name. =) Thanks for reading this and it's well-appreciated, as always! God bless, :)
I've a very good Christian friend and he simply wants to promote their studio/studio site. Their studio is called Lvngsac Studios (Living Sacrifice). They said it in their site that they make videos by God, and for God. Each of their goals is always about to glorify GOD. =)
One of their main goals for this year is to be able to get all of the equipments that will be used for making their videos. But they are currently in need of some materials right now. They are currently having some monetary/budgetary problems. Specifically, they are in need of the following:
1.Mac Book Pro = $1999+
2.Canon GL2 = $1,449.00 - $2,799.00
To everyone who's interested and willing to support them, here's their dollar acount:
Account name : Jerry M. Ilano or Maximina Ilano
Account number: 0954-0092-97
Bank name : Bank of the Philippine Islands Anabu Branch
Bank Address: Anabu 2-A, Imus, Cavite 4103 Philippines
And if you want to support them in terms of money, or more accurately, if you want to donate even just a small amount, e-mail them FIRST and let them know the amount you'll be giving them. You may contact these e-mail addresses:
lvngsacstudios@yahoo.com
shinobi_wanderman@yahoo.com
AND MOST DIRECTLY:
if you want to know more details about Lvngsac Studios, just go to their website:
lvngsacstudios.multiply.com
Please support them as they continue to glorify God's name. =) Thanks for reading this and it's well-appreciated, as always! God bless, :)
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