It has some good grounds, though, as to why I'm still up spending some time with my laptop right now. They say when you're too high, you mindlessly do things you can't really do at your most normal state. ;")
And I am proud to say that I am high. I am elated. Extremely in raptures. On cloud nine. I am overjoyed at this very point of my life, that I just cannot, not blog about this ecstasy.
Have you ever been in that situation where you feel like you've experienced way too much happiness? Like something beyond what you had only expected? The joy brought to you is just too much, you almost feel like you don't deserve it?
So June 28th was enough. Even though it started a bit unexciting, the Lord had made sure it'd be a day I will never forget. And with the help of my cool college buds, I did feel special. The day ended so perfectly happy. Just read my previous post about that day, the very post before this one.
2 days have passed since that day, and I was living normal again, but with a more inspiring atmosphere surrounding me now. I couldn't recover from what I experienced on my birthday.
I was still on the process of recovering from it, when this day, 30th... just literally like, ROCKED MY WORLD. Like what the fudge! Another special occasion~ Okay well, same occasion, different theme and different style of surprise. Different technique, if you will.
I was at a local mall trying to kill some time. As I was in the bookstore browsing comic books, I was already planning the stuff I'd take care of as soon as I get home. Multi-tasking? You don't say! Okay, well. There's just a bunch of schoolwork. And all these tasks had already been set in my brain, like how you create reminder notes in phones and computers. It had been a tiring day at school. My face was oily, sweaty as usual. My hair smelled of shampoo mixed with sweat. It was raining. I got off the car and ran to the house and...
I walked toward our door and through the screen my eyes caught sight of a familiar figure... Someone wearing a polo shirt... his hair, faux hawk?!
Tsebb? My brains had finally exhumed all the names and got the appropriate one for the guy walking across our living area. My bestfriend, Jeorge, was there. What the fudge? My mom emerged from the door immediately and put a blindfold on me. Seriously, what the freakin' heck is going on here?
The next thing I knew, I was in my room with Crush Rejean, and she was asking me to wear something... very... disgusting only for me atleast. Like, okay the freakin' dress is sexy and chic and all that stuff, not until you put it on me. There are some things in the world better off being associated with "overnight socialites", the ones who are tall, slender, and just stylish. In that case, getting myself slipped into that type of clothing was something completely delusional. It was ridiculous.
WHAT THE FUDGE! THESE PEOPLE! THEY HAD PREPARED A SURPRISE DEBUT PARTY FOR ME! WHY! WHY HADN'T I SENSED IT! WHY HADN'T I GOTTEN THE VIBE OR SOMETHING! HOW COULD I BE SO CLUELESS! THIS IS CHAOS! HAPPINESS WAS BECOMING A DISEASE TO ME!
I knew I had to wear it anyways, it was part of their plan. And the best help I could offer them was to play by their rules. I had understood how much effort they'd all exerted in this big surprise, so there was no way I'd ruin it. Even though I really didn't like the idea of being in that dress, nor that of having to walk in heels down the stairs which were candlelit on the sides. That was typically so princess-like! HAHAHAHA! I felt digusted with myself, even more embarrassed when I finally saw who my other lovely guests downstairs were. 'Course my entire family was there, some of my cousins, and my closest highschool friends which included Tsebb, Joyce, Rejean, Van, and Eamiel. Mimi came a few minutes later. Kokey had come the latest, right at that time when everyone was already eating. LOL vintage Kokey.
It was so ridiculous how cameras were like surrounding me as I walked down. I felt so ridiculous. It was awkward, and all I could do to react was repeatedly yelp the words, "Oh My Gosh! Grabe kayo!" The more ridiculous part?! THE DANCE STUFF. Man, I felt soooooo ridiculous! HAHAHA I had to though, and it was quite alright! ;") The most ridiculous part? THE VIDEO SCANDAL. And I don't even wanna talk about that no more. I would remember every detail of it and could nearly cry for feeling so funny about myself. Lmao. I am crazy.
Emotions were moving continuously fast inside me at that time. Why was I wearing the dress, why was I in heels.. Why was I sitting there watching the video scandal, why were some of the most important people in my life surrounding me and laughing at me like I was crazy with the reactions I expressed... I couldn't believe it was all happening. But it was; all happening because of the fact that I am so blessed with friends.
I had already felt content two days ago. In fact I was still just recovering from it. Why did another surprise had to occur? One that would leave yet another big impact on me too? NOT THAT I'M COMPLAINING, BUT I JUST FEEL LIKE I DO NOT DESERVE THIS MUCH OF HAPPINESS. I do not know what I've done lately to be worthy enough of such a wonderful blessing from God. Man, He's so good to His children. He moves at those times you least expect it. He shows His love at the most unpredictable times of life. All I know is, I am forever beyond grateful. Thank You, my King.
One thing I learned today, God gives much when you are so fond of being satisfied with the simplest things. He gives much, and makes you feel so special. He shows His unconditional love, and nothing is more delightful than that.
Tonight, I am going to have such a peaceful sleep. And I will wake up with a completely-renewed strength. I will live the next days of my life feeling so inspired and motivated to perform almost any task. That's how magnificent the impact of this day is. I love my family and friends. Thank you all for joining me on this amazing and awesome night. Thank You, dear God, for blessing me with these people.
I am blessed.
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