Since yesterday, my computer was actin' up. It perplexed me, but I didn't have a clue that yesterday was possibly the last day I'd be able to see ALL, as in ALL OF MY FILES...MY PRECIOUS FILES T.T I didn't even think it was some kind of virus infecting it. I just thought that, you know what i mean folks? Like maybe, my PC yesterday was just being kinda "human" and that it was just under the weather, that it would soon be back to its normal state if I gave it some rest perhaps?? I told my dad about my pc "acting up", and he decided to buy a new memory for it and we did. When we got home today from the mall, we immediately worked on it..fixed it. We opened the CPU and fixed everything inside it that should be fixed. We set it back up and tried to see if it'd boot properly, but it didn't. We had done it a couple of times, and yeah...same results. It ain't gettin' any better. He suggested I sorta renew its operating system, and even reminded me that there's nothin' I should worry about the files 'cause they'd be retrieved, he said; 'cause later on before he would install a new OS in it he backed the files up, yes..like he made back-up for all the files and would store them back after the OS is done installing. After all, I didn't really worry much about the PC itself, but the files I had in it. All I wanted was.. to save my files...my precious files... *tear rolls down my cheek*
Then, OS was renewed. Wow.. new theme, new whatever. The new "whatever" looks cool and happy, I should be happy about that. My computer looks fresh like it just had a makeover or somethin'! But...wait, uhm...my files? By this time we had stored it back here already..we knew we just did...or so we thought. We went on to check my computer's drive...
AND THE MOMENT I HAVE DREADED THE MOST JUST HAPPENED. My files were like... gone with the wind. T__T
WHAT THE FUDGE?! How come? How in the world did this..?!!! What the fudge is going on?! The thing is, we didn't know that during the time that we backed the old drive up, the files were already eaten by the virus!!! We didn't know they were already gone when we made a back up for 'em!!! T__T That's when I and he realized that maybe the renewing of OS had absolutely nothin' to do with the disappearance of all my files, maybe it's exactly what the virus did. Curse that virus. I am.... the loneliest ;"(
MY FILES!!! MY FILES!!! MY DARN FILES FOR CRYIN' OUT LOUD!!!! I have been taking care of all those precious files!!! The old photos, the videos, everything!!! I've spent my life saving memories, and immortalizing those special moments through saving them all in my computer!!! And this day, this day it took all of them away from me?! YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! All those photos, especially the videos, most especially the videos I made with my bestfriends, Skwaters Faction!!! THEY'RE MY STRONGEST MOTIVATION IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE! I had never imagined a day not being able to access these most important files! THIS HAS BEEN A NIGHTMARE I NEVER IMAGINED. Some of you might say I'm exaggerated or somethin', but yeah you could say that I think? But no! You guys just don't understand. These files... they're just... they're not just plain files ya know?! They're so much more than that, they had that value and I just truly cherished and took care of them! I've always said that I've almost put half of my life in my computer! And now I just can't believe that I won't be able to see every single one of them no more. I can't believe that there will never be any possibility for me to save my files.. 'cause they're gone, and my father could repeatedly tell me "GANIYAN TALAGA ANG COMPUTER, ANAK." Can't believe this, I truly don't.
Like half of me just died...like, if you deleted these files, it would be the same as you piercing through my heart. ;( I'm almost inconsolable.
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