No more time to be spent wondering why I can't easily get mad on certain people..no more time to be spent wondering how I'm always able to hold back whatever element it is that will cause anger inside me. One of those questions too was how I could always find a way to understand other people while some couldn't stand it any longer. They hurt me, often times unintentionally, they don't know, they've got no idea at all that they're wounding my heart sometimes, and I just keep it to myself. Like I don't have the guts to tell them that I sometimes feel offended about what they do. I always think twice, and I'll later realize that maybe it's just like this and like that; I always come to analyze situations and eventually understand that maybe there is probably a reason behind every wrongdoing that a human does...so, I just keep understanding them. They might have not asked for it yet, but I already have forgiven them. That's crazy. In the end, it's still my love for the most important people in my life that prevails, it's a good thing I know and I don't regret that ofcourse. But you know what I mean? Like sometimes I just wish I could also have the courage, and enough guts to kind of..react against these recurrent situations that drive me real hard. But no, it's always the tenderness inside me that gives me that urge to stay soft. I could look tough on the outside, but there's just so much tenderness inside me.
Guess I was just born with a real fluffy, orange heart. Ain't that sweet?
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