After 4 freakin' weeks...

This is gonna be the very first time for me to do this type of thing again after 4 freakin’ weeks. Wow. It’s been a month since I created a blogpost , can you believe that folks? Lots of folks might be wondering why, but I honestly don’t have any clue, not even one, as to why it had to take a month before I could create another post again. I just couldn’t quite figure it out myself. I also think that it would sound quite unwise to say that I was just busy with something…’cause man, that statement has been overused. What a washed up type of excuse, right dude?

Anyways, this post is gonna be quite plain. I don’t know. I’ve got no creative stuffs to share today, my folks. And I feel sorry for myself because of that. I really don’t know, my mind is kinda loaded with complex thoughts; the intricately problematical ones…you know, there are just these difficulty situations which are very lifelike, mean to say that they’re very close to happening in real life. Nearly possible. Darn those thoughts, they burden my mind all the time. My brain’s being weighed down like heck. What a stressful feeling. It could take life, it kills. I am very afraid of inevitable miseries in life. And it makes me feel more useless and vulnerable when I think of the fact that I just cannot escape them when time comes, ‘cause like what I just said….they’re inevitable. I know I can’t escape, we don’t go running away from the challenges we face. Man. If only I had the courage to manage things properly. I believe I’ve only got the guts to wrestle down some barf-face dudes out there when they piss me off or something; sure, I am an aspiring wrestler. But inside me is a little different as there is so much tenderness and vulnerability at the very central point of my heart, my soft side is revealed when you use a microscope to examine how my inside looks like. Got the guts to wrestle with some opponents, but I rarely have that spirit to triumph over the densely complicated situations in life. Life is indeed, full of twists and turns. Why the fudge am I saying these? C’mon dude I know I’ll overcome this. It’s a freakin’ challenge!!! And I strongly believe that no challenge is given to you when God knows you can’t handle it, RIGHT FOLKS?! I got this, c’mon sweet cheeks. I’ll get through it, whatever this thing that disturbs me now is.

KEEPING UP THE NEWLY MADE PROJECTION AND BELIEVING THAT IT IS POSSIBLE TO GO ON, WITH OR WITHOUT SOME FOLKS, BUT NEVER WITHOUT GOD.

Just Another Ordinary Day.

My back hurts. It's been a hard week and nothin's in store for this weekend. What's up TV? - - - - -

Okay, since you readers might not have any clue about what has just happened I think it's best that I tell you folks about it. A few minutes ago I was blankly staring at my television. The last thing I saw was an image of a studio filled with chanting people; the audience was approximately about less than a thousand folks, the pole dancer was doing her thing on the stage as the judges carefully watched...right, a freakin' TALENT SHOW. Talent shows are awesome, no doubt about that. But please, I demand extraordinary Saturday nights! You really didn't have to know that. All I was actually gonna say was that, after seeing that particular last image on TV, POWER WAS OUT. Boy how dark it was. However, there's this really cool thing about blackouts that I quite enjoy experiencing: as power goes out, the summed up sound of the atmosphere is like a fading type of thing, in slow motion. You know, like... in the process of power failure, it creates this sound which slowly fades into absolute silence. Okay, I know it becomes absolutely silent during blackouts, but that isn't the point. I only love the actual sound of the fading part so don't think it's a dumb idea. Long story short, there was a blackout right after I wrote "What's up TV?". I am just grateful that it didn't last for an hour, not even a minute. After like 20-somethin' seconds, power was back and I resumed writing already.

Wow, my back really hurts. My body needs to stretch a little. Now stretchin' my whole body, raisin' arms, stretchin' legs...oh wait I kicked somethin'. Oh look at that..a cute stuffed toy. It's a freakin' cat, another stuffed toy I got from some kind of amusement park. I dislike cats though. Dogs rule, CATS DROOL. But it's an adorable stuff, really.

Hey. Somethin' vibrated under my pillow, pro'lly my phone. 8 freakin' new messages?! Man I'm sick of receiving all these group messages, specially the ones that absolutely don't make sense. But wow, I'm surprised to see one personal message from a cool guy, a great pal of mine. "Damn! Since when? Where are you residing now?" - HAHAHA. If I still didn't tell Keith that we already moved to another place, he wouldn't have really figured it out himself. My fingers aren't really into replying to a text message now. I'll just put it back under my pillow.

HOW FRUSTRATING! WHAT AN ORDINARY DAY! The only reason, honestly, that this day could be a special one is because it's a God-given day. I'm thankful anyways, as always.

Somebody teach this person how to accept mistakes.

Man, how could you not sense the fluctuations of your life now? You can't see the point? REALLY? Wow. Dude, you're unbelievably insane like no other. You made a mess with certain folks, now don't go askin 'em to crawl back to you. In case you still can't get it, YES.. YOUR ACTIONS FAIL. Don't I know it. Wtfudge.

A New Projection.

Changes, vicissitudes, variations, vagaries, ups and downs, fluctuations, and deviations...

All of these naturally take place in life. In the course of these situations, we always have the choice to adjust and move on, or the choice to just stay stuck in a moment that was apparently not meant to last. Changes are madsick; they could drive you real hard and crazy. Changes could be expected, but they are crazier when they are unexpected. Hey, that is a fact my folks. When they come out of the blue, we just go berserk. We go wild, we are unaware of the reactions we make, we consequently lose the ability to make the very right decisions and all, but why? Simply because we did not expect them to occur; they were unanticipated and we never had the time to prepare for those situations, more accurately. Whether these changes are good or bad, it is still a need for us to remain positive in all our ways. When changes approach you, firstly, you react. But you know you can't just react to them forever, you will have to adjust and adapt to your new surroundings. Adjustment period could be either easy or hard, but in a little while we will appreciate everything and learn that all of these things actually pay off.

A couple of new things are currently taking place in my life now. One thing that is quite of a problem about it is that I practically have a hard time adjusting with new things. Moreover, I'm also a bit struggling as to how I will properly and equally associate these changes with the old and current things I have now. You know, like how will I "make them proportionate" is quite hard for me. It's a fact that there are "things that don't mix" on Earth, with oil & water as an example. How I will divide my time equally to these things is quite a difficulty for me. BUT I WILL TAKE A LONG AND DEEP BREATH, I NEED IT. I've been worried sick about a lot of things, my brain's drained, I've been tiring out myself with other stuffs, my body's weakened, I JUST NEED A BREAK. Yes, break. It's not like I'm quitting, I just need a timeout, like a breathing space. I've been quite a workhorse for a while, how about I take some time to put my feet up and have a break? And I guarantee it, once I've had the enough break I need and that I've already thought of things well, I'll resume as a more confident individual who is absolutely ready to be in action again. Yes, all this will happen, all by God's grace.

There is a new face of myself that I want to project for now: The confident, tough, quite fierce, positive, extreme, more awake and aware and sensible with things, powerful and robust individual. It is not like a total makeover, it's not a completely huge change at all, it's a slight one. Or in high-tech and computer terms, I just "edited" details about myself. I left other attitudes the same such as my sweetness, fluffy-hearted being, and sympathetic traits; these attitudes comprise my soft side. Like I said before, I am a growing individual and I am learning, always looking forward to expanding my horizons and discovering new things in myself. But it will all be impossible without the Lord. Therefore, I am not alone in this. God and I are together in this, because my source of strength and my source of hope, is Christ alone, my Lord and Savior.

Farewell to you, Sample King. Goodbye Jhong Hilario :(

I can't believe it. Sample King is gone in Showtime. I can't believe it, cause I don't want to believe it! This is painful! I am in pain! I love Jhong Hilario so much! Why did he have to leave Showtime? :'c Why Jhong Why?! :(( Everybody loves you and now everybody's down and blue of your farewell. It was so unexpected! Your farewell message on Showtime today was a very tearful moment! I cried so much! My tears were uncontrollable~ JHONG! After the long 30 weeks of your stay on the show, it's not too easy for the Madlang Pipol and solid Showtimers to just let you go, just like that! T___________T *tears* I need to know why you're leaving, everybody wants to know why! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING :'c We'll all surely miss you. But I'm still hoping you'll come back to the show. You see, I think Showtime is greatly different without you. Oh man. I love you man! All these "sample" moments originated from YOU! 'Cause giving samples started from you! That's why you're the Sample King right? HUHUHUHU T___T Wow. This is unbelievable. No one expected this. Since February 8, 2010 Showtime had a new and different type of flavor when you came out as one of the hurados. It would be so hard for many people to accept the fact that you're actually, really, LEAVING SHOWTIME! We love you so much! I love you Jhong Hilario! =(

REVIEW: SnapIt Screen Capture

A frivolous utility with satisfactory functionality, SnapIt accurately lets you "Screen-Capture" objects. You don't have to dawdle around on cropping your captured images. You do realize how a bit complex this whole "'Print Screen'... open image editor... paste from clipboard... crop... export" process is right?

Features:

+With the one button click application, press one button and "whatever is visible will be captured". Everything, like long Web pages, the address of a favorite Internet site electronically listed (otherwise known as bookmarks) with their details, CAPTURE THEM ALL WITH ONE BUTTON CLICK.

+Anytime, anywhere, you can set the program's capture capabilities in motion through the global hotkeys - these activate the functional capabilities of the program to capture.

+It supports several image file formats such as JPEG, PNG, GIF, BMP and TIFF file formats.

+It supports Auto-saving. When a selected region is grabbed, it autonames saved files. It also has the "Auto save images to file" (checkbox) option that lets the parameters be applied to all automatically saved files once you set them for auto-saving.

+In relation to the image file formats it supports, any captured image can be pasted to the cursor in MS Word with a click.

People get tired of complicated processes; those processes that are full of twists and turns. Sometimes we want instant procedures, like doing things in "a click". Capture files with a click, auto-save with a click, do them all in a click with this full-featured screen capturing utility.

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REVIEW: System Optimizer 8.2

If all you wanted was to find the easiest way to clean up your hard disk, segregate your files painstakingly, and save your computer from all the harm it could possibly get, then you could've wished you discovered the product called "Digeus System Optimizer" at a much earlier time. Nowadays, it is very rare to find people using different computer services who have actually not yet encountered a single problem with their PC. Many people come across certain computer problems, and Digeus System Optimizer could just be the smartest way to solve them.

The features/tools comprised in this software suite are highly functional, making it very easy to manage.

+For the first featured tool of the suite, we have the Registry Cleaner. The Windows Registry, with all the configuration settings and options stored in it, could be really complicated at times. Problems brought by the Windows registry practically cause Windows to crash and perform tasks at a snail's pace. In order to safely clean and repair your registry, you will need a regular use of the Registry Cleaner. By cleaning the registry, errors will be fixed and the possibilities of the Windows to crash will be lessened, and eventually be prevented; thus, speeds up your computer. Another good thing it does, is that it eliminates the BSOD(Blue Screen of Death) or the Stop Error, so you may actually get rid of it. In terms of backups and recovery, this creates an automatic backup of the repaired registry entries. This tool basically allows you to enhance your registry effortlessly with just a few simple clicks!

+You might also want to reorganize the storage space on your registry and optimize its performance by consolidating related files. That's why we have the second tool, the Registry Defragmenter. The fragmentary of your registry will subsequently lengthen the boot up time of your system. Keeping your registry defragmented helps your computer become more stable and makes it have a consistent pace. You can do this with the Registry Defragmenter, which will improve your computer's performance to a great extent. Compress your registry and make it all small-and-compact in the safest way, with the Registry Defragmenter.

+The Junk Files Cleaner, Duplicate Files Finder, and Smart Uninstaller tools are the ones that will help you segregate your files painstakingly(as I mentioned earlier). The logical thinking, is that you and your computer have practically spent a long time with each other and have "shared several files" together. Within that long time, there is not a chance that you have not been "copy-pasting" files, and eventually, accidentally duplicating them. Within that long time, you have also downloaded several downloadable apps all over the Internet, making you save unnecessary files in your computer. Boy, you must have a collection of stored junk files now in your computer! With the forces of the Junk Files Cleaner which identifies over 50 different types of junk files, the Duplicate Files Finder which instantly finds and deletes all your duplicate files, and the Smart Uninstaller which removes unwanted applications and broken Registry links, you may now regain plenty of disk space! Remove all the needless files and free up your storage space, that your computer can increase its performance!

+Just like the three previous tools mentioned, the Privacy Protection tool also speeds up the PC by removing unnecessary files and freeing up valuable space on your hard drive for use. But a more fundamental task it performs is that it protects you from your online privacy issues. Clear the history of sites you have visited and protect your PC from "prying eyes" with the help of this feature.

Now have all your computer problems solved, keep your PC protected with the help of Digeus System Optimizer. Identify all the errors, repair them instantly, and get rid of all the crashes. Do them all, with this user-friendly software.

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Getting into it, basically.

LIKE BASICALLY!

Hey folks. It's currently 12:27AM in my country. Wow, how I miss starting my blog posts that way ;) I just realized I haven't been doing posts that began that way anymore - posts that I've usually done. Anyways, hope everyone's havin' an amazing time right now and may everyone be thanking the Lord right now for He's been blessing all of us since day one! Amen! ;)

I have joined an organization in my college recently, well it's usually called "org" just in case you don't wanna talk complicated. LOL. Back in highschool, I've joined a couple of org's and extra-curricular activities. Before I entered college, I told myself once, "I'm gonna do it real big this time. I've to focus." --Mainly why I only chose one org to join for now, I still need to prioritize both my major and minor subjects. I need to balance both. If I got involved with so many org's and extra activities, I just don't think I'd still be able to maintain good grades. So yeah, finishing what I was sayin'..I joined an org called "Order of the Scarlet Thespians", simply called "OST" just in case, again, you didn't want to talk complicated. LOL. Haha. It's basically like a drama club, and every schoolyear the club holds a show of plays. I think it does 2-3 shows a year. We've been doing rehearsals lately, and boy do I just enjoy it. As I said in one of my previous posts before, acting is something I've never done before; well I kinda have done that in the past in a minor way..like, say ughh, when we did those lil role plays during my elementary and HS days? ;)) Yeah. But this time, everything's I think more detailed and more explored. And guess what, I'm getting into it, basically. Like what I said before, I'm lookin' forward to expanding my horizons and discovering new things in myself. It's about challenging myself, I'm trying to do things I've never done before, kinda experimenting. It's a good thing I say. As of now, I say that everything's going well with this new stuff I'm getting myself involved with, and it's fun. Hope I'll be able to sustain this kind of enthusiasm for this new aspect of my life til the very end, and if "end" there means forever or lifetime then...yeah, we'll see.

SEPTEMBER 1ST OF 2010

Worked on a report stuff with my blockmates, had a date with my mom by noontime and went grocery shoppin', and went to the movies w/her. SAW A MAGNIFICENT MOVIE(Sa'yo Lamang)! The previous 22+ hours of my life had been great...SPLENDID! ;)

I'm ever grateful to our God Almighty for everything..just about everything.

A Lover's Note: Her Confessions

Dear Mr. Love Consultant,

Hello, Mister. My name's Ingrid and I'm from Wisconsin. Firstly, I'd just like to personally congratulate you for the 2 years of success that your radio program has achieved. I'm one of your avid listeners all over the planet, I genuinely love listening to your program each and every night. Not only does it nurse the hearts of the inconsolable people, but those who aren't even heartbroken can also pick up something really good too. I have to say this: YOUR PROGRAM ROCKS! AND SO DO YOU, MISTER! :) And also, this is my 7th time sending you a letter. I've already done 6 attempts of sending you the same letter, with the very same content. But I guess it was only one of those major epic fails I'd get in my years of existence. Since last week, I've been trying to send this, and after I sent 'em I listened later each night to find out if I'd get the lucky chance for you to pick and choose my letter that it could be read on the radio for all your listeners to hear my story. But that never happened within the whole previous week. And now, I just expectantly hope that my 7th try hits the target tonight.

Okay, sorry for the long intro, Mister. I know you sorta hate long intro's but I just had to say all of those stuffs there. Now let's talk turkey here and put the cards on the table -I will now get to the main point. I may not be heartbroken, but I do have a problem right now. I am not heartbroken, I'm in fact very happy..very happy that this whole fling has nearly blinded me. I'm sorry, Mister but I'm really having a hardtime explaining every detail here. It'll certainly take me long novels to write before I could explicate my point. OH MAN, WHERE DO I START NOW?

Mr. Love Consultant, my big question is: How wrong is it for me to be in a relationship?

Okay, that didn't sound right. I know that anybody who's in a relationship would rarely ask that, or even never ask something like that. Sounds quite stupid, but that question isn't finished yet. It's only like a phrase there - it doesn't express a
complete thought yet. Right, I need to explain this now 'cause everything's now making you feel perplexed. (SORRY) Alright. Alright, Mister. You see, I have a boyfriend right now. But there's a catch there... The guy is 18 years older than me. @_@

Sure, people have always said "Age doesn't matter". But realistically speaking, that statement could be proven wrong too. It's easy to say that, but once you get into a relationship where you know you have a huge age gap with the person, you'll suddenly say, "Sometimes, it isn't really like that." I say that 'cause I experience it..just lately. I can't believe it, Mister. I'm only 18 years old and I'm deeply inlove with a 36-year old man. And wait, did I mention he's my first boyfriend? It's like..wow. Things just happened so quick, at once. I never expected this -Okay I'm lying. I sorta-kinda-slightly-a bit expected this, but seriously?!! NEVER THOUGHT THAT MY IMPRACTICAL EXPECTATIONS WOULD COME TRUE. I did like him the first time we met, but seriously?! Didn't see this coming, Mister!

We first met at my friend's party. He seemed like a huge party animal, and he had been burning on the dance floor the whole time. He caught my eyes, he was very noticeable and stood out pretty much. He was super striking, his moves appealed to me like holy smokes. I joined all my friends dancing, and I realized he was circulating over the whole dance floor, mingling with different people, dancing with each and every person he didn't even personally know. And I figured, "This is going to be great." I just stayed there shaking and grooving to the boppin' music, waiting for the moment that he comes up dancing to me. And it happened. When he approached me, and we started dancing and everything, that was just the beginning. It was real late when I went home. I went home with a love-struck smile beamed all over my face, not thinking that my life would be changed that night.

Since that night, I would receive several phone calls from him, with myself returning the call. Sending e-mails, back-and-forth, all those stuffs infatuated people would do. I thought it was cute. Days have passed so fast, as fast as I have gotten crazy for the guy. I could tell he feels the same way. It didn't take long 'til he asked me out quite often, to the point that I have lied to my parents. I HID EVERYTHING ABOUT THE TWO OF US, I HID THEM FROM MY PARENTS. Aside from the fact that they didn't let me have a boyfriend yet, I figured it would be worse if they knew I was dating a guy who's 18 years older than me. I wholeheartedly love, respect, and show consideration for my parents..but honestly, Mister, I can't believe that for the very first time, I hid something very clandestine from them. Only my bestfriend knew, and I think my boyfriend has also told a trusted friend of him about it. It's a crazy relationship, and I'm enjoying it so much...or I was enjoying earlier. I felt very secure around him, it's like I'm safe and sound in his arms. "You're on my mind all the time. I think I'm stuck on you." he told me once. That was the sweetest thing I heard from him, and boy did I act like a smitten cat. I was so love-struck this time, pretty crazy. When he confessed his true feelings to me, and told me that he really loves me, honestly it wasn't hard to believe his words. 'Cause I felt it pretty much. Everytime I'm with him I can tell he truly cares about me, it's as simple as that. And he respects me. I remember one time, we accidentally spent the night over his crib, and ofcourse we slept in his room, like in one bed. But with no holds barred, I can truthfully tell you and everyone else that NOTHING HAPPENED THERE. I was in fact treated like a newborn baby, if you know what I mean. (laughs) We just cuddled, kissed, and he just kept stroking and caressing me to sleep. I felt like I was on cloud nine. I felt his sincerity all along.





Almost a perfect relationship, I don't understand why there needs something to bother me. We're like the happiest people on Earth now, but why can't these catches just leave us alone?! First, I'm hiding it from my parents...a very bad and regretful act of a child to the parents. He's also hiding it from people. Our relationship is like..."cloak-and-dagger-love". Even I couldn't quite figure it out why we had to keep it a secret. We're very happy but if you just examine our relationship very well, you can say that it really feels sad that it can't be open to the public. The second and main catch, is the age gap. Like honestly! As I said, it's easy to say age doesn't matter but it's never really like that at all! I'm 18, young and still have bright plans for myself, what if this relationship would only be the one to hinder me from achieving my goals? What if it gets in my way one day and makes me ruin my beautiful dreams? What if he proposes?! What if he asks me to marry him?! I'M DOOMED! I know he told me once, "I'm willing to wait however long it will be" But nobody can tell, that promise could be broken too. In my mind, thoughts are playing. Can he really wait? Will his feelings never really change couple of years from now? I love him so much and I know I just need to trust him, but honestly it's so hard not to doubt about it. It's complicated! He has no idea about how much I'm struggling right now. I'm not telling him any of these things, I don't want him to worry more about me, about us. I love him very much, he loves me very much too, but I just have to take in a lot of things to consideration. It's hard.

Mister, should the two of us keep going steady or is it better that I break up with him? I know you give the most excellent advices ever, and you're all that I need now. Both decisions have their own consequences that will surely make me suffer, but on the bright side I know I will see their own significance too. Things will have to happen for a reason, that's a fact. I just hope I choose the very right thing to do, and you can help me figure out what's better, please, Mister. Thanks in advance.

Love, Ingrid


What'suppie folks?! It was too early when I woke up, I got nothing to do and I ended up basically doing this short fictional lover's note. HAHA. Anyways, whatcha guys think of this? If you were Mr. Love Consultant, what advice would you give to Ingrid? She'd love to know. ;) And oh, The Sims 3 (EA) is really a good means of illustrating your thoughts. ;)

Been a retreatant for the last 3 days. ;)

IT'S SO GOOD TO BE BACK HOME! WHAT'SUPPIE FOOOOOOOLKS?!!!!! =)
Wow, what a feeling. I've been out of doors for the last 3 days, and to get back home is just an easing sensation. The feeling you get when you get the chance to sleep on mattress of your bed that feels restful like no other, to get in the shower of your bathroom that is zesty like no other, to have meals in your own dining room, to watch TV, to make use again of your gadgets, to lay hands on your computer, and to finally go Tweeting, FB'ing, YM'ing, and BLOGGING.....AHHHHH IT'S JUST AMAZING. Indeed, there's no place like home ;)

So for the last 3 days, together with my college blockmates, I had a retreat. We spent 3 days at the extension home of our school, our retreat house at Antipolo. We left on Friday, and got back home Sunday night. Man, the whole thing was tiring, ofcourse. At almost every aspect in our lives, we never fail to experience TIREDNESS. And that is a fact my folks ;) So yeah..finishing what I was saying, we were there for 3 days. Honestly, I didn't feel like it was a retreat but..well, maybe it's just that I barely felt the spirit of that retreat we had. I only shed tears when almost all of us cried during the most touching part of the event, I was touched, but yeah that was it. Oh well. Though it seemed that way, I have to say that everything was fun. At first, I thought I'd only have fun in the bus during the whole trip. Eventually, I realized that the most fun part of this experience was during bedtime. I don't know, it's just totally pleasurable. We usually slept for less than 5 hours, others only slept for only 30-somethin'-minutes while others never really slept. There was just something about bedtime why we couldn't sleep at night. HAHAHAHA ;) And...what else to say, uhm. Oh yeah, THE FOOD. The food there was incredible. Like totally dude! Absolutely delish!~ Every meal we had was heavy to the tummy, good thing I didn't feel like defecating LOL. That's one of the things I don't like in this world - to defecate in a different home. HAHAHA. And ofcourse, the whole place was so lovely. It's just lovely. You'd love to stay in that place for long, unless you already wanna go home. Anyways...the whole experience was incredible. Lot of us had some certain realizations, which was awesome. And I just hope these realizations last, that we felt them not only because we were in a retreat..if you know what I mean :)) HAHAHA.

So yeah. That's all for this post. I was actually about to blog last night but after watching WWE Summerslam I fell asleep. Today is our rest day. We actually have a meeting for some kind of event for tomorrow, but I'm not able to go for I am not feeling well today. Bit sick. I'll get better anyways. =]

An inspiring kid in ATC.

What'suppie folks? Been like 10 days since my last post. Holy cow how happy do I feel right now that we've got no PE classes tomorrow no moreee baby yeah!!!! Back to the regular schedule, Monday! Now we only have M-T-Th in our scheds yeah! ;) Great.

Anyways. I just wanna share an adorable thing with the world right now. Earlier today, one of our prof's for today was absent, her subject was Histo101 that starts at 11:00am-12:30pm..Which only means we have a FREE CUT dude! HOLY COW WHAT JOY ;) Lol. With that said, myself together with my folks Sarah and Sison went outside the campus to a local mall there called Alabang Town Center (simply ATC or Town), chilaxxed and had lunch there. But upon our lunch, there was somethin' we didn't expect, not at all. It was a sweet surprise. Look at what we've found:






Define what we saw this lunch: JUST ONE OF THE MOST ADORABLE THINGS ON EARTH. We were comfortably seated having our lunch til this kid caught our attention. He was the cutest kid ever. He kept waving on us, and we waved back. He kept smiling on us, we smiled back. WE WERE TALKING TO HIM. HE CUTELY RESPONDED TO EVERY QUESTION WE ASKED. It was sweet. He was inspiring. He was a very enthusiastic 2-year old boy. He was cute. He was super cute. I fell in love with him <3

TRIMMED.

Honestly, I don't know how others can relate to this one but probably, this situation applies more especially to my fellow girls out there.

Yes, I said FELLOW GIRLS. Alright alright, before you guys could say anything against that statement, let me inform you that I'm still a girl inside though it isn't that obvious at all...LOL!~!! :)) Silly words. I mean I'm boyish and have been misunderstood as a tomboy a lot of fudgin' times, but I really am a girl. If ya ask what kind of girly stuff I'm into, the number one thing is: NAIL ART lol ;) But seriously. That's what this blog is going to be all about folks.

You know, as a girl, when you had grown your fingernails out and had kept it long ever since, it wouldn't be so easy for you to trim them. Seeing the beauty it displays along with your fingers is just amazing. You've waited for a long time to have that look on your hands, you've spent like eternity to grow them out, and finally reach the moment that you could fling those fingers so gracefully as those long nails stick out in all their glory. And you utter the words, "SPLENDID. HOW BEAUTIFUL." However, there'd come a day that you'd feel tired and quite dissatisfied with them too, then later coming up with the idea of TRIMMING THEM DOWN. On another note, you worry a bit much too, thinking that if you trimmed them down, you would suffer again from the long time and eternity you'd hardly spend while growing your nails out. IT IS SUCH A NOT SO EASY SITUATION AT ALL.

Idk if it's overacting or anything like that folks. But that's just what it feels like. It's never easy to cut them down. Never easy to trim down all those nails you've worked hard for, well..if you guys know what I mean. 'Cause for me, trimming them down is almost like "resetting your life" somehow. It's almost equivalent to NEW YEAR. Hahaha. And yeah, aside from that..you'll also be remorseful in the end. But I made a decision, and there I go. My nails are trimmed down to their normal length. It's like a new start now. And takin' the next step. ;)

FORMULATING THE NEWEST EQUATION IN MY LIFE! ;)

PE Class on Wednesday +

Dismissal at 10am +

Gettin' home early +

Catchin' up Showtime +

Bein' able to see Jhong Hilario =

FULFILLING DAY :)

YAHOO!

Haha. Guess the title sounds kinda weird. But it's one of those words that would express my feelings best right now, so yeah...YAHOO FOLKS! ;)

A great day. Quite at a loss of words. My ninang Jopin got here from the States couple of days ago. She brought her son Bryan with her, and they're goin' back to the States on August 2nd. And this day, I got to meet them. It was crazy. Though we spent short amount of time, I really had fun with them. It was short quality time, but sure is worth it. Gotta say this was also my first time to hangout with my cousin Bryan, cool dude. T'was sure fun. But I'm ever grateful for these splendid presents that my ninang gave me:




HOLY COW! Such splendid presents! I'm on cloud nine! I'm so delighted! I mean...are you kiddin me? THESE ARE ALL WWE SHAWN MICHAELS MERCHANDISE DUDE! Wtfudge I couldn't be any happier now, I'm like the happiest person on the planet now! Thanks Ninang! Love ya! ;)

The Wrath of Typhoon Basyang.

Holy smokes. No classes this day, and I'm surprised classes are again suspended for tomorrow. Typhoon Basyang has just hit our country, and man, did she really devastate this place.

That picture right there isn't an actual photo taken during Basyang's devastation. It was just a random picture found on image Google search. I figured that it is the most pleasant image of a bad and stormy weather. Haha, so yeah. I posted it.

Anyways. This typhoon is obviously the reason behind the suspension of classes on all levels in the Philippines right now. It is a wild phenomenon. Not as wild as Ondoy, but yeah. The similarity that these two wild typhoons have is that they both have a record of the number of people killed during the phenomena. Last night, I couldn't believe that I actually heard the loud noise produced by the wind that was blowin' sooooooo strong!!! With the accompaniment of the heavily-drizzling raindrops, the strong wind made its voice heard all over our place. Later that night, there was a blackout. This day when I woke up, the power was still out. And outside our house and of our subdivision, THERE WAS LIKE SOME CARNAGE EVERYWHERE. Trees were destroyed. Couple of the trees were split and divided, there were plenty of leaves scattered on the ground, some roofs from different houses got damaged too, having some part of them blown by the wind, street lights got broken, and just a whole lot of carnage to tell. Power got back at around 4pm, and we all tuned in to the news. All we heard about was the damage and disaster made by this typhoon. Gee, we just felt "the wrath of Bagyong Basyang". I'm just ever thankful that all we encountered was waking up this day, seeing our whole house wet with acid rain, and nothing else more. It was all intense. Whew!

Who in the world loves lazy nights?!

Man. I don't understand why laziness even has to exist. I wish there never had been a room for laziness. I mean, c'mon folks! Do you really think it has a rightful purpose on Earth? HAHAHAHA OKAY I AIN'T MAD FOLKS, JUST CLEARING IT OUT :)) It's not like I'm super against this whole thing okay? Hahahaha. I don't hate laziness, I just can't quite figure it out why on Earth it exists. That's pretty much it, man ;)
Anyways, this image right here is probably one solution to get rid of this laziness. Ya see folks, Buttercup from the PPG's is my favorite Powerpuff Girl. And The Powerpuff Girls is my favorite cartoon show ever. Geesh dude I don't even think it's connected(rolls eyes while producing a not so excited-low voice). LOL HAHAHAHA. But yeah..what I did right there was that I just looked for an image that can stimulate me or somethin', that I can get over this whole laziness. I don't know where this mood exactly comes from, but it's gradually making me realize that I have to do something to kill some time, which is really a hard thing for me. I always have a hard time in trying to find a way on how to kill some time. *sigh*

OKAY. Talk about my college life, it's still real fun. Uhm..nothing much new to say. But oh yeah, there's this org. called OST there(but I actually forgot what it stands for), and it's a drama club. Last week I auditioned, and a few days ago I received a text msg confirming that I passed the auditions, and on Monday we have a GA for all those who passed the auditions, and we'll be joining I think a competition so we'll all be meeting our co-actors on that day, knowing our roles, and getting the scripts and all. It's gonna be exciting I'm sure. I have never experienced this stuff before, what I did last week when I auditioned was all about giving new things a risky TRY. Yes, it's taking risks, and I'm glad I got lucky on this one. I'm just not so sure that I'll be forever lucky on this field, like who knows? Good fortune might just be hitting me on this field during the first few days, do you folks believe it'll forever last? That I really have something special for this field? I really don't know. I just tried. Hope that as days go by, I'll discover something new in myself through this whole new experience. I hope I'm about to begin on a new road that will take me on a long tour, that I can explore my horizons. I just hope what I entered turns out all good. ;)

Wow. Look what I did, I just made a new blog post. It's crazy. After all, this was just all a product of the darn LAZINESS. Haha. Have an amazing and not-so-lazy time, folks! God bless ;)

Effective Now: PE Class every Wednesday...wtfudge! :))

I decided to make a short post here, 'cause I missed this page. It's been a while ya know. Anyways... I'm just wondering HOW HAS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOLKS BEEN? :D




Alright, I don't know who I'm talkin' to at the moment. Or worse, I'm talkin' to actually nobody right now. I swear, like..if Blogspot had been a Voice Bloggin' stuff, it would be much worse to hear everyone talkin' alone, in front of his/her computer. Well I used to have an account on a voice blog site before. But that site had already closed down for good like a few months ago. So yeah. It's real fun, no doubt. It isn't like no one's gonna ever have an addiction to it, it's just that only a few and selected folks would have a good taste with it. And yeah, I'm one of 'em. And as I said, it's fun, really. It's just a lil bit, and I mean like a tad-bit awkward when you hit the record button and start speaking...or rather, start talking to your computer. LMAO :))

Anyways. I'd just like to talk about my slightly new sched for college. My PE class was originally every Monday. But our prof told us that she's loaded during that day, and asked us if it would be okay to move the subject on Wednesday. Everybody in the class agreed, well not quite rlyy. Haha. I kinda disagreed to it, but what do you expect. Majority wins right? So yeah. It's official, starting now, I go to school every Wednesday to attend a 2-HOUR SUBJECT. HAHAHAHA. Just because I put those words in Italics form, doesn't mean that I'm trying to drive a point or somethin'. Well yeah, I'm emphasizing that I've to go to school during Wednesday to attend a TWO-HOUR SUBJECT(more like an hour and a half), and after that I go home. AGAIN: NO PUN INTENDED ALRIGHT FOLKS?!! lol In fact, I'm proud of my new sched. BECAUSE I GET TO GO HOME EARLY. AND YES I GET TO CATCH SHOWTIME DURING THAT DAY. YES, VERY NICE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ;3

Bolt from the blue surprises. Happy 16th Birthday to me.

Yesterday was absolutely the last day of mine being 15. Right now, I'm just thankful to our dear Lord for another God-given life I have. It's amazing. Idk.

I'm a lil too tired at the moment and I've honestly no clue on how will this post go. But yeah. It's my 16th birthday. And a lot of folks know that I hate broken surprises..'cause I love surprises a lot.

I was being hopeless since yesterday. I didn't feel that this birthday was going to be any special. I just didn't feel it, seriously. It was like..I felt like it was all gonna be an ordinary day. I wanted to spend it with my HS folks. Not that "I don't want" spending it with the current college folks I have, but it's just that I wish I could spend it with them too. It's different.

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE THIS POST. BUT TO GET TO THE POINT ITSELF DIRECTLY, I JUST HAVE TO THANK A LOT OF FOLKS WHO MADE THIS DAY VERY VIBRANT, MOST ESPECIALLY..MY ONE AND ONLY BESTFRIEND JEORGE. Without him, and all the other folks I've been with the day, this wouldn't have been any special birthday.

I was so pleased to receive presents from my Tsebb (that's how my bestfriend and I call each other).




He gave me a cool new shirt. I love it. But the earphones he gave me are the real shiznatch here! I LOVE THEM OH MY GOSH! How cool would they look on my ears?! Thanks, Tsebb!

PS: Real sorry for the lack-of-excitement in this post. Really tired! ;)

PBB Teen Clash of 2010 Teen Big Winner: James Reid

WHAT A BIG NIGHT.

I'm still in aftershock. Still in reverberations! I still can't talk really. Idk. Maybe I can talk, I'm just not sure if every word that will come out of my mouth is gonna make sense right now. Can you folks believe it? JAMES REID IS THE PBB TEEN CLASH OF 2010 TEEN BIG WINNER!



Okay. Well..not that I actually can't believe everything. But. It's just that. I had my expectations. My big winner was originally, either Ivan Dorschner or Ryan Bang. I got disappointed tonight as Ivan was announced as only the 5th Teen Big Placer. Same with Bret Jackson(who became the 6th Teen Big Placer). I mean..I was expecting the two ladies Devon and Fretzie to occupy those places. And Ivan and Bret deserved higher places. When Ivan placed 5th, I didn't completely lose hope 'cause Ryan was there. I wanted him to be the Big Winner. Then...Devon placed 4th. Fretzie placed 3rd. It was like omg. LIKE CHUVA-CHOO-CHOO! :)) But I didn't get too much disappointed when Ryan Bang was announced as the 2nd Teen Big Placer. I mean.. I looked at him. He had a positive reaction to it. And besides, he got a big price too. I think that's enough. Ryan was happy after all. And now...the Teen Big Winner...JAMES! I'm happy with this part too. Well, my only disappointment overall was Ivan's place. And Bret's place as well. This was my expected ranking:

1. Ryan Bang
2. Ivan Dorschner
3. James Reid
4. Bret Jackson
5. Devon Seron
6. Fretzie Bercede

But anyways, I'm still happy with the results. You just can't really know who the people are voting for. There's no "common predictions" this time, unlike the old times.


PBB Teen Clash of 2010 Teen Big Winner - James Reid

Never expected college was this fun. :)

AAHHHH. WHAT'SUPPIE FOLKS?! I really missed my PC. I never really got to use it for like 2 days 'cause the connection was actin' up, so yeah. I'm just thankful that everything's back to normal now. And boy, did I just miss a whole bunch of stuff so much. I missed Tweeting, FB'ing, and ofcourse...I MISSED BLOGGING BABY YEAH! ;] I was quite busy with college lately. But you know what, it isn't that busy like really. I mean..yeah, busy but not too drastic. Oh why in the world am I explaining here? I said "quite" busy anyways so why explain further? hahaha LOL.

Though I missed everything about my computer, I've no regrets gettin' "quite" busy with my college life. I mean, seriously..How could I ever regret if at San Beda College Alabang I had nothing but real fun...IN SO MANY WAYS? I always have fun learning, studying, meeting my prof's, I really love them, and ofcourse..my blockmates. Like what I said before, there's never a dull moment there. I enjoy every second of being there at Beda. I might get even busier for the next days, but I'll be always confident to say, "Everything makes sense". :)

First day has been real good to me.

What'suppie folks?
This is going to be a short post.

Okay, HELLO COLLEGE.

This day wasn't practically my "actual first day in college", I mean we already had 2 orientation days there last week so that probably would be my real first day there. But this time, we're talkin' about the start of regular classes, so yeah.

I don't want to explain everything like detail by detail, so I'm gonna sorta summarize stuffs. Well? First day? You know what folks? The first day of classes for college was priceless. There's not a single minute that I wouldn't enjoy it there. Fun! We got to meet our prof's, who all seemed to be welcoming and we also got to meet the rest of our block/classmates. I gotta say the people there are really nice. And they're easy to get along with. The folks there are very approachable, sociable, and those folks are interactive people I should say ;) We got along well on our first day, and we'll sure get along more well as time goes by. Whatta day, OH IT WAS SURE ONE HECK OF A PARTY FUN EXPERIENCE :D

My first day's been real good to me. I mean, unlike others who've actually had embarassing first day experiences. I'm so blessed. God is always with me. :)

Writhing in Insecurities.

Why hello there, my ever-cherished diary. Your owner's writing to you again. And I hope you can still remember my name, I mean I have to admit that it has been quite a long time after I last wrote to you. Apparently, the last time I wrote to you was also the first time I did. I'm sorry dearie, I mean..Diary. I know I just got you from an old, timeworn, and dreary storage area in our basement, but that doesn't mean I should treat you the way I did..I'm sorry. And I mean it, like I'M REAL SORRY for having it take 2 long years before I ought to catch up with you again. I can't even believe this will only be the 2nd time I'm writing to you, after having you for two years already. Real sorry. But incase you forgot: Hi Diary, it's me, Lauren. :)


Oh Diary, you might be thinking about what had I been through the past years. Incase you haven't noticed, I'm a graduate now. In fact I've already procured an occupation now - Yes I do have a job now. Sounds great huh. Sure does. I am not committed to a particular employer long term though, I am self-employed. I'm a freelance journalist, dearie. I mean..Diary. Anyways, I just want you to know how glad I am to be writing on this ever-cherished notebook of mine, I always have lots of reasons that I write to you. But right now, there's something specific actually. Particularly, there's one reason I'm writing to you at this very moment. Diary, I HAVE TO RELEASE SOMETHING. IT'S SOMETHING I'VE BEEN HOLDING INSIDE AND I'M AFRAID I MIGHT BURST AT ANY MOMENT SO I JUST GOTTA RELEASE IT. Yes it's just writing..and sure, no one's gonna read this. But I don't care, IT'S STILL A RELEASE. And all I care for right now is my peace of mind.

4 days ago, I was on a freelance assignment taking pictures of an old, huge, and abandoned manor when my cousin AJ called me up. AJ is the owner and manager of a well-recognized entertainment bar called "Bop&Pop Nightclub". He told me that later that night, his nightclub would be having the top 5 bands on the MTV HitChart, and asked if I might wanna do some article about that particular event. Well his nightclub seemed like the most "dropped by/stopped at" place of entertainment, so I decided to take the opportunity to put this event on the editorial. And besides, having your music done through LIVE BANDS with the TOP 5 Bands on the MTV Hitchart rather than having remixed songs played by a DJ is completely big of a deal so why wouldn't I want to do the job? And so, I said yes to him. Later that night, I was at the club doing my thing. I walked in as the laser lights illuminated all over the entire place. AJ saw me in the huge crowd and ran up to me, immediately giving me a bear hug -He hadn't really seen me in a while.

And yes, I was taking care of everything I had to. I only actually had one main task to do, and that's to take photos. I didn't think bringing up a pen & paper would help that time. I mean with all the noise going on do you really think I could concentrate on my writing at that very moment? Obviously we've same answers to that one, so let's leave it at that. I just had to pay attention on every single thing going on so that scribbling them down on the editorial wouldn't be too much of a trouble.

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Finally, the last band came up on stage to play. The lead vocalist asked everyone to get wild on the dance floor, and boy did they all go berserk. I just stayed sitting on the bar stool having a drink while everyone's getting madsick. After taking a few gulps of my straight up-served martini, somebody caught my eye from the dance floor and I truly couldn't believe what I was seeing..and truly never even wanted to believe it was real. It couldn't be her..it couldn't be Sandra. ;o

Random Photo of Sandra

It was bizarre that my face practically paled out when I saw Sandra. First of all, she's already residing in Madrid so what the heck was she doing there? Secondly, she can't stay here for good 'cause if she does, what will happen to me now? I couldn't believe she's back. Now let me directly tell you, dearie..Duh-Diary... That this blonde woman is the reason I'm writing now. I just can't face the fact that I'm feeling this stuff because of her. You know that feeling? I was so much super-dooper fine within the past 2 years at almost every aspect of my life, but you know how I felt when she actually came back? I FELT I LOST ALL MY CONFIDENCE THAT I'VE BUILT UP. And frustratingly, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY THE HECK I FEEL THIS WAY. You know that stuff when you're unconfident, anxious with every step you make, and like self-doubting? No. It can't be this feeling. I'm afraid. I can't be feeling...in- DANG I CAN'T EVEN SAY IT. I'm afraid to tell you that I'm feeling...INSECURE. :|



But why in the world! I just can't quite figure out this whole entire feeling. I feel so vulnerable now that Sandra's around! But seriously Diary, for what reason?! WHY THE HELL DO I FEEL THIS WAY? I don't even think she's a better human being than I am, I mean I've done great things that none of her accomplishments could ever compare to mine! From the very little that I can remember from the hardships I had back when I was in college, I had to claw and bleed my way through every subject just to get a passing grade! AND SANDRA HAD NEVER EVEN DONE THAT! 'CAUSE SHE NEVER WENT TO COLLEGE! 'Cause all she did was partying and drinking and all that stuff! She is an infamous person! She is famous but she has an extremely bad reputation, people don't like her, she's scandalous, I strived hard in college, graduated, I do have a decent and noble job right now SO WHY ON EARTH DO I FEEL INSECURE WITH THAT BLONDE UNDERDOG?!!!
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Oh. Yeah. I almost forgot. Okay. Now I do figure things out. I just remembered that Sandra was the one who took the only man I loved, away from me. Yes, she took Wes away from me. Oh yes she did.

Cheated much eh? Very good job for the both of you.

No. A memory fades in now. 2 years ago Wes and I were together. Unbeknownst to me, while he poisoned me with all those sweet words of love he whispered, he went to Sandra's house almost every night that they could meet up, and had some overtime. Don't go asking me how I found that out, if you don't want this to get much longer than it is right now. "I AM A LOSER!" I cried out alone in my room that very night, I had a lot in my mind. Now that I'm compared to a glass completely shattered into pieces, I wanted to know where to start. How to? What would I do next? It was berserk. It was horrible. I was thinkin' how much of a loser I am, and dang how those guys are such completely heartless frauds!




March 13, 2010 - 1:26AM. Oh dearie, your very own Lauren now tells you that she already has solved the problem, and has successfully deciphered that the main reason why she's so insecure with Sandra is because that blonde underdog took Lauren's man away from her. She thieved him! She thieved him from me and Wes cheated how can I contain my emotions now. :'c

I can't believe I'm writhing in this whole insecurity. I know I shouldn't be feeling like this. But how do you erase the fact that she stole my man? And more exasperatingly, that man chose her over me and they left me clandestinely for Madrid 2 years ago?! And the anxiety inside me lives on, I don't know how to stop this. Oh how I wish I could have the guts to simply ignore everything. I'm so weak. I know I have to do something. I'm thinking about running away from this, but how hard is it to run away from an inevitable misery? I need to take action! Oh dearie-diary, how do you...MOVE ON? :|

Hey folks, it's Janica now. This is a work of fiction. Just thought that I'd kinda take a break from blogging about everything happening to me, and that I'd try doing something new. Hope you like it. PEACE ;)

Myself and the ever beautiful, Pouring Rain.

It came like the most beautiful surprise ever..or pro'lly one of the most beautiful surprises on the planet. When I woke up, this was what I tweeted this morning:

Drizzly morning folks! I was sleeping and at 9:30am a very wonderful RAIN woke me up. I love it. I love the entire scene. IT'S RAINING!

I have to say it's the loveliest morning in this whole entire summer. After tweeting it, I ran to the back of our house where rain was showering and I bathed in the pouring rain.

Such a delightful experience. I just couldn't find the right words to explain the whole situation. I was happy to have that experience. And all I know is... IT WAS PERFECT.:)

Don't you think June 1st of 2010 is special? :)

Hey folks, yes. I just gotta say it. Say what? Say what exactly the title says. I think June 1, 2010 is a very special day. I just believe it is. It is something special. Probably a very special day to start June. Geesh. Why is this day so special? I can't exactly explain. But one thing for sure, IT IS SPECIAL. I don't know exactly what it is that has a lot to do with the whole specialty of this day, but yeah watevv.. THIS DAY IS SPECIAL. Hahaha! HOW'S EVERYBODY'S JUNE 1ST? Hehe. Have a "special" June 1st too, folks! ;)

FRESHLY UPLOADED ON YOUTUBE!!!

Oh hey, what'suppie folks?! Remember the very special day that I had a reunion with my troopy-troop Skwaters? And when I told you folks how much I missed VIDEO-TAPING? Yes, you can take a hint. This post has a lot to do with all of the videos we did that day. I edited everything in two days, and everything's all posted online now! RIGHT ON YOUTUBE BABY! C'mon folks, I would like y'all to check these out! :)






WHEEEEW! Can I just mention that my PC was up ALL DAY because of editing the last video and 'cause of all the uploading?!!! Compiee needs a soothing rest after all! ;) Anyways. Hope my folks would enjoy this, this is full of effort! ;) Alright, adios folks.

Oh My God, We're Back Again. :)

First off, I should've made this post last night..if only my internet connection didn't act dumb. LOL. So I actually wasn't able to access to the net when I came home last night because the connection was lame hahaha! Anyways, let's start.

For more than one month, I haven't seen the 4 closest buds I have on the planet. And one month to me seems like eternity. HAHA. The last time I saw them was I think on our HS graduation day. And boy, did I just miss them miserably. I got stuck at our home-not-so-sweet-home, always in agony because of the extreme heat that makes me sweat out all the time. It was horrible. I knew I needed to get out of this house at that moment. I needed to unwind. I needed to spend my time at ease. It was just the time to meet up with my clique, Skwaters Faction. Dang, I missed Skwaters Jeorge "Tsebb/Tsap", Joyce, Mimi, and Debby. That's why on a fudgin' Saturday, May 22nd of 2010, at Mimi's fudgin' crib.. I along with my folks "got tied real tight for once, and we had nothing else but fun like it was almost criminal". :))

When we talked about that exact date, I told them to consider this one as a very special day in our lives. I told them 2 days ago, "Let's all prepare for this day. This won't be any ordinary day. It's gonna be all HUGE.". And it sure was. Our main and number one effort that we exerted on this day was how we actually managed to wake up REAL EARLY. LIKE REAAAAL EARLY, FOLKS. We said we should get to Mimi's place by 8am. With that said, I knew how early I needed to wake up. Say like.. 6:00am? ;) And I had to wake up Tsap too by callin' him up. But due to extreme excitement, I automatically woke up at 5:30am! I couldn't believe I was able to do that, until now it won't sink in to my mind. HAHAHAHA. Anyways.. when we got there, MIMI WAS STILL SLEEPIN' LIKE WTFUDGE!!! Right, let's get to the whole story.





Debby, who is now residing in Canada, went online on Skype so she could join this whole reunion thing. Uhm, I don't know what to say next. The rest is just full fun and full craziness, WE ALL GOT MADSICK! I missed everything, I was so happy to see these folks again. And talk about video-taping, dang I missed this so much! We did all the crazy K-Pop dance music video, some kind of crazy horror film, we ofcourse hit some meal satisfaction with Krispy Kreme Doughnuts..uhm what else. Oh yeah, YOU CAN'T FORGET ABOUT THE STORY-TELLING PART. This was a very special day, the feeling is amazing. Thank you, Lord for this wonderful day. Skwaters, I love y'all, folks. :)

BRACE YOURSELVES! IT'S GONNA BE HUGE. :))

Tomorrow's a big "reuniting" day with Skwaters. Yo Jeorge Tsap Torres, Joyce Anne Quinto, Minyii Quaia, and Debby Pearl Lontoc..see y'all tomorrow, old farts.ü Brace yourselves, it won't be any ordinary day. Tomorrow's gonna be all HUGE. Fudge! =))

Like I'm reaaaaaal bored, folks.

Sorry for this senseless post folks. I was just really bored and my face looks funny when I just woke up so I thought it'd be cool if I took a photo lol

IT'S DARN ADDICTIVE.

I'm sorry but I just can't stop singin' and dancin' to this song.

COME TWEET ME FOLKS!

I finally decided to make a Twitter account. I just think it's a cool stuff, I saw other people using it and I guess Tweeting is really cool. And these would be my "TweetPics" lol. Well, not quite..but I took these photos during the time I was creating my account on Twitter. Haha




COME TWEET ME FOLKS!
www.twitter.com/WMjanica

Level-Up!!! I'm gonna do it reaaal big.

Folks, now this is an epiphany, haha! It's about time to learn. i'm college now, i'll turn 16 in a month and i'm old but young at heart. as a growing individual i need to learn how everything works out. i can't stay on the same level i'm on right now, we should all upgrade it right?

Yes folks, I am now enrolled. And my schedule is sure stimulating LOL

FOLKS! I AM ENROLLED! FRESHMAN! HAHA.
Yeah right, pretty exciting huh. Everything today went smooth..well not quite. I mean the whole process of my enrollment this day was okay, except for the fact that I had to take waaaaay looooong walks with those waaaaay loooooong pathways my school has. They're real pain in the base of the human body -which is actually our feet LOL. But I needed exercise anyways so it sure helped somehow. :))

Anyways. I was surprised to see my college schedule. I mean.. These past weeks I've always heard about loads of my highschool folks gettin' themselves enrolled at their own different colleges, and I've also heard about how they violently react with their schedules! Want a sample? Well I've seen one who's got classes from Mon-Fri, and two or three of those days she gets home by 8pm! Figuring that out, I don't blame her, and I don't blame the others neither for reacting so violently with their scheds. They just feel like it's too much, and like they will sure suffer in their college lives LOL. With those few experiences of having heard about my highschool folks' scheds, I was assuming that I might be discouraged to see how my schedule would look like. I was thinking: I don't feel like gettin' amused to see my schedule. But I got reaaaal bombshelled when I saw it.

CHECK IT OUT FOLKS.
I've got classes ONLY during Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday! It's an M-T-TH stuffy haha! Holy cow did it excite me and took some pressure off of me. I was amused like really. It surprised me. Another cool thing about this enrollment is my uniform. Well, nothing much to say. I loved how they looked on me, especially my P.E. uniform. Haha.

There are certain issues wherein you just gotta have your nerve wracked!

Why hello there, folks. Hm. Well what do we have here for my 2nd blog for May of 2010? Actually, I just gotta share you some of the nerve-wracking issues I'm facing LOL. Uhm. Yeah, you read it right. I said nerve-wracking. And it's funny how I could just laugh it all away HAHA. I mean, it is nerve-wracking, but not as drastic as the folks might think. It's not too horrible, so for the people who are thinking of me and showing me their concern and all while reading this right now, don't worry too much and thank you very much folks.

Anyways. I just said I'm facing some sort of anxiety right now. You know those things that could make you bite your nails? Yeah, they're exactly called "nail-biting" situations.. wherein at the same time, you just gotta have your nerve wracked! LOL
Well isn't this one reaaaaaal adorable? Alright, I did not create this beautiful art right here. I just Google'd it 'cause I was looking for a picture that I could post here on my latest blog. But I really love this picture, big time! For those nail-biting situations. I'm actually talking about my friends. Like the closest ones. I mean the last time I saw them was.. yeah I think during our graduation day. Yeah, I'm right. Since graduation day, I haven't seen them yet! And it's really a long time! I never saw them in a month and the folks have no clue how I miserably miss them at this very moment. Now, the thing is. We talked about this on Facebook, through a group message. But when we started talkin' about it, I tell you what, it really seemed like THERE'S NO WAY THAT THIS TROOP WILL REUNITE ANYMORE! T_T Well it just had a lot to do with our schedules, I mean we're entering the college world this year so things I guess will really be tough for us. Sad I know, but I'm not saying THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO WAY ANYMORE, I was just saying that it seemed that way. But I thought about one thing. And in the middle of my anxiety that there's no chance for us to meet again, in that group msg on FB, i told them:
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT LET ME GET THIS REAAAAAAL STRAIGHT, FOLKS. THIS WHOLE ISSUE HAS BEEN DEVASTATING ME FOR THE PAST FEW HOURS 'CAUSE I WAS THINKING LIKE THIS MIGHT BE THE END.. BUT NO! I MADE UP MY MIND, I HAD TO BEAR IN MY MIND THAT NO ONE OR NOTHING CAN EVEN RUIN THE BOND THAT WE, ALTOGETHER, HAVE CREATED FOR THE PAST FOUR YEARS. SO YEAH, NO MATTER HOW NERVE-WRACKING EACH AND EVERYONE'S SITUATION IS, THERE'S NOT A CHANCE THAT WE'RE SPLITTING UP!!! RIGHT FOLKS? ;)

So that's pretty much it for my "heroic address" lol. But I'm telling everyone out there that no one or nothing can really ever split us up. ;)

I just got "another reason to stay up late at night"!!!

Whatsuppie folks. May has just crossed the threshold, I wonder what's new. Well. As the title of this post says.. I got a new stuff that I'm really excited about.



YEAAAAAAH BABY~ SMACKDOWN VS. RAW 2010! ON PS3! THIS IS TOTALLY... MADSICK, FOLKS! ;)