All of these naturally take place in life. In the course of these situations, we always have the choice to adjust and move on, or the choice to just stay stuck in a moment that was apparently not meant to last. Changes are madsick; they could drive you real hard and crazy. Changes could be expected, but they are crazier when they are unexpected. Hey, that is a fact my folks. When they come out of the blue, we just go berserk. We go wild, we are unaware of the reactions we make, we consequently lose the ability to make the very right decisions and all, but why? Simply because we did not expect them to occur; they were unanticipated and we never had the time to prepare for those situations, more accurately. Whether these changes are good or bad, it is still a need for us to remain positive in all our ways. When changes approach you, firstly, you react. But you know you can't just react to them forever, you will have to adjust and adapt to your new surroundings. Adjustment period could be either easy or hard, but in a little while we will appreciate everything and learn that all of these things actually pay off.
A couple of new things are currently taking place in my life now. One thing that is quite of a problem about it is that I practically have a hard time adjusting with new things. Moreover, I'm also a bit struggling as to how I will properly and equally associate these changes with the old and current things I have now. You know, like how will I "make them proportionate" is quite hard for me. It's a fact that there are "things that don't mix" on Earth, with oil & water as an example. How I will divide my time equally to these things is quite a difficulty for me. BUT I WILL TAKE A LONG AND DEEP BREATH, I NEED IT. I've been worried sick about a lot of things, my brain's drained, I've been tiring out myself with other stuffs, my body's weakened, I JUST NEED A BREAK. Yes, break. It's not like I'm quitting, I just need a timeout, like a breathing space. I've been quite a workhorse for a while, how about I take some time to put my feet up and have a break? And I guarantee it, once I've had the enough break I need and that I've already thought of things well, I'll resume as a more confident individual who is absolutely ready to be in action again. Yes, all this will happen, all by God's grace.There is a new face of myself that I want to project for now: The confident, tough, quite fierce, positive, extreme, more awake and aware and sensible with things, powerful and robust individual. It is not like a total makeover, it's not a completely huge change at all, it's a slight one. Or in high-tech and computer terms, I just "edited" details about myself. I left other attitudes the same such as my sweetness, fluffy-hearted being, and sympathetic traits; these attitudes comprise my soft side. Like I said before, I am a growing individual and I am learning, always looking forward to expanding my horizons and discovering new things in myself. But it will all be impossible without the Lord. Therefore, I am not alone in this. God and I are together in this, because my source of strength and my source of hope, is Christ alone, my Lord and Savior.
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