Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Hashtag: Ten Worst Feelings

‏@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ Those little burdens piled up and have become one big load of a problem & your explosion is worse than a volcanic eruption.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ Being consumed completely by insecurities, therefore feeling like a blithering loser.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ You happened to be such a kindhearted person that you've allowed yourself to be a slave for martyrdom.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ Disappointment after disappointment.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ You care too much about others so your lips and tongue betray you & you never had the chance to say what you really wanted.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ "You put your life on the line, nobody really appreciates you enough for it," - Luis Sera on policia.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ Having all that bravado of taking all the pain for someone else's sake and feel sorry for yourself at the end.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ Always being a listener to many others but when it's finally your turn to speak no one listens 'cause nobody darn cares.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ Your strange actions bother your folks and you struggle in having to remain silent and not broach your explanations.

@WMjanica: ‪#10WorstFeelings‬ Risking something very important for the benefit of somethin' else that is even more important.




1 comment:

amy said...

Hi my dear sister, i just read your blog. And i think, you are growing in a way that you grow backward, "tumatandang paurong." indeed, i also do have these insecurities but i think i grew out of it and i should tell you how!! You should free yourself, live more and just focus on what you love  doing, set aside worries. And remember "feelings are traitors" they would just let you down. Im not saying to be numb and dumb just set aside these and contradict this, TRY THE RISK OF LIVING LIFE. Yeah yeah it sounds easy, hard to be in a situation but the point is JUST TRY, risk it in order to grow. If it doesn't work out try more. I have learned that "to be 10x better you must be willing to face 7x fiery furnace of challenges" by then you can be better. "better comes after bitterness." set aside feelings and let your mind help you. Try setting goals  that includes yourself, try looking yourself at the mirror and admit that GOD HAS MADE YOU PERFECT IN HIS EYES AND NO MATTER HOW UGLY THE WORLD SEES YOUR LIFE GOD LOVES YOU, try finding yourself to be comfortable with, and try locking those insecurities and wories away. I couldn't say "i don't have insecurities and worries" you know that's a lie, i just locked it away and make out of it. Make that as a source of changing who you are. Make it your inspiration to be 10 times better!! All you need is take a risk and trust yourself visual yourself as number one. I just really think you should risk. Because life is made withy risky decision, and as you go back by the time that you have risk something you would be able to say "its a good shot to risk, i have become who i am." i believe you are tired of imprisoning yourself my dear why don't you break free? I Love You. And if something's bothering you, you could ALWAYS TELL ME. I'm just a a text away. Don't hesitate and just take a RISK. You'll never know what would happen next. 

-minyii