Neither Broken Nor Fine

What's the crack fellas?

-Yep, talking like The Great White Sheamus, haha.

For several years of doing the very same sequence of habits and actions in this dear life of mine, I just got to that point where I just don't feel all right. I'm not so hurt yet I'm not that fine either. I am right at that state where I am literally, NEITHER broken NOR fine.

Not too bad, and not too good. Kinda like in-between. Heck I've always been a neutral person on almost every aspect of life..yep, almost each aspect... but not really.

Can't tell you exactly what this semi-wounding feeling really is. I am satisfied with life, but I just do yearn for things I can't even pinpoint. Real hard right? Don't get me? My sincerest apologies.

Some will read, some might not. Or most probably, no one will ever read this post. But I already know that. I do blogging as a means to release every ounce of unidentifiable emotion that's been welling up inside me. Whether or not many people will read this post, doesn't concern me too much. 'Cause like I said, it's a form of release for my part.

I just couldn't quite figure out the mood that I'm currently in, so I thought I needed to do this. Besides, I haven't touched my blog for quite some time. They say there's a reason for every feeling. I guess this unfathomable and indecipherable sentiment I feel only means to tell me that I need to keep this page updated. Who knows?